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D's mariposa said:I live day by day in this body.
This soft body, short and small and gently rounded.
Fair northern European skin that burns in the sun
but glows 'neath the moon.
Long reddish brown hair floats about my waist,
and shadows my face, hiding me from prying eyes.
And freckles. Oh the freckles!
( "I dig freckles." I hear Him say in my memory and I smile.)
Oh the night! Night changes everything!
My hair is braided out of His way,
reminiscent of ropes, or handles or something.
My skin pales to alabaster by candle or moonlight.
He dresses me often in black, for contrast, He says.
Or nothing at all, for vulnerability.
In the night His hands are gentle,
but the leather is hard and soft in turns.
My muscles harden and lengthen, obscuring the softness.
My skin glows from his attentions,
sheened with sweat in the candlelight.
i catch a glimpse of self in the mirror and I do not recognise it.
All i am is the music and the pain,
the lust, the fear, the joy, the beauty and the pain.
I am the Phoenix, burning for Him in the night.
A Desert Rose said:Where do you go when your heart breaks,
Where do you go when you are completely alone?
There's no one to tell me.
Richard49 said:I would not laugh
I think it is beautiful !!!!
D's mariposa said:Thanks Richard! Was a bit leary of posting it.
D's mariposa said:Let me be your lover; let me be your friend.
Let me be your dreamer; give me your heart to tend.
All I wish to do is hold you; and serve you all my days.
All I wish to do is honour you in a thousand different ways.
Let me be your dreamer; let me be your dream.
Let me be your geisha, strange as it may seem.
This thing we have is complicated; sometimes it makes so sense.
Submission can be dangerous and I have no defense.
I do not understand this thing; I don't know how it survives.
I look to you for answers but even you are mystified
By this thing within my psyche that I can't comprehend.
All I can do is cherish it until the bitter end.
So let me live in your dominion; let me dwell within your peace.
Just let me live for you tonight.
Please, just let me be.
Richard49 said:WOW !!!!!!!
if only someone (female) would send me something like this
D's mariposa said:*blushing* thank you
Artina Heartflash said:oh Richard, that IS extremely moving. Whether it's fiction or fact is not clear, but there stands strong a truth for all to ponder in those lines:
So remember, yesterday is but a faded memory,
And tomorrow, a dream that is not yet known.
The future is never promised to us,
And this moment is all you truly have, to show her she is loved and owned."
Bless you much for sharing.
AH
Richard49 said:With all that has happened to me in the last 18 months
or so .... it touched me deeply
lassarina said:Thank you for posting that. It made me stop and really look at things around me. i stopped hurrying and took a few moments to be grateful for all that i have. i am grateful for that, Richard. Again thank you!!!
lass