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This is for the sissies: How much does cum fit into your overall fantasy/sissy lifestyle/dreams? Playing with cum, eating cum, taking cum from a man's cock, etc. What sort of cum play have you done and enjoyed?

Hubby regularly enjoys sucking cock and swallowing cum (sometimes letting our play partner cum on his face and then eat it). Being a cum-swallower is very important to my hubby's mind-state as a sissy. We used to play a lot with "making" him eat his own cum after he came (a deed he long ago learned to do past the subsidence of arousal barrier), but not so much any more. I'd like to treat him to some new games, dares, challenges, (mild) humiliations so looking for ideas.

How about it gurls?

Happy New Year Annie, I hope it brings you a wonderful 12 months of sexy fun!

Thought I would give a thought on this which i don't see all that often... cum doesn't feature for me at all, in fact I don't find men attractive ... I love wearing lingerie and skirts, heels, dresses and sheer thigh highs and stockings, garters and more recently going the whole way and wearing a wig, makeup and jewellery. However... it's this that turns me on, not doing it for a man. Now, a woman willing to play with me when dressed.. mmm, happy to suck a clit and pussy, face sitting would be fine, cum on my lips, my face... but female cum... mmmm!

Lxx 💃
 
Happy New Year Annie, I hope it brings you a wonderful 12 months of sexy fun!

Thought I would give a thought on this which i don't see all that often... cum doesn't feature for me at all, in fact I don't find men attractive ... I love wearing lingerie and skirts, heels, dresses and sheer thigh highs and stockings, garters and more recently going the whole way and wearing a wig, makeup and jewellery. However... it's this that turns me on, not doing it for a man. Now, a woman willing to play with me when dressed.. mmm, happy to suck a clit and pussy, face sitting would be fine, cum on my lips, my face... but female cum... mmmm!

Lxx 💃

Thank you, Lucy. Glad to get different perspectives.
 
Sweet Annie, I so look forward to reading your posts and following all you and your hubby's life changing experiences. I see you have not posted for about 5 days. I hope all is well and the New Year is great for the both of you. Looking forward to more exciting and life changing posts in the cumming year.
Thanks for sharing your life with us.
One of your faithful fans.
 
Well, ladies, here is my last post on Lit Forums, probably forever. I won't get into the ugly details but I've been pushing the envelope and engaging in riskier behavior over time and it created a huge issue. (Basically I was enjoying some self-bondage and virtual sex with my lit mistress and was discovered by my son). I'm increasing the intensity of my therapy as I consider my sex addiction behaviors and shutting down my Internet sex avenues. I need perspective and balance in my life. Getting another orgasm can't trump being good to my family, being safe, being legal, and keeping my job.

my husband is part of helping me get this perspective. He's taking a step back as well with his own explorations which were getting riskier and riskier. (He very recently had a date with Gary and a friend of Gary's without me because he wanted two cocks and confessed to me afterward that he felt empty inside after it was over because I wasn't with him. He's got a lot to deal with as well in his own therapy including feminization, etc. but bottom line, we're in this together and us together is more important than any orgasm.)

So I'm hopeful. I feel like I'm waking up from a long sleep of sex craziness. It is not going to be easy. I can't say I won't slip and come back here, but I hope I don't. As much as this place can help people find support and understanding with parts of themselves they struggle with, it is a huge echo chamber for addiction with its threads of porn and push to escalate fantasies and behaviors. Maybe we all can take a moment and see if it is playing the role we want it to play in our lives. Your choice.

Thanks to everyone who was friendly here and those I had special fun with. I'll miss you and (probably) won't be back. We'll see. Hell, I can't predict 24 hours in advance here so time will tell if I'm back in a week or never.

