An account for disobedient subbies

[AngelicAssassin]

Actually I give a really good pedicure.

I may be in kentucky but it's cold enough to require shoes. I mean if I'm going to be shivering - it better be in fear or pleasure - not from being cold ... right?

i enjoy having a woman perform a pedicure upon me. But enough flirting. Let's spin the bottle here.

Question. If, in the course of experimental play, he wished you to stand in the cold barefoot? Let's go way out on the imaginary limb here, and say he knows enough about medical procedures to ensure you don't suffer frostbite ... oh man, and knows enough about anatomy to not cause permanent tissue damage, but give your feet agony beyond belief?

You've been raised big time at the poker table lady.

 

[Krinaia]

No, I missed it. But now I'm thinking of poor Wesley Crusher in Stand by Me.

(yes, I'm mixing media now)

Don't rent it. But the villian is selt-treating himself by using leeches to keep his blood clean - some sort of disease or something, can't remember properly.

I'd pick death. Bad as that sounds.

I hyperventilated and cried for half an hour the one time I ACTUALLY had a leech on my body. And I cried on and off for two days. I had nightmares for a few weeks. It took three people to calm me down. My father literally had to knock me down and remove the bugger so I would stop screaming. That's when the hyperventilating started. I attracted a crowd. Damned public beaches.

I know it doesn't make sense. But I still react that way.

 

[AngelicAssassin]

Flinch Hell. I kicked a nurse once (a reflex I swear - she made the mistake of walking in front of me).

Mmm, issues of control. i guess i'd have to go back thru the tickling threads as well.

A self test, for me, to be tickled by my lover and never move the limb or body part from contact. i can pull it off 90% of the time.

As for needles, i've had med personnel scared to death because i refuse to turn my eyes from theirs, or the needle from start to finish. i wonder why ...

 

[Krinaia]

i enjoy having a woman perform a pedicure upon me. But enough flirting. Let's spin the bottle here.

Question. If, in the course of experimental play, he wished you to stand in the cold barefoot? Let's go way out on the imaginary limb here, and say he knows enough about medical procedures to ensure you don't suffer frostbite ... oh man, and knows enough about anatomy to not cause permanent tissue damage, but give your feet agony beyond belief?

You've been raised big time at the poker table lady.

I doubt I would do it without question. I'd want to double that I would be safe and find out his reason.. if it was whim.. well... I guess I'd be standing outside in the cold barefoot until he took pity on me.

But I work retail. I am used to being on my feet. But I would have to be allowed to move around a bit to keep circulation going. I have a weak knee, I don't want to fall because my leg gives out... I plan on taking pt back up. And swimming. So hopefully it will be in better shape soon All the better for kneeling.

It is not at all unusual for me to take a lot of pain to give pleasure. Everytime I've given a blowjob, no matter the position, it has put pressure on my knee that made me very very uncomfortable. Only once did it become enough for me to stop.

 

[redelicious]

Don't rent it. But the villian is selt-treating himself by using leeches to keep his blood clean - some sort of disease or something, can't remember properly.

I'd pick death. Bad as that sounds.

I hyperventilated and cried for half an hour the one time I ACTUALLY had a leech on my body. And I cried on and off for two days. I had nightmares for a few weeks. It took three people to calm me down. My father literally had to knock me down and remove the bugger so I would stop screaming. That's when the hyperventilating started. I attracted a crowd. Damned public beaches.

I know it doesn't make sense. But I still react that way.

How old were you? That does sound worse then my fear of needles...don't think I would choose death, just wish for it. Fortunately I don't think your chances of coming in contact with a leech are all that great. Unless of course you have a very sadistic Dom.

 

[Krinaia]

Mmm, issues of control. i guess i'd have to go back thru the tickling threads as well.

A self test, for me, to be tickled by my lover and never move the limb or body part from contact. i can pull it off 90% of the time.

As for needles, i've had med personnel scared to death because i refuse to turn my eyes from theirs, or the needle from start to finish. i wonder why ...

Lol... at one point, I was in finacial trouble and so took up working more hours but I found I could make more money for my time and so for a few months was selling my plasma. I have no problem with needles. I often watched it going in... I found it lessened the pain. It doesn't hurt if the nurse knows what the fuck she's doing.

 

[Krinaia]

How old were you? That does sound worse then my fear of needles...don't think I would choose death, just wish for it. Fortunately I don't think your chances of coming in contact with a leech are all that great. Unless of course you have a very sadistic Dom.

I'd leave him. Without question or looking back.

I was 18. Oh and the only reason he had to knock me to the ground was because I was jumping up and down and screaming and it was the only way he could get ahold of my leg without being knocked over himself.

I'm not allowed to swim in lakes without supervision. The only way I'm able to convince myself to enter fresh water is that I have convinced myself that leeches can't swim... Shutup, it's true.

 

[AngelicAssassin]

... if it was whim.. well... I guess I'd be standing outside in the cold barefoot until he took pity on me.

