Are you addicted to cock also?

[BBCfan]

I thought I could leave that behind, get married and stay straight. But now I feel I've been denying myself a large part of my sexual needs for too many years.

I don't know what to do, beyond fantasize and jack off to gay or bi porn. I don't see any practical way fulfill my needs and stay married. So FRUSTRATING!

I feel for you married guys but it is interesting how I have a bit of a reverse perspective.

I've been mainly free to pursue and suck cock for the past 10 years or so. I decided to only date women that I could be pretty open with about my faggot desires and who allowed me to pursue it.

I did pursue it a lot but I'm so specific and selective in the scenario that makes me want to get on my knees that it was hard to find and often ended in disappointment.

I guess I'm not as gay as I fantasize about being, yet even now the desire and fantasy is powerful but my experiences taught me the reality is not always as exciting and fulfilling as your mind creates it to be.

I have an amazing GF that knows the complete story yet wanted monogamy. It took me awhile to decide if I was willing to not pursue cocks to suck but I realized giving up the best relationship I've had for experiences that are often a letdown didn't make sense. The health risks, time spent , guy that lie etc just didn't add up.

That said I wondered if I could be monogamous and keep my cocksucker side dormant, think logically is one thing but doing it is another.

I had some fun ,especially the first few times. I actually feel quite free now not feeling I NEED to find cock.

I still have strong desires at times but my GF has been open enough to let me suck a dildo while we fuck and such and I think it is maybe even hotter than the real thing in a way.

I may want to pursue it again at some point but for I feel more in balance and good about my complex sexuality than I have in a long time.

Hope my perspective may have helped a bit in this discourse.

 

[HomerSimpson123]

I first sucked a cock in my 50's.

The desire has come and gone many times since then.

 

[bonerbrew]

After many years of being curious I sucked my first cock yesterday, I wouldn't say it was sublime more surreal. I kept thinking to myself I'm I really here, but now that I think back on my first experience I want more.

So happy for you! Glad to hear you're going back for seconds! Now 55 and looking for my first cock sucking expereience. Wasted too much time wondering. Time to wonder no more.

 

[1960curious]

I am addicted to cock!
I love sucking them and making/watching them cum!

 

[BBCfan]

I am addicted to cock!
I love sucking them and making/watching them cum!

Do you have a favorite type of cock? Ever suck any big black dicks?

 

[turbocs37]

My first was back in HS I stayed at my friends house for a week. He had lots of porn mags and we would get horney and jack off to the picks. The first night we jacked each other off. Then he woke me up in the middle of the night giving me a hand job. I came in about 2 minutes. Then I went down on him and took his cock in my mouth. He let me know before he came and shot his load on my face. I will always remember how good his cock tasted and how hot his cum was on my face... Since this day I have always loved the feel of a cock cumming i my mouth and always clean every drop of cum from a throbbing cock. Mmmmmmm

I really LOVE how a messy facial feels as each spurt land on my face and also how it makes me feel emotionally. But to tell you the truth, these days I prefer to swallow because I hate to waste a single drop.

 

[turbocs37]

I began having thoughts about sucking cock at around 30yo or so. I finally took my place on my knees at the age of 34. Once I had that first cock in my mouth, I never looked back. Since then I've sucked many hundreds of cocks (maybe a couple thousand by now) and swallowed gallons of thick, hot cum. I absolutely LOVE to receive a man's hard cock in my mouth and suck it until he honors me with his creamy load.

 

[gk6h]

I began having thoughts about sucking cock at around 30yo or so. I finally took my place on my knees at the age of 34. Once I had that first cock in my mouth, I never looked back. Since then I've sucked many hundreds of cocks (maybe a couple thousand by now) and swallowed gallons of thick, hot cum. I absolutely LOVE to receive a man's hard cock in my mouth and suck it until he honors me with his creamy load.

this is the way to live

 

[Harley55]

I began having thoughts about sucking cock at around 30yo or so. I finally took my place on my knees at the age of 34. Once I had that first cock in my mouth, I never looked back. Since then I've sucked many hundreds of cocks (maybe a couple thousand by now) and swallowed gallons of thick, hot cum. I absolutely LOVE to receive a man's hard cock in my mouth and suck it until he honors me with his creamy load.

I can totally relate. I’m a married guy who fantasized and fought the urge for years until about 4 years ago. First time with another married guy I was nervous and excited. After like 2 minutes it felt so natural. Now I’m hooked. I have a regular bud, a gay guy in excellent shape with a nice 8 inch cock. We meet up about every 2 weeks. I’m now also a bottom. I love getting fucked and sucking cock. Best orgasms I’ve ever had. For anyone you is thinking of taking the plung all I can say is go for it. You will be so glad you did, but be warned you may get addicting to cock.

 

[meme62626]

Yes, but how do you deal with the guilty feelings about the wife and her not knowing. I'm not hear to shame anyone, I'm just curious as to how to deal with that. I know in addicted to looking at cock, lol..

 

[two2go]

Many men become bicurious over time. Some lucky men knew they were queer early in life. Others might have had some male on male experience when they were younger. Lots of men got married and wanted to experience sucking dicks when they got older.

