Being watched while used like a slut

[OneEyedSteve]

You could visit a swingers club with a partner. Could start by just playing together in a public area, and then when you're ready invite one or more of the guys who are watching to join you.

 

[sexysluttyyyy]

You could visit a swingers club with a partner. Could start by just playing together in a public area, and then when you're ready invite one or more of the guys who are watching to join you.

Seems like a good start for making it happen

 

[OneEyedSteve]

Seems like a good start for making it happen

My wife did exactly this with an ex bf. They even returned to the club on another occasion. She had a number of MMF threesomes when she was in her late teens and early 20's, so wasn't completely inexperienced at having more than one guy inside her.
From her perspective, doing it at a club was a safe way of adding more guys to their sex life because there's no pressure apparently (I've never been to one myself, all of my multiple partner experiences have been in "private")

 

[sexysluttyyyy]

Relatable. I'm not sure if it's just a fantasy or a craving.

It's actually both. This craving has been in me since many years and since I am not able to make it happen, it remains just as a fantasy to me

 

[J D Danger]

It's actually both. This craving has been in me since many years and since I am not able to make it happen, it remains just as a fantasy to me

I wish I could help you make it happen

 

[Jamminfun81]

I've always been open to talk about these kinks if mine. But never had the courage to ask men or even tell my bf that I want to get fucked hard in front of a crowd. I think it's the most difficult part of getting someone whom you can trust to help get your desires fulfilled.

But thanks for making me realise it is not a crazy desire for us to have.

I agree! I have never brought it up to my husband about this. I don't think he would be on board, but I wish he would be!

 

[OldSoldier96]

Was in a swingers club in Louisville because of an invite from a couple. We danced and flirted and kissed while having a few drinks before going back to one of the fun rooms where the wife pulled my cock out infront of her hubby and sucked me. He pulled his out and she sucked us both before putting both our cocks in her mouth at the same time. He ended up watching and encouraging his wife while I fucked her. What I didn’t know was the audience that gathered and watched until after she took my cumshot on her face. They clapped, and it was the start of a very fun night.

 

[J D Danger]

I agree! I have never brought it up to my husband about this. I don't think he would be on board, but I wish he would be!

talk to him about it who knows what fun it could lead to

 

[Jamminfun81]

talk to him about it who knows what fun it could lead to

True. I just have to get the guts to do so. I don't want it to go the other way and he be pissed

 

[MaturemanAJ]

True. I just have to get the guts to do so. I don't want it to go the other way and he be pissed

I am guessing if you start wearing more revealing clothes in public he will enjoy the attention you get from others.
Then start the pillow talk and ask him.if it turns him on that other men are checking you out.
Last night went out to a local bar and there was a woman in a white see through shirt, areolas clearly visible.
Her guy was all smiles as she turned both sexes heads.

 

[Badxxxwifey]

True. I just have to get the guts to do so. I don't want it to go the other way and he be pissed

Just put on a gang bang porn on next time you guys fuck

 

[MasterDarcy]

I have this crazy kink of being watched when someone or a group of men fuck me like a cheap slut. I guess this became one of my kinks after watching porn or really to say the BTS of porn, where I realised the girls were getting fucked in front of a camera which is being held by one or many (if there are multiple cameras) and there is a crew working behind the camera which also gets to watch the girl getting fucked hard, cumming, orgasming and asking them to stop when she can take no more. Even in some scenes I've noticed where the girls ask for help, but they keep fucking her saying she just has to hold on for a little while longer (I guess it was a gangbang scene where the girl asks for water which seemed like she needed a break, and the black guys kept fucking her hard saying another guy will go and get her water).

When I process these scenes with my imagination I end up getting the desire to be watched as I am being used restless and pounded hard by a group of people when others watch and enjoy it or support the guys to go harder or show me what they can do to me.

I am a person who doesn't support violence against woman or even man. I don't want others to get hurt. But looking at these scenes from porn, is it bad for me to have a desire to get used roughly in front of a crowd. Is this normal for any woman to have this desire, or should I be worried about my mental health.

I do share my kinky desires to my friends and few have said they have the same desire, but I've never had the courage to say that I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me.

Can someone share your opinion on this and say if these desires are normal for anyone to have. Or should it think of it in another way that it happens only in porn, and there is no way any normal girl will go through this in real life.

Is it normal to society? No.

Is it normal to you? Yes.

It's not illegal and you consent to it, so there's absolutely nothing wrong with it. You don't have to shame yourself over it. Nor does anyone else have the authority to shame you.

Even if you make it into a reality, you still shouldn't shame yourself over it . On the contrary, you've been open minded enough to have the fantasy as well being brave enough to turn fiction into fact.

You have a humiliation kink and and an exhibitionist kink.

Does it happen outside porn? Yes. With planning.

The major caveat, if you (or anyone else) does partake in this kind of thing, you must take precautions by having men on sight that you trust, or even body guards, just in case something goes awry.

Your safety is paramount.

