every day i put my books just so
alternating evey washcloth with beige
a mind without order requires
a visible enviroment that's structured
precisely, without such there would
be no serenity
all six and a half feet
every bit, to the tip of the
longest wild hair
are my waking dreams
three or more days
every week, i'm weak
as he towers next to me
smoking cigarettes by
the bike path-
the joggers all get tight lipped
and pissed off as the go by,
our smoke ruining their lives-
it is those moments while
my secret is silent and
we chat about music
when i feel close to fainting
from lust.
next to the last
and lost, at a loss
for that perfect word
the one that makes blood pump
or skin crawl, that's all
i want
something to melt you
into my lap, something i can
lap up with greed
something to meet the need
ease me into living
reverse the escape of the dying
quit lying,
truth is more
interesting anyway
reaching for love
and the estatic phrase
sliding down meaning
book worm belching
down the society
that reflects the change
in lexicon
hemeraging
all of it,
size compromises intellect
bigger bodies die
as messages get lost
in that inward strata
leaders can only lead
toward what the people want
most of the time
they just want a good fight
guard the kids from violence
let the educated speak
in sharpened tongues
throwing rocks to find the
glass in house
caring nothing
for where the shards shine
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throat blood flushing toward the windows
they bend to break but only seem to tremble
fists complain, they only keep the tempo
what's the need of fighting for
to right the wrongs or match the score
what's in store?
for people
who cant tell the difference
intent jaded points,
fall on fallicies
cause things got intense
invent moralities
attempts to move hearts and minds
eat some wisdom, vision line
see the venom in design
the tall,
the young and tender
victim knowing intent,
visiting the lair of
devious notions
and actions
coaxed with promises
of lusty satisfaction
all will be true, his
trip worth every mile
and more-
blood sought by
the young and tender flows
easily, without any struggle
from this unsuspecting
predator
i am the brave one, after all.
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"everyone wants to be used no one want to be useful."
-Kurt Vonnegut
at the moment useless things
tally in the inactivity
pictures with only foregrounds
past described in layers
the collected ruin
the dispostion of the mind
created but not maintained
fires tugging at my finger tips
nerves sing the song of already cut
out put sends visions into mind
movement has no direction
every effort forward is a move toward
the starting place by going around the world
deeper in to the world of our creation
harmonizing a body of passed custom
living on the tongue sewing cyles
humanity's legend retold
the pattern changes prisim
against the feature of conditions
food, water, shelter, the mood of the sky
all feed the currency of an ever beating drum
"Burning through the sky yeah
Two hundred degrees that's why they call me Mr. Fahrenheit
I'm travelling at the speed of light
I wanna make a supersonic man out of you"
-Queen
from warm cliffs of freedom
weekend to cold water
of a new work term
too shocking
brain pan baby
crying sugar and caffeine
if the day is hard
fuck with it
spoon financial maintenance
work just as hard on good mood
can't outsource happy
sing Monday
as the voice lifts
spirits will follow
In the library on the second floor
there is a couple asleep spooning
instead of taking their picture
I make a sound recording of the
Open house for English Majors
in which
doctors guide on education
and inspire the penniless to
join the academic aristocracy
eyes swimming
with the head blood
sleeping on the alarm
clock numbers
howling at the signals
muttering essay speak
not dreams of twilight
visions of open air
quiet before the clearing
Sickness pounds
the door way of the temple
trying to get the offering ready
for ether
can't change the effort in the basket
souring in the glow of some unknown
agent.
licked lips shine
upon the holder's eye
wanting more
what is it that a lover gives,
takes, harbors over the years?
in a scrap file
pieces,
of the first date flower
when the words didn't matter
it was more the cut of the clothes around them
the time it took to laugh and smile
the tone of voice,
the vibrations red rubbing the drum
getting lost in the mmmmmmmm
the bag isn't
empty, just not used
to pulling this hard
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split the effort
least of all the body
its imagination lacks
in the union
unhinge globs of care
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no sunful star
announce the sky
a breaking of the light
tonight we eat on comet tails