Jay Richards
Really Experienced
- Joined
- May 23, 2004
- Posts
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Dear readers,
Some of you read my stories and many have been loyal followers for years. For that, I am grateful.
My recent story, My Way Of Apology, has received a number of scornful comments, and I feel I owe you an explanation.
First, my wife abandoned me sexually 25 years ago. I had approached her one Sunday in our bedroom. I said I was unhappy that we hadn't been intimate in many months. She cried and said that she rarely enjoyed sex and didn't want to be with me that way anymore. I was devastated. But I knew it was my fate, I had felt it coming.
I had to take a long look at my life and my options. Our daughter had recently married. I was never a big wage earner, and neither was my wife. I considered divorce. I withdrew my affection, hoping she would change her mind. She had never really initiated sex, so I didn't expect her to. A second house with a second mortgage and the upheaval of our lives would have been impossible.
And so followed 25 years of celibacy.
I became a master at masturbation. I discovered Literotica in 2004 and I began to write my fantasies. Literotica became my sex life.
I had one brief affair.
The story, "My Way Of Apology," was an attempt at what would happen today if she came to realize what she had done to me.
It is a dream.
This is the private pain I endure. I'll try to do better,
Jay
Some of you read my stories and many have been loyal followers for years. For that, I am grateful.
My recent story, My Way Of Apology, has received a number of scornful comments, and I feel I owe you an explanation.
First, my wife abandoned me sexually 25 years ago. I had approached her one Sunday in our bedroom. I said I was unhappy that we hadn't been intimate in many months. She cried and said that she rarely enjoyed sex and didn't want to be with me that way anymore. I was devastated. But I knew it was my fate, I had felt it coming.
I had to take a long look at my life and my options. Our daughter had recently married. I was never a big wage earner, and neither was my wife. I considered divorce. I withdrew my affection, hoping she would change her mind. She had never really initiated sex, so I didn't expect her to. A second house with a second mortgage and the upheaval of our lives would have been impossible.
And so followed 25 years of celibacy.
I became a master at masturbation. I discovered Literotica in 2004 and I began to write my fantasies. Literotica became my sex life.
I had one brief affair.
The story, "My Way Of Apology," was an attempt at what would happen today if she came to realize what she had done to me.
It is a dream.
This is the private pain I endure. I'll try to do better,
Jay
