miaction69
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Advice, insight, anything at all?
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rida
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My Hubby is bipolar. But his bipolar has nothing to do with his proclivity toward being a Dominant and I would imagine it has nothing to do with your being submissive.
I can see however how it could have an impact in the way you act out your submissive nature and desires. You said that the hypo-manic states are the one harder to control, and I find that those are actually the trickier to deal with even with/for Hubby as they often feel like a "slightly buzzed" normal state.
The fact that you are aware of it is actually a good sign. But if you have not told your yahoo-friend yet, it is a good thing to do so. And together with giving him your list, he can then be the one stopping or pulling you back when your hypo-mania makes you want to go further than you are ready to.
As for the moral dilemma on "good girls do not want this", you are the only one that can answer the question for yourself. But the truth is that your BDSM desires don't make you bad anymore than liking only missionary with the light off makes you good.
I can see however how it could have an impact in the way you act out your submissive nature and desires. You said that the hypo-manic states are the one harder to control, and I find that those are actually the trickier to deal with even with/for Hubby as they often feel like a "slightly buzzed" normal state.
The fact that you are aware of it is actually a good sign. But if you have not told your yahoo-friend yet, it is a good thing to do so. And together with giving him your list, he can then be the one stopping or pulling you back when your hypo-mania makes you want to go further than you are ready to.
As for the moral dilemma on "good girls do not want this", you are the only one that can answer the question for yourself. But the truth is that your BDSM desires don't make you bad anymore than liking only missionary with the light off makes you good.
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miaction69- "has this guy cam'd for you?"
Several times. The infatuation I have is definitely intense, but I'm finding for me it's a normal reaction, and it usually cools to more rational levels within a couple months. I still have a few weeks to go.
Rida- Thank you.
I'm starting to think my misgivings are related to my anxiety (which he does know about) more than my bi-polar. Little mini panics. I went through this emotional fear state last month, though it was much more intense. Other than a few safety concerns, I really can't see any logical reasoning behind this fear for myself. Certainly no reason for my initial panic.
Several times. The infatuation I have is definitely intense, but I'm finding for me it's a normal reaction, and it usually cools to more rational levels within a couple months. I still have a few weeks to go.
Rida- Thank you.
I'm starting to think my misgivings are related to my anxiety (which he does know about) more than my bi-polar. Little mini panics. I went through this emotional fear state last month, though it was much more intense. Other than a few safety concerns, I really can't see any logical reasoning behind this fear for myself. Certainly no reason for my initial panic.
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