Bottoming for a really big one

[Escierto]

The other thing about us is she is 5'6" 110 pounds. I am 6'2" 210 pounds. So the whole idea of her dominating and hurting me is a little silly but if it turns her on, why not?

 

[SPARTAN047]

You need someone kind and gentle.

You know what I mean! Exactly right. I need a kind and gentle lover in general though I don't mind some BDSM and humiliation play, or roughness - just not from the get-go.

 

[Escierto]

Oh yes. I think I do. Even if it didn't happen much to me.

I just love being pounded until I'm filled with cum because I want to imagine having my trans Domme's baby. Or just feel full and bred.

The look, taste and smell is so sexy to me. I think that's what led to my sharing and even cuckolding fantasies where a sexy little sissy who could be my lover is held down, pounded like a whore in front of me by a bigger and fatter cock, and filled up in front of me. I have to watch cum dripping out of her arsehole and lick it clean.

Not what I'd want with a real lover but it's sexy to think of receiving it and watching it done to others since I can't top very well, I do get hard and horny for cute arses but I barely ever get to fuck one properly. Most guys I met wanted to fuck me more anyway.

Why don't you ever get to fuck? That should be part of the deal!

 

[SPARTAN047]

The other thing about us is she is 5'6" 110 pounds. I am 6'2" 210 pounds. So the whole idea of her dominating and hurting me is a little silly but if it turns her on, why not?

That's tiny. I'm 5'5" / 165 cm, 80kg since I gained weight during COVID.

It's not impossible. I've had younger women and men or sissies want to dominate my fat arse so I consider it a win. If it's enjoyable, why not give in and let them have their pleasure?

 

[Escierto]

You know what I mean! Exactly right. I need a kind and gentle lover in general though I don't mind some BDSM and humiliation play, or roughness - just not from the get-go.

Of course but someone who is kind and gentle can do the things you like in a way that is not hurtful. My girl teases me about having a smaller cock than her but never in a hurtful way. She knows I love it that she is much bigger so a little teasing is fun for me.

 

[SPARTAN047]

Why don't you ever get to fuck? That should be part of the deal!

Some of them did. However, I don't care that much - I'm attracted to sissy arse to fuck and I don't mind if even my trans Dommes are almost all Top. It's partially my kink of being humiliated for my size anyway and when I tried, I usually was limp and wet. I could only wank myself to hardness. I'm still bottom so no worries.

Not that I don't ever want to Top, but I might not do guys. Just sissy sluts and trans Dommes with sexy fat or petite arses which I can worship and lick clean first.

I have fucked this one person a few times who was gentle, and I can now mostly be hard and penetrate.

 

[Escierto]

That's tiny. I'm 5'5" / 165 cm, 80kg since I gained weight during COVID.

It's not impossible. I've had younger women and men or sissies want to dominate my fat arse so I consider it a win. If it's enjoyable, why not give in and let them have their pleasure?

Yes, indeed. Sometimes she will put her hand around my neck and gently squeeze while she is fucking or reach around and squeeze my nipples. She is always careful not to hurt me though and I actually love it when she does those things.

 

[SPARTAN047]

Of course but someone who is kind and gentle can do the things you like in a way that is not hurtful. My girl teases me about having a smaller cock than her but never in a hurtful way. She knows I love it that she is much bigger so a little teasing is fun for me.

Yes, even if they're teasing and humiliating me a lot there should always be aftercare.

I actually love extreme humiliation, spitting and foot worship, I've done it in cyber chat with some sissies or trans switches. So many times. And I loved them mocking me but they would have wholesome chats with me later.

 

[Escierto]

Some of them did. However, I don't care that much - I'm attracted to sissy arse to fuck and I don't mind if even my trans Dommes are almost all Top. It's partially my kink of being humiliated for my size anyway and when I tried, I usually was limp and wet. I could only wank myself to hardness. I'm still bottom so no worries.

Not that I don't ever want to Top, but I might not do guys. Just sissy sluts and trans Dommes with sexy fat or petite arses which I can worship and lick clean first.

I have fucked this one person a few times who was gentle, and I can now mostly be hard and penetrate.

That person sounds like a good match for you!

 

[SPARTAN047]

Yes, indeed. Sometimes she will put her hand around my neck and gently squeeze while she is fucking or reach around and squeeze my nipples. She is always careful not to hurt me though and I actually love it when she does those things.

That's amazing. I usually had my nipples pinched and pulled during sex or when getting blow jobs.

Blow jobs and rimming are something I like even more than sex now.

 

[SPARTAN047]

That person sounds like a good match for you!

I think so! They're actually a TV but I'm not fussy even if I love sissies and trans Dommes better.

I do have the neighbors who are very dominant and who I used to suck off, so I'm honestly confused about what to do.

 

[Escierto]

That's amazing. I usually had my nipples pinched and pulled during sex or when getting blow jobs.

