An Open Letter To _____

[Niriate]

Dear cable company.

Your pityful evasion tricks may work on the average Jane that calls your customer support, but I'm not the average Jane. It was so very satisfying to hear you grovel in the dirt to try and make up for the rediculousness of 2 weeks of constantly unstable and disconnecting internet.
We'll be switching providers next month. Enjoy our cash while you can, fuckers. Your service is the worst in the country anyway.



But I also wanna thank you. Thank you for letting me discover what kind of a bitch I can be when I'm pushed far enough.

Niri

 

[VampiricTouch]

To my parents:
Why don't I tell you the truth? because we can't seem to agree to disagree.

Why do I not tell you things? Because our values have become inherently different. Because you as parents have this expectation that I, as your daughter, should have the same molded values as you, who have raised me.

Don't get me wrong. I don't completely disagree with what you say. I certainly have nothing to say against how I was raised. It's made me who I am today, and as proud as I am, admitting that I was raised 'improperly' would imply that something were wrong with myself as a person.

Do I not value your opinions, your beliefs, your values? Of course I do.
But when your opinion is “I don't like her because she comes from a divorced family”, then I don't want to know. I can certainly see that parents heavily influence the opinions and behaviors of their child, but something as rude, and condescending as “She'll be a horrible person in the future because her family divorced once”, should not be the result of it.

If your opinion were “I don't like her attitude because she was constantly text-ing while at the dinner table, I think it was disrespectful”, then I would be much more open and understanding. Honestly, I do believe that you have much more wisdom in than I. I do believe that you have much more experience in life than I do. If I could tap into that, I would.

Why do I not tell you things? Because you think it's morally wrong to live with a significant other before marriage.

I understand that it suggests immorality (of which I don't agree with to begin with). I also understand that living together doesn't give you the space you need if there's an argument. But really now, how are you supposed to know that the a couple really will survive the commitment of being together after marriage if you never know what they're like before hand? How else are you going to find out that dad was never going to pick his dirty clothes up from the bathroom floor? How else are you going to find out that dad was never going to help you do the laundry, or the dishes or set the table because he thinks that's the “woman's job”? How else were you going to find out that dad would hit you when he got angry?

Certainly talking about each other and asking questions and spending time with each other will tell you a lot. But it won't answer everything. Dad would never tell you that he'd hit you when angry. No man in his right mind would. It's very easy to put on your best face when you go on a date, and to pick up a room before someone visits. But when you live with someone? And see what they're like coming home after a bad day at work? You know exactly what they're like in a bad mood. You know exactly what they're like if you say something wrong when they're in a bad mood. There is no window for you or your significant other to 'calm down' and put on a front.

Why do I not tell you things? Because you think it's wrong to take a break, to have time for yourself and for entertainment.

I certainly agree that entertainment is very distracting. Computer games, TV and all other forms of entertainment that have been banned in our house all are very distracting. Do I think it was wrong that they were banned? No. I think that not having entertainment in the house has made me more focused in what I want. But I don't think that entertainment is wrong. I don't think that computer games will doom your life.

I believe that not being allowed to take breaks in the family has given me a much stronger work ethic, but I don't think taking a break for yourself is a waste of time, or more bluntly, wrong. Like games and all other entertainment it's a way to unwind, to de-stress, and to relax. It is recreation.

Why do I not tell you things? Because you don't understand that there are times when a person should be allowed to reach for their dreams. Because should I suggest anything otherwise to your belief, values, expectations or your grand scheme of plans, I am suddenly not just 'wrong', but disobedient, disrespectful to my parents, dishonorable to the family and in Chinese '不孝'*

As much as you'll deny it when asked, you already have this greater plan for your child and pressure a person into your mold of what they should be. I understand. You're Chinese. I'm Chinese. We somehow have this notion that if a child doesn't grow up into a Lawyer || Doctor || Engineer, they've failed as a person and you've failed as a parent. I'm certain if I ever wanted kids, I might end up doing the same thing. I don't.

You know. Maybe if I had the courage to tell you this in person, I would. but, I don't. It's easier this way...