 

[jodiesfuntoo]

this sounds amazing!

 

[J D Danger]

True. I just have to get the guts to do so. I don't want it to go the other way and he be pissed

you will never know until you try

 

[Elle4u2use2]

I had a mmf years ago, in college. It really turned me on to suck a dick on my knees and when I looked over the other guy was staring in disbelief while jacking off. They called me a slut and I got wetter

 

[sexysluttyyyy]

Is it normal to society? No.

Is it normal to you? Yes.

It's not illegal and you consent to it, so there's absolutely nothing wrong with it. You don't have to shame yourself over it. Nor does anyone else have the authority to shame you.

Even if you make it into a reality, you still shouldn't shame yourself over it . On the contrary, you've been open minded enough to have the fantasy as well being brave enough to turn fiction into fact.

You have a humiliation kink and and an exhibitionist kink.

Does it happen outside porn? Yes. With planning.

The major caveat, if you (or anyone else) does partake in this kind of thing, you must take precautions by having men on sight that you trust, or even body guards, just in case something goes awry.

Your safety is paramount.

Yes you are absolutely correct and that's what is going on in my mind.

Most of my concern is what would people think about me if they knew I did this or even had this kind of kink. Let alone strangers, but what about friends and family. Will my parents be happy that their daughter has this fantasy of being ravaged by men and be humiliated or degraded in front of a crowd. It would break me just to know if they would feel bad that they didn't raise me the right way.

When none of the above is a concern and somehow I have a way to turn this into a fact, I have the issue of having to gather trustable men who can do this to me and also remain trust worthy to not take it to the worst extreme.

It was nice and promising to read your thoughts to my post.

 

[sexysluttyyyy]

I had a mmf years ago, in college. It really turned me on to suck a dick on my knees and when I looked over the other guy was staring in disbelief while jacking off. They called me a slut and I got wetter

Isn't that what makes any girl sloppy down there.

 

[matureman32]

I had a mmf years ago, in college. It really turned me on to suck a dick on my knees and when I looked over the other guy was staring in disbelief while jacking off. They called me a slut and I got wetter

What a sexy image this bring to mind!

 

[matureman32]

Isn't that what makes any girl sloppy down there.

Sliding my hand in just to check how sloppy.

 

[MasterDarcy]

Yes you are absolutely correct and that's what is going on in my mind.

Most of my concern is what would people think about me if they knew I did this or even had this kind of kink. Let alone strangers, but what about friends and family. Will my parents be happy that their daughter has this fantasy of being ravaged by men and be humiliated or degraded in front of a crowd. It would break me just to know if they would feel bad that they didn't raise me the right way.

When none of the above is a concern and somehow I have a way to turn this into a fact, I have the issue of having to gather trustable men who can do this to me and also remain trust worthy to not take it to the worst extreme.

It was nice and promising to read your thoughts to my post.

Yeah. It's a massive conundrum, the friends and family discovering that their innocent little friend/daughter isn't an innocent little friend/goddaughter at all. Instead, she's she's a sexually depraved whore who gets off on public generation and humiliation and she wants strangers to use her like a peace of meat.

It's not an easy thing to come to terms with, particularly the potential of disappointed and disgusting your parents.

Lets be honest, the bubble we have here is a safe space filled with sexually open minded people. People here will encourage you, accept your kinks and be proud of you.

Hell, I'm proud of you for even admitting it.

Outside the bubble are billions of pious people who live on judgement like humans live on water and nutrients.

One solution to your anonymity dilemma is wearing a full head cover that have holes for your mouth and eyes.

However, that might dilute it for you. I mean, in a best case scenario, you'd more than likely want the crowd to be able to see the anguish and emotions on your face.

Yeah. That's the thing. You don't know who you're inviting if its an open invitation. The body guards or security thing is a good idea.

Google "Public Disgrace porn" as it's full of public sex scenes.

I'm glad you found my post helpful.

 

[sexysluttyyyy]

Yeah. It's a massive conundrum, the friends and family discovering that their innocent little friend/daughter isn't an innocent little friend/goddaughter at all. Instead, she's she's a sexually depraved whore who gets off on public generation and humiliation and she wants strangers to use her like a peace of meat.

It's not an easy thing to come to terms with, particularly the potential of disappointed and disgusting your parents.

Lets be honest, the bubble we have here is a safe space filled with sexually open minded people. People here will encourage you, accept your kinks and be proud of you.

Hell, I'm proud of you for even admitting it.

Outside the bubble are billions of pious people who live on judgement like humans live on water and nutrients.

One solution to your anonymity dilemma is wearing a full head cover that have holes for your mouth and eyes.

However, that might dilute it for you. I mean, in a best case scenario, you'd more than likely want the crowd to be able to see the anguish and emotions on your face.

Yeah. That's the thing. You don't know who you're inviting if its an open invitation. The body guards or security thing is a good idea.

Google "Public Disgrace porn" as it's full of public sex scenes.

