*opens the door to her bunkhouse,walking inside. Tosses her hat onto the couch and readies a fire,striking a match,she stares into the flame before setting the kindling on fire. Sitting back on her heels she watches as the flames begin to lick at the dry wood.
Standing she begins to straighen up,sweeping and dusting,thrwing old papers out. Doing what few dishes that were in the kitchen sink before walking down the hallway towards the bathroom. Thinks about taking a long hot soak then shakes her head,turning to enter the bedrrom,pulling the shades down and crawls under the blankets on the bed,closing her eyes.
*Lays on the bed under the blankets. The pillow pulled tightly to her,the darkness heavy over the room. Shadows dancing on the walls, the silence actually deafening.. finally kicks the blanket off and walks over to the window,staring out across the stable yard.
*walks into my bunkhouse,slipping my coat off and removing my wet boots. Walking over to stoke the fire and drops down on the couch,pulling out the bottle of jack and a 2 liter of coke
*downs the jack and coke and refills my glass,sitting back on the edge of the couc starinf into the fires,,my thoughts a jumble..a mess..I reach up to wipe away a tear
*stands and begins pacing the room,,her feet moving her quickly back and forth,around the couch..over to look out the window and back to point A agains to start over,her drink slowly vanishing as she drinks it deeply,my eyes filled with tears and feelings of growing loss and doom weighs on her head,