Sincerely
-- Your daughter

* The phrase is the epitome of a disgraced child. It encapsulates dishonor, disgrace and the utmost disobedience into one phrase.

 

[Vail_Indigo]

Dear Early Morning Me,
Yes, you are still a bit of a morning person. No, you are not the "jump out of bed all pumped up to take on the world" kind of morning person anymore.
The following thoughts should not be entertained until you've been up at least an hour:
I hate my job
I hate my life
I'll never write again
I should call in sick
I should screw it all, toss the cats in the car and leave.
I'm going to get in trouble.
I screw everything up

Ignore these for the first hour.
Don't make me remind you again.

Love always (and I think I showed you this last night pretty thoroughly),

Me

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Dearest YOU~

I don't say it often, I know. There are so many things that get in the way of what I want to say and so I don't say it...but you should know, I guess. I love you. I know that we don't talk about it much. You have things to do, you have a real life, a real thing, REALITY that doesn't really include me BUT....I love you.

Whenever you feel alone, not worthy, saddened, worried, helpless? Please remember that this Girl...this Woman...loves you with every particle of her being...and if you were close to me, if you were near enough for me to touch? I would hold you and stroke you and convince you...that everything is fine and HERE is where you need to be...

Love

Me~

 

[FuckFantasy]

Handsome -

I'm glad what I told you today via text didn't scare you off! (I'm only half serious when I say that, really. I knew you could handle it. *Grins*) The truth is that I've been holding back, just a touch. Until Friday, I was concerned about everything when it came to you and me. I was filled with equal parts longing and dread. Then I realized: I'm over it. I'm over worrying. I'm over 'what ifs' and I'm over the anxiety. All that's left now is excitement and anticipation, mingled with a sense of calm. It comes from this gem of clarity: There's nothing to control, there's nothing I can do, except continue to move forward. And because I've stopped over analyzing and started chilling out, I'm better able to express exactly what I want. Hence today's lengthy message.

We are both amazing people. Whatever happens, whatever comes, I'm ready for it. I'm strong. I know I'm stronger today than I was two months ago. This is going to be great, regardless of where we end up. Wanna know why? Because you're incredible too. I can't go wrong when I'm dealing with a man of your caliber.

- FF

 

[adamzapple]

Dear Lovely Ladies of Lit,

I just wanted to thank you all collectively, for being here, for being you; for your silken thighs and the promise in your eyes. What a dull and dreary world it would be without you all.

Thank you for the things you share, the forums, the stories, the role plays, the pictures...

I salute you. My cock salutes you.

Heartfelt thanks and appreciation to you all.

Adam.

P.S Yes, I know, heavy duty ass-kissing, but I mean it.

 

[Britwitch]

Dear Mother-in-law,

I’d have thought by your age you’d have known better…I was wrong.
I’d have thought losing your husband at a ridiculously young age and almost losing your Grand-daughter would have taught you that life is too short to waste time holding grudges…I was wrong.

You have had three strikes now, three days you’ve all but ruined…our wedding day, Christmas Day and now today…so that’s it.

The next time you behave like a spoilt 2 year old and throw a tantrum I am taking my husband and my daughter and we will not be back.

Life is too short to waste time with someone who clearly doesn’t value what treasures they have in their life. When you want to grow up and behave like the Grandmother you now are…do let me know!

Your Daughter-in-law

 

[Alana_]

Dear Mother-in-law,

I’d have thought by your age you’d have known better…I was wrong.
I’d have thought losing your husband at a ridiculously young age and almost losing your Grand-daughter would have taught you that life is too short to waste time holding grudges…I was wrong.

You have had three strikes now, three days you’ve all but ruined…our wedding day, Christmas Day and now today…so that’s it.

The next time you behave like a spoilt 2 year old and throw a tantrum I am taking my husband and my daughter and we will not be back.

Life is too short to waste time with someone who clearly doesn’t value what treasures they have in their life. When you want to grow up and behave like the Grandmother you now are…do let me know!

Your Daughter-in-law

Aaaaw...hugggs.I hope things improve. Fingers crossed for you.