I'm glad you found my post helpful.

Discussing this topic with you is making me get everything out which I had liked up since my younger ages. I have never been able to speak with anyone so openly and at the same time share my deepest dark fantasies in a public open forum, where most people are here just to encourage me and stand by me "Even if it was about me degrading myself in front of a large crowd".

Sharing these facts and emotions with you feels more like a conversation which I mostly needed with my dad. But could never talk to him about this and explain what was going inside my head.

Do you still mean my parents are one of such group which I need to neglect when it comes to dark desires which I want to happen in real life? Or you mean I need to keep it a secret from them and keep living my slutty side far away from them.

I've always thought how do girls in porn live life knowing to the fact that their parents, family and even kids will see what kind of humiliating fuck they have experienced and gone through. Will their life ever be the same with the family once this is now for all.

Thanks for giving a suggestion "Public disgrace porn".

 

[OldSoldier96]

Yes you are absolutely correct and that's what is going on in my mind.

Most of my concern is what would people think about me if they knew I did this or even had this kind of kink. Let alone strangers, but what about friends and family. Will my parents be happy that their daughter has this fantasy of being ravaged by men and be humiliated or degraded in front of a crowd. It would break me just to know if they would feel bad that they didn't raise me the right way.

When none of the above is a concern and somehow I have a way to turn this into a fact, I have the issue of having to gather trustable men who can do this to me and also remain trust worthy to not take it to the worst extreme.

It was nice and promising to read your thoughts to my post.

Sounds like you are way in your head too much. Once you can clear that headspace you’ll be good and enjoy being the center of attention and desired by so many.

 

[sexysluttyyyy]

I hope that day comes soon

 

[MasterDarcy]

Discussing this topic with you is making me get everything out which I had liked up since my younger ages. I have never been able to speak with anyone so openly and at the same time share my deepest dark fantasies in a public open forum, where most people are here just to encourage me and stand by me "Even if it was about me degrading myself in front of a large crowd".

Sharing these facts and emotions with you feels more like a conversation which I mostly needed with my dad. But could never talk to him about this and explain what was going inside my head.

Do you still mean my parents are one of such group which I need to neglect when it comes to dark desires which I want to happen in real life? Or you mean I need to keep it a secret from them and keep living my slutty side far away from them.

I've always thought how do girls in porn live life knowing to the fact that their parents, family and even kids will see what kind of humiliating fuck they have experienced and gone through. Will their life ever be the same with the family once this is now for all.

Thanks for giving a suggestion "Public disgrace porn".

Good. I'm glad. Communication is a positive thing and it often helps to process things, even if it's with relative strangers. This is why the therapy and psychiatric industries are such elite and profitable industries.

You should be proud of yourself that you've taken the move to speak about it here. It's courageous. It's definitely a step forward in your process. Even if you don't make it a reality, you've still faced it.

Yeah. I can totally understand that. In an ideal world you'd be able to sit your Dad down and you'd be able to discuss it. Discuss everything with him. Your darkest desires. The conversation would end with him telling you "I'll love you, no matter what." Followed with a great big hug.

I actually don't know. Only you can really answer that one. Do you think they're open minded enough to understand your slutty side and desires?

It's a big ask.

You're an adult, so it's not like you require their consent or permission. But I understand wanting to make parents proud. And telling them this might disgust them.

It's a sensitive situation. If you think they'd be horrified by that side of you, you should probably keep it a dirty little secret.


I've always thought how do girls in porn live life knowing to the fact that their parents, family and even kids will see what kind of humiliating fuck they have experienced and gone through. Will their life ever be the same with the family once this is now for all.

You actually read my mind. I was going to use pornstars as an example and the judgement and persecution they face.

Contrary to popular belief, not all pornstars come from a broken home and are estranged from their parents.

Some are close to their parents and grandparents, etc.

It really depends on the ideology of the family member. Hell, in one instance, a daughter got her Mum into the porn industry and they did scenes together (Sexxxtons)

There was a high profile English pornstar who slept with 1k guys in 12 hours. She received universal condemnation and scorn and ridicule.

Me? I think she's cool.

Even vanilla movie stars deal with some degree of persecution. Heather Graham's Grandmother disowned her for being in "Boogie nights."

Another example is an actress who was in the Disney show "Boy Meets World." (Maitland Ward) She was in hollywood movies. Now she's a hard-core pornstar.

It would be interesting to know what her family thinks of the wild transition from Disney and wholesome to porn.

You'll love it!

 

[aquam34]

After my cross dressing secret was leaked by room mate to another friend of his. We three would occasionally get together. Then that friend again told some other guys in the hostel. A few days later, it was my birthday and we gathered for a small party at home. They gifted me lingerie. I modeled it for them and the party became an orgy where I was watched by the others while I sucked and fucked my two friends. The three other guys watched us while they sipped some drink. They didn't fuck me, but after my room mate and his friend were done. The three guys stepped forward and generously emptied their heavy balls into my waiting mouth.