No matter how you came to want it, and then actually did it, do you truly love the intimate giving of pleasure a cock sucker brings on his knees to another man's cock?

No matter how many dicks I joyfully suck, I want more. I jack off to these thoughts, eat my cum always, and want to do it all the time.

Wondered what other men who have come to love gay sex think about.

I started sucking about a year ago and have sucked about 5 cocks, the last 3 times with the same person. I feel as though I’ve gotten better over time and the last time, I swallowed his load. I was really into it and was determined to swallow. It was hot and he enjoyed it as much as I did. I keep going back to the him because he is very nice, can host and has a big hard cock.

 

[james2346]

Sounds so hot!, I actually love rubbing our hard cocks together.

 

[two2go]

Yes, but how do you deal with the guilty feelings about the wife and her not knowing. I'm not hear to shame anyone, I'm just curious as to how to deal with that. I know in addicted to looking at cock, lol..

About a year ago, I told the wife of my m2m curiosity. I think, because of our past, 10 year swinging lifestyle, over 13 years ago, she allowed me to satisfy those urges. She knows I am a horn dog, with a high sex drive. About 3 months ago, I confirmed to her that I was Bi and have since met a great guy, who is gay. I’ve told him and her that I’m not attracted to any male, but for me it’s all about the sex. He understands my mindset and I think that also helped her to understand.
I hope it makes sense but for me the situation is working. I love my wife and have no desire to leave her. Sometimes I feel bad afterward.

 

[Sclovers]

I started sucking about a year ago and have sucked about 5 cocks, the last 3 times with the same person. I feel as though I’ve gotten better over time and the last time, I swallowed his load. I was really into it and was determined to swallow. It was hot and he enjoyed it as much as I did. I keep going back to the him because he is very nice, can host and has a big hard cock.

That’s awesome!!! I so want a buddy that I can explore his cock! Touch it stroke it lick it, suck it and ride it! I’m not interested in a relationship just enjoying each other’s cock!!!

 

[stargame]

oh my, all this talk of hard cocks is driving me crazy

 

[gk6h]

About a year ago, I told the wife of my m2m curiosity. I think, because of our past, 10 year swinging lifestyle, over 13 years ago, she allowed me to satisfy those urges. She knows I am a horn dog, with a high sex drive. About 3 months ago, I confirmed to her that I was Bi and have since met a great guy, who is gay. I’ve told him and her that I’m not attracted to any male, but for me it’s all about the sex. He understands my mindset and I think that also helped her to understand.
I hope it makes sense but for me the situation is working. I love my wife and have no desire to leave her. Sometimes I feel bad afterward.

totally understand this

 

[Hitchiker69]

I have huge respect for you, for the way you lost your cherries in a bath house. It must have taken a lot to work up the nerve to do it all, on your first time, while men watched.
I wish I had the balls to do that.
My cherries may be gone, but that was done in private. I still fantasize about going to a bath house

 

[Harley55]

Yes, but how do you deal with the guilty feelings about the wife and her not knowing. I'm not hear to shame anyone, I'm just curious as to how to deal with that. I know in addicted to looking at cock, lol..

Your right there is some guilt especially right after. I have never cheated on my wife with another women and I try to convince myself that it’s different with a man since my wife doesn’t have a cock. But every time a few days later I can’t wait to suck cock and to get fucked. It is an addiction and so far I’m loving it. So be warned if you’re married and thinking of sucking cock for the first time, don’t be surprised if you find out its better than you thought.

 

[whistler1]

I have only become curious about sucking in the last several years. I have not acted on it - and don't know that I ever will. I do enjoy the fantasy however.

I've read tons of stories from guys who said that once they sucked their first cock, they were hooked.

I guess cock can be addictive for some.

 

[bimori]

oh my, all this talk of hard cocks is driving me crazy

Me too with that sexy cock peeking out of your panties make me want to rip them of you with my teeth.

 

[hex2112]

My first sex was with a guy in my teens. I sucked dick years before I got pussy. Fine with me. Back then that was frowned upon. So I continued sucking guys and getting pussy. Actually wanted cock more. Went through a couple years of constant gloryhole visits in the late 70s where I had my fill. Still love sucking dick to this day.

 

[BBCfan]

I have only become curious about sucking in the last several years. I have not acted on it - and don't know that I ever will. I do enjoy the fantasy however.

I've read tons of stories from guys who said that once they sucked their first cock, they were hooked.

I guess cock can be addictive for some.

Yeah, seems common guys get hooked.

I acted on it years ago as the desire became overwhelming. Was awesome for awhile then became less enjoyable.

Fantasy is still just as exciting yet the act of sucking cock didn't become addictive for me.

 

[jackbird]

First time

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[load69]

Haven't gotten a cock in my mouth yet but really am addicted to the thought of it

I have practiced on a dildo and know that I will be able to swallow about 8" if I ever get the chance.

 

[cuck72]

Haven't gotten a cock in my mouth yet but really am addicted to the thought of it

I have practiced on a dildo and know that I will be able to swallow about 8" if I ever get the chance.

I'm so addicted to thinking of cock cumming in my mouth.