 

[xOxCherryxOx]

Dear new nurse at the chemo center,

You really suck at your job. Do you think looking at us with pity and acting as if we are all on our last breath helps up with the whole positive outlook thing? Yeah, not so much. It was bad enough when you asked me if I'd "made final arrangements just in case" but when you asked the young girl next to me who's mother had left for just a little while to go get some coffee how she was dealing with knowing she'd never have kids I really wanted to punch you in the face and wrap a tourniquet around your neck until you got the hint that your bedside manners are atrocious. I hope you get fired and are never able to work around cancer patients or terminally ill people again. It's a damn good thing I was hooked up getting treatment done or I would have wiped the floor with your sorry ass.

Signed,
The chick that told you to go fuck yourself and told your supervisor how pathetic you are in hopes you'd get fired.

 

[yeishia]

*takes your hand and leads gently you away*

 

[Rayne_Clowd]

Dear new nurse at the chemo center,

You really suck at your job. Do you think looking at us with pity and acting as if we are all on our last breath helps up with the whole positive outlook thing? Yeah, not so much. It was bad enough when you asked me if I'd "made final arrangements just in case" but when you asked the young girl next to me who's mother had left for just a little while to go get some coffee how she was dealing with knowing she'd never have kids I really wanted to punch you in the face and wrap a tourniquet around your neck until you got the hint that your bedside manners are atrocious. I hope you get fired and are never able to work around cancer patients or terminally ill people again. It's a damn good thing I was hooked up getting treatment done or I would have wiped the floor with your sorry ass.

Signed,
The chick that told you to go fuck yourself and told your supervisor how pathetic you are in hopes you'd get fired.

I don't even know what to say about that except its fucked up, like you I hope she gets her ass ripped over it. Good on you for saying something a lot of people wouldn't. I hope your treatments are going well.

Sadly over the years with my dealings with hospitals, my self and with friends, you get stuck with some dip shits that don't have a clue and you wonder were exactly they got their certificates, cranky old bitches who have done it for so many years and have just seemed to lost the love for it and lack all compassion or people that just really shouldn't open there mouth at all because they say and do such completely dumb shit like above.....

Thankfully though there are some fantastic nurses dedicated to their job and who are there to HELP, But when you find them or encounter them thank them 100 times over because they are a rare and dying breed...at least in my local hospitals.

 

[zydrate]

Dear Lynn (this is a guy named Lynn)

First off, get a fucking man's name.

Wait. You fucking look like a girl so I guess the name is appropriate.

Leave me the fuck alone!! I hate you so much but yet, you still bother me. I've answered all your questions, I do the best I can but you still blame me for every little thing that goes wrong at work! WTF?! Just because I'm not a fucking brown-noser like you doesn't mean you can get away with shit like this!

Everytime I see your name in an email, I lose my appetite. I stress out and get so fucking depressed because you NEVER ever have anything good to say!! You just fucking whine ALL the time!!

I hope the next time you have to travel, you get in a fucking car accident and end up a quadrapeligic, complete with a feeding tube!!!

Yes, I hate you.

 

[Powerdog16]

Dear Lynn (this is a guy named Lynn)

First off, get a fucking man's name.

Wait. You fucking look like a girl so I guess the name is appropriate.

Leave me the fuck alone!! I hate you so much but yet, you still bother me. I've answered all your questions, I do the best I can but you still blame me for every little thing that goes wrong at work! WTF?! Just because I'm not a fucking brown-noser like you doesn't mean you can get away with shit like this!

Everytime I see your name in an email, I lose my appetite. I stress out and get so fucking depressed because you NEVER ever have anything good to say!! You just fucking whine ALL the time!!

I hope the next time you have to travel, you get in a fucking car accident and end up a quadrapeligic, complete with a feeding tube!!!

Yes, I hate you.

:: gives you a big gianormous hug and then starts flipping through my black book for the guy that knows a guy that knows a guy...::

 

[ace_high]

Dear You Know Who You Are:

I love you. If only I'd been born earlier.

 

[Alana_]

To my partners..

Thank you. For your patience and understanding, and the notes of support left in my inbox. I appreciate all.

