Something of an idea hit me just now
should I follow the lines of twisted logic
that will allow me to find a plateau of destruction
Or rather forget this inescapable idea
and continue my life
They share the walk,
these cream-chested, squat birds
who look like they have donned the wrong head
for the grass-hunt dance.
They share the walk,
keeping their own space,
some invisible string
co-ordinating their insect search,
collapsing their family unity
as it becomes every bird for himself
in the wild sea of green.
They work the grid,
a slight pause to listen
or wait
for movement from below.
They are drawn forward,
hunger and hope drives them.
Whilst behind, a trail of fat blackbirds
walk the same path.
Goal
I cannot miss another day
Fifteen is my goal
Not the thirty that so many have deemed their ambition
Alas I shall find it difficult to continue on my way
For this is only three and there is much work to be done
Between three and thirty
(sorry anna... i didn't get to finish this today. it's ANZAC day here and difficult to get writing done - but when i'm finished i'll put it in your thread).
when i this, i that
when i hear of pitbull maulings
i tremble with anger
at irresponsible dog owners
who'd rather spend twenty bucks
on cigarettes, or booze,
than a leash for their animals.
said to me,
"you smell like a poet,"
she did.
a leftover aroma of sitting
in rooms clouded with
cigarette smoke,
spilled "whiskey, straight"s,
and carbon fibers.
i do reek like that,
if she pricks me
i trickle an adjective
in black ballpoint pen
onto the ashen white-blue line-white
canvas of my skin.
i never graduated to
college-ruled.
when she says
"goodbye"
i don't spill a single
black coffee tear;
that pain could be better applied,
While I lay there,
on the ground with a dirt lump
poking me in the back,
I thought about parting the trees above
with my fingers
so I could shout out
when heaven came into view.
I tried reaching up.
That was when the sky fell in
and stars rained down,
and you feasted on the tears
you wrung from my body.
It was later
when you wrapped your arms
around my cooling skin,
when you kissed my closed eyes,
that I realised heaven
had fallen and embedded itself
in my chest.
There is a peculiar type of man,
one that when faced with
difficult decisions
will choose the incorrect path,
over and over again.
The dog untrained to the dinner bell
will endlessly press the wrong lever,
constantly seeking a Milkbone reward
that never drops from the metal chute;
electrical currents
are Fido’s supper tonight.
As I stand at this dusty fork,
an overwhelming feeling of nostalgia
slaps me like an affronted mother;
one path doesn't yet hold tracks from my boots,
but the other is so recognizable,
and the familiar signs are comforting.
When I reach this fork again--
for the fourth time--
I might just prove my hypothesis wrong
and stray towards the other fork,
and the unknown horizon beyond.
It is the yin and yang of trees,
the northern side that bathes in sun,
the south that trades in wind and shadows
and yet the leaves all talk at once
as if answering the call
of the one legged heron
who listens, head cocked to one side,
body balanced above the grass,
and nods as if they have need
of his acceptance.
I was the one saying
the "goodbye"s
for once;
I'd like to say it felt good,
but instead,
I felt like a chocolate Easter bunny--
hollow and edible.
It was nice to be the one
hanging up to the sound of sobs,
instead of waiting by the phone
for one last call.