My man has resolved to only touching me when I ask, and only because I’ve asked. It’s absolutely torturous for me. I want to be devoured, taken, used, needed.. I just want to feel him twitch inside me, but he won’t even fuck me anymore. Sometimes im
selfish and will just take his fingers.. but I want so so much more. Deeper. Harder.
I can’t think about it too much or I’ll go insane. I’m considering just going out and fucking Someone just to remember what it felt like. I’m far, far too needy to live like this anymore.