Belegon
Still Kicking Around
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- Jul 6, 2003
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I usually put them aside but don't get rid of them. the latest thing I published here, a couple weeks ago, sat half finished in a WIP file for 16 yrs. I don;t remember why I abandoned it then, but when I found it and skimmed thru in Jan., I had zero problem jumping in and getting her done. Part of that is I remembered my initial intent for the latter half... and , okay, a little bit is that the style of speech and behavior of the main female is based on a friend, and once I determined she wasn't hanging around Lit anymore, I knew she would be unrecognizable, so I didn't have that excuse to not finish it. (the female lead is a combo of two women really, but the other one passed in 2023, so I won't be hearing any complaints from her anytime soon.)This happened to me a few months ago when I tried to write another Incest/Taboo story, but this time with a NC/R spin, and with a particular setup in mind. Actually, I had a very particular idea for a penultimate climactic scene in mind, and structured the whole story in way that built up to that one scene. I completed about two thirds of the draft before running out of creative steam. The truth is I just lost interest in the story, its premise, and even the once-juicy idea I had for that climactic scene; but instead of simply filing the unfinished draft away, I deleted it entirely.
At the time, I felt nothing, which seemed to confirm that I no longer cared enough about the story even to archive it for future completion; but now, part of me kind of regrets so casually disposing of about a dozen hours' worth of writing. Of course, now I have other writing projects underway which are more engaging, but I'm also wondering: when the creative juices run dry and/or the unfinished story just stops appealing to you, is it better to shelve the project and come back it later or dispose of it entirely?