Breathe!

[Sinseria]

Pray for Me

Pray for Me



Pray for me my demons
Pray for all my sins.
One day they will take me
Claiming my darkness within.

For all my secrets
I’ve kept forever still,
Buried within my soul,
Every burden untold.

One day they will come to call,
To extract such bitter vengeance,
On the depravity of my weary heart

Stripped, barren
Chained upon the crucifix
For the rosary of my sinful soul;
The passions!
The power!
The pains!
The desires of the damned

And upon the flesh will come
As retribution to the condemned
Flayed as the reckoning,
To silence my wretched mind.

The path of life
...so unclear …
For the tainted and broken.
The death of mortal dreams,
Shamed as the un-forgiven.
To appease the fates of redemption

Another drop of mortal blood,
Suspended eternally through time.
For they will always know …
The darkened penance
Priced upon my soul.

 

[Sinseria]

Fertility

well was going to be for UYS fertility contest but you guys would guess it was me so ...i am going to post it here and go back to the writing board ...as this one turned out well not as was expected ...but I think it came out good and well yup ok ! as always critiques welcome!



Fertility


Come forth,
My wanton vulture of need
Trespass the whispers
Of forbidden dreams

Lace in truth
The demons of desire
To tame the beast
That severs me

Chain with malice
The deficiency of my mind
Carve your scarlet throne of fame
Upon my tethered soul of shame

Desecrate the sweetened cherries
Ripened on the broken blade
To humble my blackened heart
On your prismatic pedestal of pain

Lay upon life
As my demons to be
Claimed on bended knee
Rebirthed in their fertility

 

[JanneE]

Natures Loving Embrace


When the river
In all its glory
Calls you home

And you are
Nothing more than a lost child
Upon the bridge of time

As you stand in recollection
To childhood dreams of innocence
In a life you once knew

Taken into a realm of memories
Scented of sweet honeycombs
Lingering in the moistened air
Seeping and coursing in your mind
Flavored and stilled upon your lips
With the salted taste of walnuts
In the whims of remembrance
Of your lost forest home

Watching the raging rivers bellow
Flows rushing of power and fascination
Swirling as electric veins of icy current
Uncontrollable to the mortal man
Bound to natures tempered womb

Whilst you close your eyes
Lulled in a trance of time
Of childhood innocence lost

As you hear life’s longing call
Bound in the crashing waves
Whispering from the waterfall
As a voice deep and sublime
Raging in passions
Surging from the rapids
And the crashing of your mind
As it beckons for you
And only you

“Come play with me
Let my icy wet water
Warm and cleanse your flesh
Let me drown your pain
Within my womb
Be one with me
Free of sin and shame
Come home with me”

Tempted in fate
The water calls your name
Welcomed and accepted
In natures loving embrace

That's good. You don't need to edit that.

 

[Sinseria]

Decaying of Yesterdays

sight: rain
sound: sea
scent: lavender
touch: steal
taste: gravel


Decaying of Yesterdays



Walked the world today
Entrancing luscious scents
Carried in the winds from afar
Perfumed of lavender stilled in the air

I opened the doors of my soul
Felt the sun wake my mind
Caressed in its rays of intensity
As its warmth to weave
The parting of reality

Exposed my darkened heart
As if to dry the timid tears
Falling in disgrace
In sheets of flurried rain

To the wrath of a mortal’s will
Shrieking into an endless sea
Roaring in its rage
Crying out in its misery

Sheered in its complacence
As daggers to my stolen destiny
Purifying my bleeding flesh
Stealing with tempered kisses
To mend an empty soul of death

Poisoned to taste
As the gravel upon my lips
Laced as candied blood
Salivating in its tears
To the decaying of yesterdays

 

[Sinseria]

Wish to Be

Wish to Be


Entrancing
Hesitant the flames
Of a longing soul

Flickering
Swaying the darkness
Weaving as a tindered breath of lust

Pulsating
Seducing in shadows
Alluring as passions to desire

Provoking
Willing the pendulum
Enticing reality to dreams

Tantalizing
Tearing between me
Tempting what it is I could be

Bewitching
Claiming what it is
I wish to be

 

[Sinseria]

Ties to Bind

Ties to Bind
https://soundcloud.com/sinseria/ties-to-bind


Sorrows fall like acid rain
When fear and faith combine

As eyes become blind
And they can no longer see
The kaleidoscope of dreams

Paled in the tears of time
Shadowed by the heart
In fear you reside
Forever, denied

The crimson tears
Sting your broken mind
As salt and vinegar to your lie
Or is it the truth inside

Broken and alone
Forgotten in time
As faith to die

When your lies become truths
And your truths become lies
And your lies become
The ties to bind

 

[Sinseria]

Ties to Bind


Sorrows fall like acid rain
When fear and faith combine

As eyes become blind
And they can no longer see
The kaleidoscope of dreams

Paled in the tears of time
Shadowed by the heart
In fear you reside
Forever, denied

The crimson tears
Sting your broken mind
As salt and vinegar to your lie
Or is it the truth inside

Broken and alone
Forgotten in time
As faith to die

When your lies become truths
And your truths become lies
And your lies become
The ties to bind

hmmmmmm you guys think the salt and vinegar line is to cliché?

