Depression. It's a silent killer.

I have a therapist, but i have a pretty photographic memory, which is a curse. I remember most of my life to a general degree. I can just recall every moment good and bad, though my writing is generally not the better side. I have some older stuff that was more happy during my repression time.
I started a blog to write out my feelings, but it brand new.

I have pretty much distanced myself from society for the most part, very few friends anymore. I have a close family, but they don't get it, and i can't talk about some of the stuff, as they did nothing to stop my trauma.

Just a life, and i write to let others know there are things that others feel that they can relate to, and others have it worse.

Not sure it will ever go away, but i soldier on, its been this way for 15 years.

Thank you for your thoughts and words
We’re here. Hope you keep checking in.
 
I haven’t been here for a few weeks.

I’ve never found life to be easy.

Ive learned to try to be greatful as much as I can. To take in the beauty. I try to see it wherever I can.

I mow around the bees in the clover and around the buttercups.

I find purpose in nature and growing things. Giving back.

I believe in (almost morning). I try to see the beauty in as much as possible.

There are times I don’t want to live any longer.

Keep on going. I post flowers here to help others see beauty.

I hope it helps.

Dame rockets

Buttercups

Allium

Iris
 
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