The Hidden Sissy in Me

Marty Fisher

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Like a lot of guys, I slipped my legs into a pair of panties at a very young age and I loved it! They were my older sister's - 2 years older than me, so they fit very nicely and hugged my little package snugly. I admired them on me in the mirror and moved about like a little princess. THAT was the start of a life-long mostly hidden affair with wearing feminine clothing, mostly undergarments and sometimes sleepwear when I traveled alone and could get away with it. I can't remember if I sucked my first cock before or after sliding into those panties, but the two seemed natural together and I developed a submissive side of me that only those who's cocks I sucked knew about. My first wife knew about some of this and tolerated me raiding her panty drawer but never really participated in my love for dressing. My current wife heard about it, but never really spoke about it. If I could, I'd wake up in panties and wear bras, stockings, and the like all day long inside and outside the house. Unfortunately that's not feasible so I keep it hidden but it's ALWAYS there just under the surface and fueled by images of other crossdressers doing what I love to do most. I'd love to make friends with another closeted CD so we could have fun together like this....

https://xhamster.com/photos/gallery/11051229/389707688

https://xhamster.com/photos/gallery/11051229/382908686

https://xhamster.com/photos/gallery/11051229/374313909

https://xhamster.com/photos/gallery/11051229/359445525

https://xhamster.com/photos/gallery/11051229/356985950
 
Have been struggling with this my whole life. First got into panties as a young boy, then buried that side of me for decades ...wife, family, the works. Mid-30s, working away, family came to stay at the flat I was renting and my sis-in-law left a white satin thong drying on the radiator. After they'd gone, well you can guess. Wore it to work and out socially regularly but still denied any CD/bi/gay in me. 10 years ago was at a urinal at a train station and the guy next to me started masturbating and I was transfixed ...and hard as a rock in seconds. Still very inexperienced but coming to terms with my kinks ...DM me to chat?
Pete x
 
Loving The Cock

Like a lot of guys, I slipped my legs into a pair of panties at a very young age and I loved it! They were my older sister's - 2 years older than me, so they fit very nicely and hugged my little package snugly. I admired them on me in the mirror and moved about like a little princess. THAT was the start of a life-long mostly hidden affair with wearing feminine clothing, mostly undergarments and sometimes sleepwear when I traveled alone and could get away with it. I can't remember if I sucked my first cock before or after sliding into those panties, but the two seemed natural together and I developed a submissive side of me that only those who's cocks I sucked knew about. My first wife knew about some of this and tolerated me raiding her panty drawer but never really participated in my love for dressing. My current wife heard about it, but never really spoke about it. If I could, I'd wake up in panties and wear bras, stockings, and the like all day long inside and outside the house. Unfortunately that's not feasible so I keep it hidden but it's ALWAYS there just under the surface and fueled by images of other crossdressers doing what I love to do most. I'd love to make friends with another closeted CD so we could have fun together like this....

https://xhamster.com/photos/gallery/11051229/389707688

https://xhamster.com/photos/gallery/11051229/382908686

https://xhamster.com/photos/gallery/11051229/374313909

https://xhamster.com/photos/gallery/11051229/359445525

Such a sweet and tender portfolio of delight. I simply adore this one...

https://xhamster.com/photos/gallery/11051229/356985950

Two such happy and contented trollops...
 
I'm not much for full on crossdressing as it really takes a lot of effort and I live in a small town where I'm pretty well known. I do have a long time love of panties and occasionally like to wear a bra and/or cami. My wife knows but does not participate (nor does she discourage me).
 
What's not to LOVE

About being dressed

And caged?!?

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Can we grab a pair of matching panties first?!?

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I have a similar fetish except I never sucked cock but I masturbated sometimes thinking about it. I never cared wearing much for other feminine clothing other than bras, panties and stockings. I have no desire for shoes, makeup or anything else to be completely dressed, only underwear. I love sleeping in a bra and panties but am unable for similar reasons. I fought this desire for years, only recently coming to realize that I wasn't going to change.
 
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