 

[Sinseria]

Ready to Survive

Ready to Survive

https://soundcloud.com/sinseria/ready-to-survive


There is a hunger
A starvation of need
That lies across the wasted world

Echoing in displeasure
As pestilence to the regime of life
Coursing as the nectar of dreams
Racing against necessity

Decaying in its deprivation
Stripped from its earthly branches
Rotting, soured in stagnation
As the seedless fruits of man

Famished
As the Mistress of Fate
Crying from the shielded heavens
To the veiled eyes of man

The heart of starvation
Dying in a bloodlust
Wanting and waiting
Ready to survive

 

[Sinseria]

Empty Life

Empty Life



Sorrow seeps from her soul
Falling as candied tears in her darkness
Shattering in her bloodied solitude

In that one moment
That second of pristine clarity
To see the blood of her life
Living and alive
Thriving
In the emptiness of existence
To tame the beast
That condemns with vengeance
The disease of her mind

Her pain splayed
Across a million poems
Crucified
In verses and rhymes
Line after line
Bleeding from one
To the next
And back again
As if it could ease her trepid soul

Forsaken
To hold her reigns
And erase with rage
The void of her tethered dreams
Chained to the heart
Of her empty life

 

[Sinseria]

Texture of Life

sight: waves
sound: tires popping on gravel
scent: poenies
touch: talcum powder
taste: apple sauce

Texture of Life

Built my soul of steel
From the rubble of stones
A cobblestone blanket
Of talcum powder
To enshroud my heart

Raced the night
In lies of a happy ride
Swerving on graveled roads
To the BANG of popping tires
Resonating with the smoke and debris
Trailing in the midnight air
As an anvil to my beaten soul

Covered the crack on the windshield
Tempered to the flying stones
To hide the shattering veins of shame
With some ancient scratch n sniff sticker
Man made mechanical scents of peonies
Mildewed with age
As a self made mask
To the aroma of my broken ways

Watched the sea of people
The waves of lost souls
On the side roads of my life
Counting down my damnation
As if some ancient memory
Carving my pain
To the gods unknown

Candied my soured soul
To flavor my life lies
Laced my lips with applesauce
A sweetened tang of cinnamon and spice
To hide the texture of life

 

[Sinseria]

I think those words on that challenge were hard for me to write this 5 sense poem challenge ...but I think final outcome ...hehe after edits and revisions this morning ...think it came out good ...that was a good challenge for me


as always any critique is most welcome!!!

 

[Sinseria]

Here for the Beat

sight: ID card of some kind
sound: foreign language rock
scent: flowers
touch: terrycloth
taste: soap of some sort


Here for the Beat


She flashed her card at the door
Some pristine picture perfect ID
From the school down the street

Some catholic school girl on retreat
Squealing to the sounds of blasphemy
Ripping from the guitar
Some foreign language of rock
As liquid fire to her feminine wilds

They didn’t see no ID
Just some outstretched terry cloth cleavage
Poking through the leather tidings
Dressed like some hooker on heels
Lookin for a score

No flower scented rosaries
Or honey suckle flavored fucking soap
Was going to save her soul
She was here for the beat

 

[Sinseria]

I think these weird like challenges are making me write way foreign !!!!! ....PS no im not catholic ...just what came to my head when I read the challenge words

 

[Sinseria]

Raw Emptiness

sight: tears
sound: scraping
scent: bodywash
touch: something spongy
taste: vinegar



Raw Emptiness



There she sits
An alabaster silhouette
Tethered to a blackened heart
Of liquid gold

Vinegared chardonnay
Drowning her moistened lips
Swaying her porcelain flesh
With mirth and malice
Absorbing as a natural sponge
To the crimson rain
Of a thousand tears

Shadows line her walls
Figurines of her mind
One by one
Two by two
Screaming with caress
On her elixir black scented flesh
Clawing and scraping
Pleading with duress
In a lipstick soul
Of raw emptiness

 

[Sinseria]

Fertility challenge

It is said
Spring is where
All life began

Whispered as a lullaby
in a song of ancient lore
as a season of fantasy

Where tales are told
about the Mother of Love
and the birthing of the sun

To waken from sleep
and longing dreams
from the tales of winters told

To rekindle with verses
the blossoms of life
and the hearth of love

Held in the soothing rains
caressed in the cooling breeze of spring
and humbled to the warming kiss of the sun

To arise in union
with the buzzing of bumble bees
and fluttering of humming birds

Softened with sweet kisses
upon the nectar of the mornings dew
of life birthed anew

To feel as lover’s do
and taste the fevered spices
in a season of creation

As it is said
that the very air breathes
as fertility.






Held in hate
we broke the world.

The heart of life
has died in its complacency.
Weakened in its atrocity
a mass of crumbled society

Diffident in faith
man has defined.
Rued in fear
unjustified.

Erupted in war
condemned our humanity
and abandoned our souls
as the helpless and weak.