Blow jobs and rimming are something I like even more than sex now.

That's interesting that someone would do that when sucking you. My girl loves getting sucked off but she can't resist fucking when she sees my ass. Really if I played my cards right, I could get her to fuck me every day. But I know how much she loves it when I suck her so I do.

 

[SPARTAN047]

That's interesting that someone would do that when sucking you. My girl loves getting sucked off but she can't resist fucking when she sees my ass. Really if I played my cards right, I could get her to fuck me every day. But I know how much she loves it when I suck her so I do.

It was sometimes on their knees or during a 69. I'm quite short unlike most people here so they can reach up and tweak my sensitive little nipples.

I've had my arsehole eaten a few times and licked others a bit more but I miss it so much. Everyone's not into it.

I love blow jobs but almost everyone uses too much teeth which is a huge turn off.

 

[Escierto]

It was sometimes on their knees or during a 69. I'm quite short unlike most people here so they can reach up and tweak my sensitive little nipples.

I've had my arsehole eaten a few times and licked others a bit more but I miss it so much. Everyone's not into it.

I love blow jobs but almost everyone uses too much teeth which is a huge turn off.

So right about the teeth! When I first sucked my girl, I had that problem and I really had to work at it a long time to get to where I am now. My girl says that I am the best cocksucker she ever had and she has had a lot!

I rimmed my girl's ass and she absolutely loved it. She was jerking and she had to pull my head up from her ass so I could swallow her load. But we have never done it since!!

 

[SPARTAN047]

So right about the teeth! When I first sucked my girl, I had that problem and I really had to work at it a long time to get to where I am now. My girl says that I am the best cocksucker she ever had and she has had a lot!

I rimmed my girl's ass and she absolutely loved it. She was jerking and she had to pull my head up from her ass so I could swallow her load. But we have never done it since!!

Oh yes. It's so painful and annoying. I'm not saying I was much better but I know to put my lips around my teeth now when I suck a cock and most people are very happy enough with the blow jobs I can give. I can't take even average ones into my mouth though since it's so small. I'm chubby but small in most other features so maybe that's why most people want to fuck me as a bottom.

That's very disappointing, I hope you do it a lot more. Almost anyone I rimmed loved it. They were shaking all over and jerking off, or I was stroking their cocks while licking their arseholes. They'd usually shove my face into their arses or try to sit on my face to get a better rimming, and this was before I was much good at it.

I think they just liked the idea of a chubby dusky sissy who would do whatever they wanted, even licking arseholes, and being a nasty little girl for them.

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Sometimes it's more exciting to have someone do nasty sex acts to, with or for you as opposed to having someone who is actually skilled and competent at sex along with dirty sex acts.

It can be very enjoyable to have someone who's younger or smaller who is willing to let you train them in nasty sex acts even if they can't do it the way you want.

Competence can be learned but willingness can be hard to come by.

 

[Escierto]

Your last sentence. So right!

 

[SPARTAN047]

Your last sentence. So right!

Oh yes. The more kinks and dirty sex I've started to explore, I've realized it's so difficult to find someone on the same page as you for your fantasies. And unfortunately they might not share all your fantasies or just a few, but even if they're willing to try kinks you don't have in common, they might get snatched up by someone who's more like them or perhaps won't want to try your fetishes one day. It's scary to lose an open minded person like that and you have to be very careful.

 

[Escierto]

Oh yes. The more kinks and dirty sex I've started to explore, I've realized it's so difficult to find someone on the same page as you for your fantasies. And unfortunately they might not share all your fantasies or just a few, but even if they're willing to try kinks you don't have in common, they might get snatched up by someone who's more like them or perhaps won't want to try your fetishes one day. It's scary to lose an open minded person like that and you have to be very careful.

Yes, indeed. This is exactly why I talked to hundreds of trans girls when I was looking. In chats and on cam day after day. From the first time I talked to her she and I were on the same page and her desires were my desires.

You are right. It's very rare to find that synch between two people.

 

[SPARTAN047]

Yes, indeed. This is exactly why I talked to hundreds of trans girls when I was looking. In chats and on cam day after day. From the first time I talked to her she and I were on the same page and her desires were my desires.

You are right. It's very rare to find that synch between two people.

It took me hundreds of online chat forums, trans women, men, women, or anyone intersex to even find FWBs. Glad you found what you wanted emotionally and physically.

I found what I wanted physically with some guys or TVs, but not emotionally - we'll see when.

