Llehlla
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- Aug 12, 2023
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the strain...
Throw back (or throw out. LOL) to a time when bikini briefs were a thing for guys.
And A time when my stomach was tight.
Parallels are everywhere!Wonderful!
Another parallel.
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the strain...
Throw back (or throw out. LOL) to a time when bikini briefs were a thing for guys.
And A time when my stomach was tight.
Parallels are everywhere!Wonderful!
Another parallel.
Maybe he was anticipating the next activity planned for their evening?The symphony doesn't tend to make me hard.
My date is likely to.
I suspect there was something about what she was wearing too.Maybe he was anticipating the next activity planned for their evening?
Don't read this Llehlla!!! Protect your eyes!!! Take the time you need, we'll still be here!!Now I have to remove my orbs from the screen, sadly. I want to read your comments and look at your posts but I’m backing off. For now.
Oh…Llehlla is aware that I’m speaking in the first person. Neither she nor I care today.
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Poignant, moving and arousing!!In her mind she intoned her own personal chant. The one that brought her fantasy to life. The dream of the man she would never have but could never let go of the hope. His beautiful erection his beautiful erection his beautiful erection went round in her mind as she shoved her pants down enough to give her fingers free play where she pulsed. His beautiful erection his beautiful erection his beautiful erection…the chant made her melt, her folds starting sliding against each other, slick, pink and winking…for a dream. View attachment 2308152
Thank you. Very kind.Don't read this Llehlla!!! Protect your eyes!!! Take the time you need, we'll still be here!!
Thank you!Poignant, moving and arousing!!
How are your eyes now??? I recently had a major event and change in vision, very scary for a videographer/photographer, so I understand how difficult this can be!Thank you. Very kind.
Thanks so much for your concern, @Cernunnos69 ! I’m sorry to hear about your eye event! It IS very scary when your livelihood/passion/self-expression/connection with other humans depends upon your eyes working!How are your eyes now??? I recently had a major event and change in vision, very scary for a videographer/photographer, so I understand how difficult this can be!
You have people here pulling for your total recovery.Thanks so much for your concern, @Cernunnos69 ! I’m sorry to hear about your eye event! It IS very scary when your livelihood/passion/self-expression/connection with other humans depends upon your eyes working!
My situation is a photosensitivity condition which comes and goes. It’s a stubborn symptom of post-concussion syndrome. One Dr. says they might be painless ocular migraines. What I feel: sometimes full pain around left eye, the feeling of left eye being bigger than right, bleary eyed, strained vision, eye fatigue, etc… this delight seems to affect my balance, my brain goes off-line ( like with a concussion), and I get very tired. Just have to lie down, close eyes and quit when it’s at its worst. It can last part of a day or all day, these days. A bad flare lasts a few days. The first and worst was weeks.
Im right there with the rest. Were still big fans. I really hope you can overcome this. Virtual hugsThanks so much for your concern, @Cernunnos69 ! I’m sorry to hear about your eye event! It IS very scary when your livelihood/passion/self-expression/connection with other humans depends upon your eyes working!
My situation is a photosensitivity condition which comes and goes. It’s a stubborn symptom of post-concussion syndrome. One Dr. says they might be painless ocular migraines. What I feel: sometimes full pain around left eye, the feeling of left eye being bigger than right, bleary eyed, strained vision, eye fatigue, etc… this delight seems to affect my balance, my brain goes off-line ( like with a concussion), and I get very tired. Just have to lie down, close eyes and quit when it’s at its worst. It can last part of a day or all day, these days. A bad flare lasts a few days. The first and worst was weeks.
Thanks Llehlla for telling us about your health problems, sounnds very painful and depressing indeed! Healing waves of Salish Sea energy flowing your way, for a full recovery so you may enjoy bright snow, water and beaches again!! Huge Bare Hugs, Hunter xoxoxoContinuing about eye issues just so everyone will know:
That first time, two or three summers ago was so bad I couldn’t use my phone to look up my Dr.’s number to call him! The phone light made me feel nauseated. Sheer hell to be alone (Llehlla is something of a hermit) and unable to help oneself, in pain (I was at that time) and not know what this was or when it would end and having the dark company of depression as my sole companion.
Anyway, what triggers it is….
1. Any jarring to the head, like if I stumble hard or fall
2. Computer light! I use my phone on dark mode and like it for its smaller surface area of light.
3. Snow! Alas! The beautiful snow and ice, especially when the sun is shining on them, is killer. I wear two pairs of sunglasses if I go out and still get affected (that’s what brought on this recent flare). Also, that time I went out and took pic of ice drops on plants? POW! The flash of taking the photos with my phone, and then the editing process, still on my phone, once I got home made my eyes nuts. It’s snowy where I live and even sitting inside, watching my bird friends, I wear sunglasses because the view is so contrasty.
Shades stay down to minimize snow glare. This robs me of a great visual pleasure.
4. Sun, the beach, sun reflecting on water… all of that is like lasers being pointed at my eyes and the symptoms arise.
5. The good news is that I am less easily triggered as time goes on. I do what one post concussion specialist said and try to build my tolerance. There’s no cure, just trying to build tolerance. Oh, and I take 600 mg of magnesium every day. This is supposed to relax nerves…and it has helped! We used to give the horses with high energy in winter extra magnesium to help them stay more calm for the kids taking riding lessons!
And THAT is the story of eyes. Please don’t ask if I’ve tried this or that. Please don’t ask any questions about anything I’ve written. This was for your information because Cernunno69 expressed concern. Llehlla HATES talking about her health. Drawing, writing, and posting on Lit are great pleasures and help her forget about her troubles.
Thank you to all who care.
Now, with eyes kind of swimming, see you later!
Thanks for the notice, will refrain from PMs! And indeed take care of yourselfHi Everyone!
Llehlla here, but now switching to the first person. It’s time for me to re-state my “policy” regarding private messages. I do this View attachment 2309859mostly to remind myself to follow my own rule!!! I try very hard to resist the temptation to communicate with people who contact me. It’s not that I don’t want to, I do! But I have a pattern of breaking my rule, getting deeply involved in a conversation, and then realizing too late that I have slid way down the slippery slope and don’t have the energy to climb up again. This is not good for me. It’s also not good for the poor person who I then have to abandon in order to re-gain my energy and balance. Balance in all parts of my life is essential for my well-being!
To those I’ve had to abandon, it was never my intention to lead you on and then drop you! If you felt I was sending mixed-messages, I was, but not out of malice. It’s the result of a person sometimes falling off her balance beam.
Thank you all for helping my adhere to my no private messages policy!
Your well-meaning but screwed up friend,
Llehlla