Bisexual Fantasies

I understand this. I let one guy dick me since we've been married and it's so hard to not let him do it again. Be proud that you're doing the right thing.
It had been a dream of mine for so very long, although I know it would never happen my wife is very vanilla but I do love her and have to fight back every desire to suck cock
 
I understand this. I let one guy dick me since we've been married and it's so hard to not let him do it again. Be proud that you're doing the right thing.
I am but honestly at times I want cock so fucking badly, I once brought up asking my wife to wear a strap-on and she told me it seemed gay to her and even asked me if there was something I wanted to tell her, but my gut told me to back down and not tell her not for my sake but for hers as I know her strict Southern Baptist upbringing would frown on it and I honestly think it would end our marriage and more than devastate her!
 
Oh I get that. Southern Baptist are very strict. I grew up Pentecostal and I deal with the guilt/trauma constantly. My wife is accepting of the community, but I didn't realize it was bi until after we'd been married awhile. I don't want to hurt her and make her feel like she's not enough. It's not that. I love her to death and don't want to hurt her. I just have the urges and desires to do more with others while keeping her safe. I just hope she understands that it's not her fault or anything.
I am but honestly at times I want cock so fucking badly, I once brought up asking my wife to wear a strap-on and she told me it seemed gay to her and even asked me if there was something I wanted to tell her, but my gut told me to back down and not tell her not for my sake but for hers as I know her strict Southern Baptist upbringing would frown on it and I honestly think it would end our marriage and more than devastate her!
 
Oh I get that. Southern Baptist are very strict. I grew up Pentecostal and I deal with the guilt/trauma constantly. My wife is accepting of the community, but I didn't realize it was bi until after we'd been married awhile. I don't want to hurt her and make her feel like she's not enough. It's not that. I love her to death and don't want to hurt her. I just have the urges and desires to do more with others while keeping her safe. I just hope she understands that it's not her fault or anything.
Yeah I hear you there, it's a tough tough burden we carry craving cock and sadly not able to fulfill the urge!
 
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