Kisses
Annie
 
Well, ladies, here is my last post on Lit Forums, probably forever. I won't get into the ugly details but I've been pushing the envelope and engaging in riskier behavior over time and it created a huge issue. (Basically I was enjoying some self-bondage and virtual sex with my lit mistress and was discovered by my son). I'm increasing the intensity of my therapy as I consider my sex addiction behaviors and shutting down my Internet sex avenues. I need perspective and balance in my life. Getting another orgasm can't trump being good to my family, being safe, being legal, and keeping my job.

my husband is part of helping me get this perspective. He's taking a step back as well with his own explorations which were getting riskier and riskier. (He very recently had a date with Gary and a friend of Gary's without me because he wanted two cocks and confessed to me afterward that he felt empty inside after it was over because I wasn't with him. He's got a lot to deal with as well in his own therapy including feminization, etc. but bottom line, we're in this together and us together is more important than any orgasm.)

So I'm hopeful. I feel like I'm waking up from a long sleep of sex craziness. It is not going to be easy. I can't say I won't slip and come back here, but I hope I don't. As much as this place can help people find support and understanding with parts of themselves they struggle with, it is a huge echo chamber for addiction with its threads of porn and push to escalate fantasies and behaviors. Maybe we all can take a moment and see if it is playing the role we want it to play in our lives. Your choice.

Thanks to everyone who was friendly here and those I had special fun with. I'll miss you and (probably) won't be back. We'll see. Hell, I can't predict 24 hours in advance here so time will tell if I'm back in a week or never.

Kisses
Annie


Thank you for being candid with all of us, You have been a good friend and I will miss hearing of your adventures. But I am also here to share in your recovery as well......it's what friends do for one another.....Best of luck for you and your family Annie
 
Well, ladies, here is my last post on Lit Forums, probably forever. I won't get into the ugly details but I've been pushing the envelope and engaging in riskier behavior over time and it created a huge issue. (Basically I was enjoying some self-bondage and virtual sex with my lit mistress and was discovered by my son). I'm increasing the intensity of my therapy as I consider my sex addiction behaviors and shutting down my Internet sex avenues. I need perspective and balance in my life. Getting another orgasm can't trump being good to my family, being safe, being legal, and keeping my job.

my husband is part of helping me get this perspective. He's taking a step back as well with his own explorations which were getting riskier and riskier. (He very recently had a date with Gary and a friend of Gary's without me because he wanted two cocks and confessed to me afterward that he felt empty inside after it was over because I wasn't with him. He's got a lot to deal with as well in his own therapy including feminization, etc. but bottom line, we're in this together and us together is more important than any orgasm.)

So I'm hopeful. I feel like I'm waking up from a long sleep of sex craziness. It is not going to be easy. I can't say I won't slip and come back here, but I hope I don't. As much as this place can help people find support and understanding with parts of themselves they struggle with, it is a huge echo chamber for addiction with its threads of porn and push to escalate fantasies and behaviors. Maybe we all can take a moment and see if it is playing the role we want it to play in our lives. Your choice.

Thanks to everyone who was friendly here and those I had special fun with. I'll miss you and (probably) won't be back. We'll see. Hell, I can't predict 24 hours in advance here so time will tell if I'm back in a week or never.

Kisses
Annie

Thank you for honesty, support, insight and reflection. I wish you well and hope you find the balance you need. This place can be great, it can be a nightmare. My best wishes go with you... not that you may ever see this if you remain strong and true to your promise to yourself.

Lx
 
Well, ladies, here is my last post on Lit Forums, probably forever. I won't get into the ugly details but I've been pushing the envelope and engaging in riskier behavior over time and it created a huge issue. (Basically I was enjoying some self-bondage and virtual sex with my lit mistress and was discovered by my son). I'm increasing the intensity of my therapy as I consider my sex addiction behaviors and shutting down my Internet sex avenues. I need perspective and balance in my life. Getting another orgasm can't trump being good to my family, being safe, being legal, and keeping my job.

my husband is part of helping me get this perspective. He's taking a step back as well with his own explorations which were getting riskier and riskier. (He very recently had a date with Gary and a friend of Gary's without me because he wanted two cocks and confessed to me afterward that he felt empty inside after it was over because I wasn't with him. He's got a lot to deal with as well in his own therapy including feminization, etc. but bottom line, we're in this together and us together is more important than any orgasm.)

