Thinkings, feelings and...doings ~ 2013

T: It was not a good idea to drive 200 miles the day after an impact scene. Not unless you like constantly wiggling to get comfy.
F: fucking tired and wired.
D: I dunno yet. its too early to go to bed though.


Dust, this is the second mention of el dogo. What is the pupper?
 
T: Can't wait to get out of town tomorrow.
F: Like I'm just waiting for the last shoe to drop. Everyone in this freakin' house is sick and I'm not. Well, I'm not now at least.
D: Catching up on my writing so I can enjoy tomorrow. Hubby and I have reservations at a casino and he got us a room with a hot tub. So, can't wait to get into that. However, my CGM will only allow me to be submerged for 30 min at a time. I'll take it! The hubby is participating in a pool tournament tomorrow. So, we'll see if how far he and his partner can go. In the meantime, I'm rolling around in the hot tub and the big bed. I can use the rest.
 
Thinking: Pretty good V day, had a whole bottle of wine and spoiled my girlfriend's daughter with a $400 salon treatment for her Yr 12 school photos. Had cake in honour of what would have been my deceased goddaughter's 12th birthday (my toddler ate mine).

Feeling: A little tipsy

Doing: Just got home, kid is gaming and the dog is trying to fart me out of my own loungeroom while I spray air freshener and she looks at me insulted.
 
Thinking: I know, I know I’ll feel better once I sleep
Feeling: like a failure
Doing: considering a day of movies and TV and early bed
 
T: god damn, i think my computer motherboard failed.

F: distressed and frustrated

D: trouble shooting and hoping to get it running again

😭😭😭😭



Update: nope, PC's fucked

*Insert screaming curses here*
 
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Thinking: I know, I know I’ll feel better once I sleep
Feeling: like a failure
Doing: considering a day of movies and TV and early bed
I know I do. Feel better after sleeping. I woke up at 2pm, was back asleep by 5pm and slept till midnight.
Update: nope, PC's fucked

*Insert screaming curses here*
That fuckin blows.

T: Way too much. way, way too much.
F: kinda numb. I dont know how I feel about a few things.
D: figuring out what I'm doing now that I slept all day.
 
T: Nightmares and trauma are a fucking joy. Especially for sleep purposes. Fortunately it only lasted til it woke me and then I got back to a dead sleep.

F: Good. I think my goddaughter's 12th birthday/deathday triggered something last night but I'm used to that happening.

D: Just got dinner in the oven, BBQ chicken with homemade sauce, corn, potatoes and red onions. Proud of myself for being on top of it today because Uni starts tomorrow! I'm nervous as hell to go back but also excited!
 
Thinking - I had a wonderful nap
Feeling - chilly
Doing - Listening to vinyl on my turntable
 
Thinking: Knowing I have 10 assessments to cover between here and May 15th is making me a little loopy and sadly, a few are boring after a quick read. Foundational Psych and Science is dull as fuck, I can't believe I have to do this all over again.

Feeling: Mostly positive about the course load after getting to examine it all today

Doing: Gonna find the vigour within and get a post up!
 
Thinking: So much to do. Had a good birthday. I am thankful and grateful.
Feeling: Sick. Members of my family? Thank you for this. šŸ˜›
Doing: Drinking coffee and trying to get my brain to function before I try and tackle things for today.
 
If I didn't get seasick, I might want to try that.


#validconcern
Lol
that used to be an okcupid question and it always stood out to me. Like, I wouldn’t like the isolation and probably wouldn’t like a lot about it, but the whole I don’t have to work a 9-5 every day and bla bla bla just wish things were easier in life sometimes. It’s a pipe dream but still.

Thinking: how would I ever switch my writing to dictation, that sounds horrible, my flow writing is effortless I don’t think about what to write I just do.
Feeling stubbern and sore
Doing: less work than I should be.
 
T: When you load em with ammo and they shoot you every time šŸ˜‚ eh, no regrets.

F: Sore and tired today but gotta do some textbook reading so shoving that aside

D: Coffee finished, emotional support background noise on and textbook next to me.
 
Thinking: The only thing I'd like at the moment is to be licked.
Feeling: Aggravated. Third day with a fever over 100F, and my skin is so god damn sensitive.
Doing: Nothing productive, but I'm not supposed to be productive when fucking sick again.
 
Thinking: The only thing I'd like at the moment is to be licked.
Feeling: Aggravated. Third day with a fever over 100F, and my skin is so god damn sensitive.
Doing: Nothing productive, but I'm not supposed to be productive when fucking sick again.


Are you accepting applications? I have an extensive resume…
 
T: The weekend is finally here
F: Besides the obvious?
D: Paying some bills

EDIT:
One of the bills was a speeding ticket, so:

T: FUCK
F: I could fuck right now
D: kicking myself in the butt
 
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