Smile ... good answer. Remember, i said he'd do it just to put you in agony by keeping you safe ... double edged sword, and he better be good.

... Everytime I've given a blowjob, no matter the position, it has put pressure on my knee that made me very very uncomfortable.

Lying down?

 

[redelicious]

Mmm, issues of control. i guess i'd have to go back thru the tickling threads as well.

A self test, for me, to be tickled by my lover and never move the limb or body part from contact. i can pull it off 90% of the time.

As for needles, i've had med personnel scared to death because i refuse to turn my eyes from theirs, or the needle from start to finish. i wonder why ...

Yes there are some control/trust issues here. I like to think I'm slowly overcoming them.

I've managed to avoid the tickling threads.

I close my eyes tightly and try to focus on relaxing during needle procedures. Probably counterproductive.

 

[redelicious]

Lol... at one point, I was in finacial trouble and so took up working more hours but I found I could make more money for my time and so for a few months was selling my plasma. I have no problem with needles. I often watched it going in... I found it lessened the pain. It doesn't hurt if the nurse knows what the fuck she's doing.

Ugh, nope.

 

[Krinaia]

Smile ... good answer. Remember, i said he'd do it just to put you in agony by keeping you safe ... double edged sword, and he better be good.

Lying down?

Him lying down? I still have to be on all fours above him.

And I guess I lied. I did one time lie on my back while he was above me thrusting in my mouth - I forgot about that - it was nice. That was one of our first encounters.... I'd almost forgotten it

I've only been with one person - I couldn't get him off without involving my hands - not entirely my fault - I was the only of his partners to ever succeed.

 

[AngelicAssassin]

... so for a few months was selling my plasma ... I found it lessened the pain. It doesn't hurt if the nurse knows what the fuck she's doing.

i've a permaent scar in the crook of elbow from doing the same thing for goof money while in school. Great veins.

i've had phlebotomists try to go elsewhere and direct them right back to that scar. If they refuse, i tell them to get someone else. A good one understands the scar tissue doesn't hurt, makes their job a little harder, allows the patient to decide, and puts their hard earned skills to work.

 

[Krinaia]

Yes there are some control/trust issues here. I like to think I'm slowly overcoming them.

I've managed to avoid the tickling threads.

I close my eyes tightly and try to focus on relaxing during needle procedures. Probably counterproductive.

I have gaggin issues - small mouth, awesome gag reflex. I can puke just from thinking real hard about it. Lol. Sigh.

But I find that focusing on something else helps. One of my denists used to have this picture of a tree next to a waterfall on across from the chair. When he was adjusting my braces - he used this implement to keep my mouth opena ll the way and my lips back - and just that was enough to make me gag - so I would count the leaves. Sometimes i would only count the red ones. Sometimes i would just think about the water and remember camping trips. It usually worked. I never puked in his office.

You should have seen me learning to wear a retainer. I'd gag whenever I remembered it was in my mouth. Lol.

 

[AngelicAssassin]

Him lying down? I still have to be on all fours above him ...

No little one, you don't, nor do you have to be on your back, nor have your head hang over the edge of the bed.

You lie beside him quarter turned in towards him, head above, on an elbow, or upon his belly. You control the thrusting, depth, can use your hand, anything you choose.

It's relaxed oral sex.

If he gets anxious, you might feel a hand on the back of your head, but that "bumper hand," keeps you in control.

 

[Krinaia]

i've a permaent scar in the crook of elbow from doing the same thing for goof money while in school. Great veins.

i've had phlebotomists try to go elsewhere and direct them right back to that scar. If they refuse, i tell them to get someone else. A good one understands the scar tissue doesn't hurt, makes their job a little harder, allows the patient to decide, and puts their hard earned skills to work.

I found that if I used my left arm, it was more painful and sometimes would clog, twice they had to swtch arms on me... so I have a scar in my right elbow. I quit doing it when I recovered finacially. I often am too sleep deprived to be doing that sort of thing.

I just donate blood now. I often get asked to do the double red cell thing... which is very tiring if you've ever done it. I've got good blood - my dad used to get called all the time - universal donor.

 

[Krinaia]

No little one, you don't, nor do you have to be on your back, nor have your head hang over the edge of the bed.

You lie beside him quarter turned in towards him, head above, on an elbow, or upon his belly. You control the thrusting, depth, can use your hand, anything you choose.

It's relaxed oral sex.

If he gets anxious, you might feel a hand on the back of your head, but that "bumper hand," keeps you in control.

I'll keep that in mind next time I'm in the position to do so. But I don't mind taking the discomfort. It's nothing serious. Just a dull ache. And I have to do some stretching before I get up and start jogging

i like being allowed to control the oral sex I give... keeps me from gagging. I can take it deeply, but I have to work up to it and take it somewhat slow. Maybe with more practice I'll get better. But to tell the truth, I got him off - and no one ever had. And I know how to use my tongue and lips - years of clarinet practice have left me with a tongue that often feels devious and without anything fun to play with.

