I didnt want a new header

[With_David_Bowie]

but I couldnt get up anything over two weeks.

I'm daily getting closer and closer to suicide, the fact I say it means I'm not scared of it, but at the same time not having the balls, or being nuts enough to cause me that amount of pain and still be alive.

The last two years has been horrid, and everyone talks about the terrible dream about being with who you love. None considers the people who love to be alone, and are forced to deal with people they dont want all the fucking time.

Where is the Safe zone from that?

And where is the care factor.

 

[oneblueye]

but I couldnt get up anything over two weeks.

I'm daily getting closer and closer to suicide, the fact I say it means I'm not scared of it, but at the same time not having the balls, or being nuts enough to cause me that amount of pain and still be alive.

The last two years has been horrid, and everyone talks about the terrible dream about being with who you love. None considers the people who love to be alone, and are forced to deal with people they dont want all the fucking time.

Where is the Safe zone from that?

And where is the care factor.

there are a couple things I have discovered at the end of 'my' rope (quite literally.)

"a man with no friends doesn't have to worry about them becoming his enemies"

I was nine years old when I let go of my tree branch--, thankfully the rope broke but I'm still paying the price for letting go.
On the other side of that coin, though I become QUITE FOND of breathing...I can let go.

 

[oneblueye]

hey...

"Tomorrow is created
by what we said Yesterday
and by what we have done Today."

Matches

 

[oneblueye]

hey...

To defeat the Immovable,
I am become the Unstoppable.
To defeat the one who can't be stopped
I am become the Rooted One.
To be one with Everything
I am become Nothing at All.