I'm home, my boy is thankfully home, and doing well, although the situation isn't fully resolved. We've to watch him, and bring him back to the hospital straight away if the pain returns and they'll ''finally'' operate. But the intent is to 'wait and see' if his ailment clears up with out the need for the procedure with some help from meds.

Anyway, I'm very tired, not much up to writing but I will as soon as I've caught up with sleep and my brain stops panicking when I remember things I've forgotten to do and need to.
Again gentlemen, thank you for being patient and for the sweet notes left inquiring. I'm very thankful...as too to those ladies that sent messages to see how we were doing.

I'll talk to you soon..I'll be around peeping no doubt , just the will to concentrate isn't there just yet, but will soon with a bit of rest.

Thanks again..I know I could have put this on the absence thread, but it just felt a bit more personal here.

love to all.

 

[Vail_Indigo]

To all the people who keep asking if I'm ok

I appreciate it, I really do. But its getting a little old now. I'm fine, though maybe not by your definition. I've got 10 months to kill before thats going to change at all. You have a couple of choices:
1. you can give me 10-15k so I can change this now.
2. you can buy me an iPad
3. you can buy me a sound system so I can listen to my music more comfortably.
If you can't do any of those three, then don't worry about it, but I am getting tired of making you feel better by making you think you are helping. Right now, yes, its all about me.
I love you all, but I am just done with it

-me

 

[zydrate]

Dear Zy,

I love you!
And you love me!!

We are so perfect together!

Love,
Zy

 

[Veroe]

Dear Zy,

I love you!
And you love me!!

We are so perfect together!

Love,
Zy

ROTFLMAO

That's so audaciously narcisistic...I love it.

Dear Zy

You have a wonderful sense of humor
Don't ever lose it.

Love
Veroe

 

[Dr_James]

Dear Fate,

Why have you given me something so amazing, so beautiful, so sublime but only for a weekend a year? What must I do to have what I want most?

What do I have to prove my worth?

Or must I languish in this exquisite pain for the rest of my days, only knowing true happiness for 2 or 3 days a year?

Part of me wants to curse you and name you as the fucking sadistic bitch you are for this, but I cannot for fear you will take her away from me. I cannot bear that and the thought of it terrifies me.

I will just leave it at that and hope that the weekends, turns to weeks, then turns to never having to leave her for long.

Yours in pain,

Dr. J

 

[zydrate]

ROTFLMAO

That's so audaciously narcisistic...I love it.

Dear Zy

You have a wonderful sense of humor
Don't ever lose it.

Love
Veroe

Dear Veroe,

I shall never lose it!

Love,
Zy

P.S. Pick up some milk on the way home!

 

[VampiricTouch]

Dear Any and All NY-ers (or any who've been there before)

This might not be the best place to ask this... but I'm planning a trip with my best friend to NY around thanksgiving. Where should we visit? What should we check out? Is it cold there? (I'm coming from sunny California... ) What should we be wary of?

Any input would be greatly appreciated~!
Sincerely,
VT

 

[Drunken_Angel]

~bounds through the threads chasing a Zy~

 

[zydrate]

~bounds through the threads chasing a Zy~

screams and bolts.....but leaves the following letter~~~

Dear Sweet Angel,

I am so sorry for not posting to our thread but this cold is killing me thus far. I will get to it hopefully by tomorrow!!!! I swear!!

Love,
Zy

 

[Drunken_Angel]

screams and bolts.....but leaves the following letter~~~

Dear Sweet Angel,

I am so sorry for not posting to our thread but this cold is killing me thus far. I will get to it hopefully by tomorrow!!!! I swear!!

Love,
Zy

Dear Zy,

You can totally make it up to me by twisting her deceit into a weapon that strips her of decency and binds her in chains of depravity.

Yes, I think that would be suitable.

Love, Angel.

 

[zydrate]

Dear Zy,

You can totally make it up to me by twisting her deceit into a weapon that strips her of decency and binds her in chains of depravity.

Yes, I think that would be suitable.

Love, Angel.

Dear Angel of Sweetness,

That's so fucking hot!

Kiss me!

Love,
Zy