 

[kccasey]

Spartan and Escierto, your exchange here is very enlightening. Also very hot lol. I wonder where Spartan is from, you speak about everyone here being rough fuck. I wonder how you are getting so much dick. I have been looking, replying to ads, and am not having any luck in finding an FWB.
I liked the talk about teeth during a blow job. I have been told I have a problem about scraping my teeth on cock. I have not had very much experience sucking cock. Probably only sucked 3 or 4 ever. I practice on dildos to take them deep, but they don't care if I scrape my teeth, lol. I have found that as I really get into sucking my dildo, I get very horny and take it harder and harder, impaling my throat. Still love getting it in the ass more though.
One day I hope to find a lover to do all the things with me I so crave.
Oh, rimming, only done that to my wife once, and once with a TS. Have you ever gotten ill from licking ass? Of course it must be clean, but still, I worry about that.

 

[Escierto]

I have never gotten sick from licking my girl's ass nor from my own. There have been a few times her cock has been in my ass and then she has pulled out and I sucked her cock. So I have never gotten sick from the infamous ass to mouth!

 

[SPARTAN047]

Spartan and Escierto, your exchange here is very enlightening. Also very hot lol.

Glad you like it, I'm not specifically hot in appearance so I have to turn up the heat with my words.

I wonder where Spartan is from, you speak about everyone here being rough fuck. I wonder how you are getting so much dick. I have been looking, replying to ads, and am not having any luck in finding an FWB.

Very sorry to hear that. I'm in the EU but I don't want to say where in the public forums. PM me if you're still curious. I'm not getting that much dick, I was a bit wild for a while since I lost my virginity very late. Then I mostly stopped a few years ago since I was so tired of one night stands and being used. I still go out and can get some in adult clubs, but I try my hardest to look for sissies and trans girls only. I'm no longer that interested in men or women. There might be exceptions. Also, some dicks I got were several repeat performances.

I was still groped in my younger years but no real sex. It's hard to say - Craigslist is possible, and Fabguys / Fabswingers is another possibility if you want to try.

I liked the talk about teeth during a blow job. I have been told I have a problem about scraping my teeth on cock. I have not had very much experience sucking cock. Probably only sucked 3 or 4 ever. I practice on dildos to take them deep, but they don't care if I scrape my teeth, lol. I have found that as I really get into sucking my dildo, I get very horny and take it harder and harder, impaling my throat. Still love getting it in the ass more though.

I'm sure you'd learn. I knew that could happen so after seeing porn actresses, I learned to cover my teeth with my lips or keep my mouth open. It's very tough due to my small mouth. I kind of prefer arse fucking if it's not too harsh.

One day I hope to find a lover to do all the things with me I so crave.

You will if you really want to.

Oh, rimming, only done that to my wife once, and once with a TS. Have you ever gotten ill from licking ass? Of course it must be clean, but still, I worry about that.

I've not done it with a TS, maybe once? I did it with a lot of TVs and men. No, I've never been ill from licking arseholes, but that might be because of where I come from. I live in the EU but I'm from Asia and most of us have to have stomachs of steel. We live in third world, polluted and dangerous environments, so we can resist some dirt and disease up to a point. Just not cold.

I have actually licked dirty arseholes and I didn't get much into them, I just did it on the outside. I had to clean up one of them myself. He was a much older guy so I didn't complain, but of course avoid the literal arseholes which are very dirty. You could use a dental dam but it's like putting a condom on for a blow job. I don't like it and nor do my former lovers, I enjoy the screaming and moaning they do when I lick their arseholes while jerking those fat cocks.

 

[SPARTAN047]

I have never gotten sick from licking my girl's ass nor from my own. There have been a few times HRT cock has been in my ass and then she has pulled out and I sucked her cock. So I have never gotten sick from the infamous ass to mouth!

Great. Appreciate the confirmation, I did some arse to mouth but it was very quick, I didn't suck it clean fully so I'm happy you don't necessarily get ill from a cock which was in your arsehole. I'd love to try it. Even two.

 

[kccasey]

Spartan, thank you for your response. Really appreciate your input. I see Escieto talked about ATM. I have done that with my dildo's when I was really feeling slutty. Of course I had cleaned very well with enema ahead of time, as I was planning on doing it. Did not get sick. I did get well and truly fucked that day, rode that cock to an amazing orgasm. Then sucked it balls deep like I was thanking it for such a hot fuck. Made me choke and gag, but I did't mind.

 

[SPARTAN047]

Spartan, thank you for your response. Really appreciate your input.

Anytime. I hope it helped. I haven't had as much sex as you might think from my posts, but I think I do have some okay ideas. I was a bit of a slut in some ways.

I see Escieto talked about ATM. I have done that with my dildo's when I was really feeling slutty. Of course I had cleaned very well with enema ahead of time, as I was planning on doing it. Did not get sick. I did get well and truly fucked that day, rode that cock to an amazing orgasm. Then sucked it balls deep like I was thanking it for such a hot fuck. Made me choke and gag, but I did't mind.

Sounds very hot and maybe you can use that as fodder for your personal ads. That's what guys want to see and hear, I'm sure, and maybe some women if you're into them. You could promise a lot of sexy time.