What is an intrusive thought that you wanted to act on?

Solaxiom

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We listen and we don’t judge
Not just a passing fantasy—I’m talking about the one that lingers. The one that slips in during meetings, grocery runs, or right after you finish. The one that doesn’t ask permission.
We all have them. Some we write. Some we bury. But every once in a while, there’s one that makes you stop and wonder, “What if I really did that?” I will respond in 2 hours.
 
I see people to whom I'm attracted and have to struggle with the urge to follow them regardless of time of day and where I'm going. Done it a few times. Horribly creepy I know, but hey.
 
I was going to say that I don’t have them but I do actually.

Sometimes whenever I’m talking to a guy even if I normally wouldn’t be attracted to them, if the conversation goes for a long time I suddenly will get the urge to kiss them. Never acted on it and it doesn’t happen often but if they’re standing in kissing distance I get the urge.

Doesn’t happen with women though even if I’m really attracted to them (that time with my boss I mentioned in another thread was different and we were both fueled by alcohol) normally.

I know what Eric’s talking about and I won’t lie, in college I would be driving and if I saw someone hot going on a jog I would circle around the block or try and slow down. I feel really guilty about that since I get paranoid sometimes that I’m being followed so if they noticed back in the day I could have really made some people feel uncomfortable or unsafe.
 
Throwing my laptop to the wall, getting on the conference table and pissing on everyone, and then running away screaming.

On a more serious note, figuring out ways to watch porn in the office. I won't even enjoy it, but it's the thrill of rebellion that gets me.
 
Throwing my laptop to the wall, getting on the conference table and pissing on everyone, and then running away screaming.

On a more serious note, figuring out ways to watch porn in the office. I won't even enjoy it, but it's the thrill of rebellion that gets me.
That’s a legit one. Just raw fuck it energy. I dig it.
 
I see people to whom I'm attracted and have to struggle with the urge to follow them regardless of time of day and where I'm going. Done it a few times. Horribly creepy I know, but hey.
My favorite is walking behind somebody and crossing the street at the same time.
 
Whenever I see a fire alarm at work, I am very tempted to pull it, just to get rid of annoying customers.
 
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Whenever I am in a high place, I want to jump. People say it's a fear of heights but it's not the height that I am afraid of - it's the compulsion to jump. It's like being possessed and you can't control it.
 
Hmm. For me, I think it would be touching people. Not necessarily in a sexual way, just to know what they feel like. Picture it like a blind person trying to figure out what you look like- kind of like an exploratory practice fueled by curiosity.
 
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