Cast aside all judgment
bestowed by the will of man
And remember your dreams
to fly beyond the trepid skies of reality

Open your mind to believe
look beyond the destroyed.
Past the shattered image of man
forget the heart of fear and live.

Only you can mend the broken world
Only you can heal the human race
Within you and only you resides
the fertility of life.

 

[Sinseria]

The Forgotten

The Forgotten


Silent secrets
In centuries gone
Held as destiny
On the wings of hell

The eyes of time
Crawling as demons
On snow covered trees
Of forsaken fantasies

Forbidden as ecstasy
As the broken drums
In the devil’s blasphemy

Mark the stand
And let it fall
The crowning of love
In centuries untold

As if the heart
Can hide
What the mind
Denies

Silent
As a promise
Never spoken

The glory of love
Silenced
As the forgotten

 

[Sinseria]

Oppression of Self

Oppression of Self


Words of acid
Salivating from the lips
Dripping as the blood of life

Drip

Drip

Defining the mind
As poison to self

Isolated in salvation
Behind its beaten cage
Raging as a beast
In starvation of need

Tethered and chained
Broken and splayed
as chattel
To the terms of life

The edging of wills
As manacles of freedom
To the demented soul
Beset in the image of self

Truth of the damned
Defining normalcy
Confined in societies
Oppression of self

 

[Sinseria]

Wishful Lie

Wishful Lie



It’s a fine line you walk
When you are the damned

Battling with vengeance
The conscious of your mind
The rights and wrongs
As the guilt bound
Swaying on the pendulum
To your tethered soul

Is it to love
To live
To taste of life
Perhaps it is to die
For the actions of one
To condone the need

Where is the heart
When the mind never gives
When the demons rage
With mirth and malice
To the fool in your stead

Helpless as a naive child
As your mind screams
Why?
What fool am I
To believe such a wishful lie

 

[Sinseria]

Rule of Man

Rule of Man



An epitome of distress
Lain on the alter
Chained in desire
As an offering of flesh

Veiled in darkness
Shadowed by branded candles
As prayers of enticement
Giving life to the stillness
Caressing the walls

A simple breath of hesitation
To shroud the temptation
A whisper stilled in silence
To the deep wake of wills

The altering of reality
By the feral taction of touch
Coiled around the body
As desires of needed lust

Parting the famished
Feeding in the lasting darkness
As lips to saver the salted brine
Of human flesh

As the offering is set
Imposing with authority
To the rule of man

 

[Sinseria]

A Reason to Live

A Reason to Live


Somber are the dreams
Painted in dismay
The bleak colors of the grave
Lining the walls of my soul
As a picture frame

I walked the quiet calm of the night
Trailing tears of remembrance
Through the graveyard of life

A secondary home
In the austere stone catacombs
The sanctuary for our weary souls

In a mist of rainbowed roses
Decaying on the wooded earth
Placed in homage to a fallen friend
Softened petals dancing with grace
As a comfort to those who lay
In their burial place

Ancient stones lined in love
Placed as keepers of time
Their memoirs carved in blood
Simple names and dates
In the birth and death of life
Read as a choir to the dead
Remembrance of a fallen friend

Isolation in the grave
Even in death feels no pain
For we will met again
In the afterlife of death
Until then my friend

To those who live
I pray you grab hold
To something more
Than the wills
Of our somber souls
And find in life
A reason to live

 

[Sinseria]

The Mind

The Mind


Write with me
In a hunger undefined
In verse and rhyme

Read with me
The syllabus defined
Line after line

Lay with me
In a release of the confined
As words frozen in time

Grace with me
In raw emotions combined
The power of the mind

A wielder of words
The simple power unrefined
Lying dormant in the mind

 

[Sinseria]

I am off to paint guys ....my brain is fried ...pfffffttt ... happy writings hehe

 

[Sinseria]

Hope for Me?

Hope for Me?


The price for life
Deaths unbridled ecstasy
Released from the pain
Of a broken mind

Sorrows seep
From the soul of life
Bleeding through dreams
And the heart unrefined

A mere victim
To the blood of time
A never ending plague
Stricken without end

A darkened path
Of a fool’s design
Self-inflicted neuropathy
Left alone to die

As deaths despair
Welcomes me
I wonder, truly
Could there ever be
Hope for me?

 

[Sinseria]

Acceptance of Self

Acceptance of Self



Beauty fades with age
Trust with time
As all things lie

And the heart lives
Only to die
Treading pools of acid
Fighting to stay alive

Bestowed
As the greatest crime
The unwilling captive
Bent against time

Another year today
A self encrusted lie
Encased around the heart
To save the mind
Lost in a battle of lies

Temptation cries true
On the edge of a broken blade
Sheathed in the heart
As its only home

To stay

When friend becomes foe
Truth becomes lie
And all you want to do

Is die

The galvanized steel
Reinforced by truth of self
Remains sacred as the Holy Grail
In precision of itself

Not as friend or foe
But deliverance in truth
And acceptance of self

 

[Sinseria]

https://soundcloud.com/sinseria/acceptance-of-self