My daily life I am an alpha. Needing to be submissive to men and being the focus of their sexual pleasure drives me to suck and ride hard cocks.i'm wondering about others and feel there are probably those out there with similar situations. so if i may...guys what is it that drives you, excites you and gives you the all powerful desire to meet with a male and suck his dick? is it porn? lingerie? just the thought of it? for me as i told my friend who asked to jo me, i explained how his hand feeling me nude or in pantyhose, as he had witnessed aroused me to a good hard. i tried to explain to him how feeling and seeing a male stroke my dick made me want dick and wanted him to watch. he simply said that'd be alright. well just a cpl of weeks later while online with a male talking he asked what we were looking for. i told him my friend feeling me made me want dick and him watch. well he asked when could we be there. we arrived and found him at the door nude. he told me inside to strip but leave my pantyhose on and he wanted to see us do as we did. i sat between them with legs open as my friend began. in no time i was showing a good hard and his questions were endless. he joined in and i said to both it was all making me want to suck dick. he had a grape rubber he put on and asked will you let him and i watch you suck. i was on him right away and in just a few he was moaning, yelling, calling me names and after a minute he stopped me. he exclaimed motherfucker that bitch sucked me into an explosion. we left and on the way home i asked well? he said aw hell i liked it and the best part was seeing you get a hard in pantyhose as you sucked him. once he told me that i felt more at ease. it became more and more to let him or a male watch my mouth have sex with dicks. when i thought about it boom! that and the feel of pantyhose always cause me to have the urge. anybody? what takes you there? doing it and we stopped at a rest stop to suck him off.