So I'm hopeful. I feel like I'm waking up from a long sleep of sex craziness. It is not going to be easy. I can't say I won't slip and come back here, but I hope I don't. As much as this place can help people find support and understanding with parts of themselves they struggle with, it is a huge echo chamber for addiction with its threads of porn and push to escalate fantasies and behaviors. Maybe we all can take a moment and see if it is playing the role we want it to play in our lives. Your choice.

Thanks to everyone who was friendly here and those I had special fun with. I'll miss you and (probably) won't be back. We'll see. Hell, I can't predict 24 hours in advance here so time will tell if I'm back in a week or never.

Kisses
Annie

Don't know if you will ever see this but I wish you,your husband and all your family the best.
 
Best to you, Annie........

Well, ladies, here is my last post on Lit Forums, probably forever. I won't get into the ugly details but I've been pushing the envelope and engaging in riskier behavior over time and it created a huge issue. (Basically I was enjoying some self-bondage and virtual sex with my lit mistress and was discovered by my son). I'm increasing the intensity of my therapy as I consider my sex addiction behaviors and shutting down my Internet sex avenues. I need perspective and balance in my life. Getting another orgasm can't trump being good to my family, being safe, being legal, and keeping my job.

my husband is part of helping me get this perspective. He's taking a step back as well with his own explorations which were getting riskier and riskier. (He very recently had a date with Gary and a friend of Gary's without me because he wanted two cocks and confessed to me afterward that he felt empty inside after it was over because I wasn't with him. He's got a lot to deal with as well in his own therapy including feminization, etc. but bottom line, we're in this together and us together is more important than any orgasm.)

So I'm hopeful. I feel like I'm waking up from a long sleep of sex craziness. It is not going to be easy. I can't say I won't slip and come back here, but I hope I don't. As much as this place can help people find support and understanding with parts of themselves they struggle with, it is a huge echo chamber for addiction with its threads of porn and push to escalate fantasies and behaviors. Maybe we all can take a moment and see if it is playing the role we want it to play in our lives. Your choice.

Thanks to everyone who was friendly here and those I had special fun with. I'll miss you and (probably) won't be back. We'll see. Hell, I can't predict 24 hours in advance here so time will tell if I'm back in a week or never.

Kisses
Annie

Love and miss you...
 
Well, ladies, here is my last post on Lit Forums, probably forever. I won't get into the ugly details but I've been pushing the envelope and engaging in riskier behavior over time and it created a huge issue. (Basically I was enjoying some self-bondage and virtual sex with my lit mistress and was discovered by my son). I'm increasing the intensity of my therapy as I consider my sex addiction behaviors and shutting down my Internet sex avenues. I need perspective and balance in my life. Getting another orgasm can't trump being good to my family, being safe, being legal, and keeping my job.

my husband is part of helping me get this perspective. He's taking a step back as well with his own explorations which were getting riskier and riskier. (He very recently had a date with Gary and a friend of Gary's without me because he wanted two cocks and confessed to me afterward that he felt empty inside after it was over because I wasn't with him. He's got a lot to deal with as well in his own therapy including feminization, etc. but bottom line, we're in this together and us together is more important than any orgasm.)

So I'm hopeful. I feel like I'm waking up from a long sleep of sex craziness. It is not going to be easy. I can't say I won't slip and come back here, but I hope I don't. As much as this place can help people find support and understanding with parts of themselves they struggle with, it is a huge echo chamber for addiction with its threads of porn and push to escalate fantasies and behaviors. Maybe we all can take a moment and see if it is playing the role we want it to play in our lives. Your choice.

Thanks to everyone who was friendly here and those I had special fun with. I'll miss you and (probably) won't be back. We'll see. Hell, I can't predict 24 hours in advance here so time will tell if I'm back in a week or never.