And as badly as I gag - I used to be able to walk around with a clarinet reed inside my mouth without problem - I mean the entire thing. I could spin it around, slather it up - weird? I miss the taste.

 

[AngelicAssassin]

Yes there are some control/trust issues here. I like to think I'm slowly overcoming them.

I've managed to avoid the tickling threads.

I close my eyes tightly and try to focus on relaxing during needle procedures. Probably counterproductive.

if you don't mind the ambush with your eyes closed, perhaps.

i'd rather see it coming. i don't tense, know when to breathe, and go almost limp just as the needle hits.

Tickling ... oh yes ... where shall we start?

 

[redelicious]

I'll keep that in mind next time I'm in the position to do so. But I don't mind taking the discomfort. It's nothing serious. Just a dull ache. And I have to do some stretching before I get up and start jogging

i like being allowed to control the oral sex I give... keeps me from gagging. I can take it deeply, but I have to work up to it and take it somewhat slow. Maybe with more practice I'll get better. But to tell the truth, I got him off - and no one ever had. And I know how to use my tongue and lips - years of clarinet practice have left me with a tongue that often feels devious and without anything fun to play with.

And as badly as I gag - I used to be able to walk around with a clarinet reed inside my mouth without problem - I mean the entire thing. I could spin it around, slather it up - weird? I miss the taste.

Yeah, but you were controlling the reed, with no chance of it going down your throat.

You don't play anymore? I used to be decent on the flute. Don't take it out often enough these days.

 

[Krinaia]

Yeah, but you were controlling the reed, with no chance of it going down your throat.

You don't play anymore? I used to be decent on the flute. Don't take it out often enough these days.

The joy went out of it for me. I still have my own mouthpiece and a box of reeds that are too strong for me probably now.

But i sold my clarinet. To my dad. Lol. He'd be more than glad to let me play it. But I have no such desires. I've forgotten what notes are which fingerings. I'm begining to forget how to read music too.

 

[redelicious]

if you don't mind the ambush with your eyes closed, perhaps.

i'd rather see it coming. i don't tense, know when to breathe, and go almost limp just as the needle hits.

Tickling ... oh yes ... where shall we start?

Well, it's on my chart that I have a phobia. Most nurses will tell me what is happening as it does so I can prepare myself. I do the breathing as well and it does help. I just can't look.

Um, tickling.... I'll get back to you on that.

 

[AngelicAssassin]

... I've forgotten what notes are which fingerings. I'm begining to forget how to read music too ...

You'd be amazed at what trained fingers remember given a little effort. Know why you did all that practice at the begining? Your muscles learn things, your brain creates short cuts, your response time becomes quicker and more precise. Most of that doesn't go away, even if you wait years to do something again.

 

[redelicious]

The joy went out of it for me. I still have my own mouthpiece and a box of reeds that are too strong for me probably now.

But i sold my clarinet. To my dad. Lol. He'd be more than glad to let me play it. But I have no such desires. I've forgotten what notes are which fingerings. I'm begining to forget how to read music too.

I went through that myself a bit. I got very burned out with competition. Playing well and being able to express myself wasn't enough, I had to be better then everyone else on any given day in a subjective field. So now I have this music major and teach special ed.

You would be surprised how quickly fingerings come back to you. My embechure is totally worthless now, though.

 

[Krinaia]

Tickling isn't so bad...

as long as I can stop laughing and screaming long enough to breathe. i've never blacked out or fainted... and I would like to keep it that way.

i actually somewhat enjoy the very light tickling... the type that doesnt make you scream in laughter so much as flinch and gasp or shift uncomfortably.

I have ticklish knees. And the bottoms of my feet. And my spine. And my stomach. Insides of my thighs. some of the spots repsond only to light tickling, some to both light and heavy.

 

[Krinaia]

You'd be amazed at what trained fingers remember given a little effort. Know why you did all that practice at the begining? Your muscles learn things, your brain creates short cuts, your response time becomes quicker and more precise. Most of that doesn't go away, even if you wait years to do something again.

Yah I know Its like typing for me - I know I can type as fast as I can only because of my years (9) of playing the clarinet. ... I have prior training to that sort of skill

The problem is that a more than just fingering goes into it. Control of breathing, agility of fingers and tongue. I've lost some of that. I wonder how many doms have thought of making a sub take up music to increase their oral skills?

 

[AngelicAssassin]

... I just can't look.

Um, tickling.... I'll get back to you on that.

i used to hate the dark unless i sat, stood, laid dead still. i got over it by walking thru the basement with the lights shut off in the middle of the night, and walking the training area during an exercise.

Chuckling ... i once, found myself in the middle of a wild pig family while on a night walk after a training exercise in Hohenfels, Germany. One boar, two sows, and many, many little piglets. Oh what fun that was.

Now, tickling ... shall we start with the traditional areas?