Kisses
Annie


Best wishes on your journey.
 
Just want to echo the best wishes of others Annie. You have been so candid, so honest and such a beacon for so many

Good luck and I hope you (both) find a great place

Well, ladies, here is my last post on Lit Forums, probably forever. I won't get into the ugly details but I've been pushing the envelope and engaging in riskier behavior over time and it created a huge issue. (Basically I was enjoying some self-bondage and virtual sex with my lit mistress and was discovered by my son). I'm increasing the intensity of my therapy as I consider my sex addiction behaviors and shutting down my Internet sex avenues. I need perspective and balance in my life. Getting another orgasm can't trump being good to my family, being safe, being legal, and keeping my job.

my husband is part of helping me get this perspective. He's taking a step back as well with his own explorations which were getting riskier and riskier. (He very recently had a date with Gary and a friend of Gary's without me because he wanted two cocks and confessed to me afterward that he felt empty inside after it was over because I wasn't with him. He's got a lot to deal with as well in his own therapy including feminization, etc. but bottom line, we're in this together and us together is more important than any orgasm.)

So I'm hopeful. I feel like I'm waking up from a long sleep of sex craziness. It is not going to be easy. I can't say I won't slip and come back here, but I hope I don't. As much as this place can help people find support and understanding with parts of themselves they struggle with, it is a huge echo chamber for addiction with its threads of porn and push to escalate fantasies and behaviors. Maybe we all can take a moment and see if it is playing the role we want it to play in our lives. Your choice.

Thanks to everyone who was friendly here and those I had special fun with. I'll miss you and (probably) won't be back. We'll see. Hell, I can't predict 24 hours in advance here so time will tell if I'm back in a week or never.

Kisses
Annie
 
Rumors of my return are true. No promises. Don't know how or if this will work. or how often I'll visit. I'm still dealing with my situation but I've chosen to include this place as part of balancing my life. There are definitely things I was starting to do that I cannot do now.

But I appreciate the support.
 
Rumors of my return are true. No promises. Don't know how or if this will work. or how often I'll visit. I'm still dealing with my situation but I've chosen to include this place as part of balancing my life. There are definitely things I was starting to do that I cannot do now.

But I appreciate the support.
Welcome back Annie.
 
Dear Annie

Rumors of my return are true. No promises. Don't know how or if this will work. or how often I'll visit. I'm still dealing with my situation but I've chosen to include this place as part of balancing my life. There are definitely things I was starting to do that I cannot do now.

But I appreciate the support.

You were brave to explore, brave to share & brave to back away. It is good to hear that you are safe & well. A return would be well received, at any level.
 
Rumors of my return are true. No promises. Don't know how or if this will work. or how often I'll visit. I'm still dealing with my situation but I've chosen to include this place as part of balancing my life. There are definitely things I was starting to do that I cannot do now.

But I appreciate the support.

Welcome back indeed! I hope you can keep everything in balance. I just want to say that your posts have given me hope that there are other sissies like me out there and that there are women that accept and love us. And that I can find someone as supportive as you.
 
There is hope, girls. I can't be the only woman who understands that loving someone means loving them even if they want to wear panties, etc. etc.
 
There is hope, girls. I can't be the only woman who understands that loving someone means loving them even if they want to wear panties, etc. etc.

I’ve been looking for 20 years for someone as accepting as you. You really might be the only one! ;-) lol

On a serious note, welcome back Annie. Your departure left a hole for a lot of us on here and as long as you’re healthy and happy, we are glad to have you back in any capacity!
 
There is hope, girls. I can't be the only woman who understands that loving someone means loving them even if they want to wear panties, etc. etc.

Your not the only one.,its not always an easy path but there has to be give and take in a relationship
 
Your not the only one.,its not always an easy path but there has to be give and take in a relationship

Agreed. If you are not excited by the play he wants, but you're willing to indulge him, he has to acknowledge that and give back to you as you like. Fair is fair.
 
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