Chaos... to be continued

[MsNatalie99]

Nag me into doing ny morning routine?

C'mon Strix! Let's get this shit poppin! Channel your inner Owl! You're ass kicker

 

[MsNatalie99]

I count on Mom coming today... Just so embarrassed about not getting more done already.

Possitive thinking! It's not what you've done, it's what you're about to do, and what you're about to do is make this move your bitch!

 

[MsNatalie99]

Nag me into doing ny morning routine?

Now, you are the same Strix who sold your house, and bought the apartment you'd had your eyes on within 48hrs. You're a fucking BADASS! So, drink your tea, and kick some ass!

 

[Strixaluco]

Now, you are the same Strix who sold your house, and bought the apartment you'd had your eyes on within 48hrs. You're a fucking BADASS! So, drink your tea, and kick some ass!

I am also the same little who had problems sleeping during the 1-2 weeks following that, when things weren't clear yet... And moving is worse.

 

[MsNatalie99]

I am also the same little who had problems sleeping during the 1-2 weeks following that, when things weren't clear yet... And moving is worse.

So that was then. New day! Year of the owl. You can focus on the bad, or you can stand up and start packing. Put your doubts into boxes, put your fears into boxes, because you don't need them right now. You can pick those back up when get where you're going!

 

[Strixaluco]

So that was then. New day! Year of the owl. You can focus on the bad, or you can stand up and start packing. Put your doubts into boxes, put your fears into boxes, because you don't need them right now. You can pick those back up when get where you're going!

Where can I find a box tight enough to keep my tiredness and depression symptoms?

 

[MsNatalie99]

Where can I find a box tight enough to keep my tiredness and depression symptoms?

I don't know. But you can try, or you can give up. I can't choose for you. I'm rooting for you. I believe in you. You've got to do the same

 

[LexxRuthless]

Where can I find a box tight enough to keep my tiredness and depression symptoms?

I think I found the box you need:

Climb in, Zap! Go get 'em, tiger!

 

[Strixaluco]

I don't know. But you can try, or you can give up. I can't choose for you. I'm rooting for you. I believe in you. You've got to do the same

Well that's the whole problem. From fighting and escaping my brain is trying to choose the escape.

 

[MsNatalie99]

Well that's the whole problem. From fighting and escaping my brain is trying to choose the escape.

Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

And you, my father, there on the sad height,
Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

 

[MsNatalie99]

“The man who says he can, and the man who says he can’t are both correct.”

Confucius

I for one say you can!

 

[MsNatalie99]

Well that's the whole problem. From fighting and escaping my brain is trying to choose the escape.

Get on youtube, look up
*Eye of the Tiger
*Push it to the Limit
*I've got the Power
*You're the Best Around
*Can't Stop Me Now
and pump yourself up while you work

 

[Strixaluco]

Get on youtube, look up
*Eye of the Tiger
*Push it to the Limit
*I've got the Power
*You're the Best Around
*Can't Stop Me Now
and pump yourself up while you work

Would have the opposite effect right now... I think I would just need to feel safe at the moment.

 

[LexxRuthless]

Well that's the whole problem. From fighting and escaping my brain is trying to choose the escape.

I was going to threaten you with a spanking if you didn't get to work, but I learned the hard way what happens around here when I do that...

 

[MsNatalie99]

Would have the opposite effect right now... I think I would just need to feel safe at the moment.

You keep speaking death. Right now... out loud say: "I got this!" No buts, no I think or I hope, say "I got this shit!"

 

[MsNatalie99]

I was going to threaten you with a spanking if you didn't get to work, but I learned the hard way what happens around here when I do that...

There's always a line

 

[MsNatalie99]

@Strixaluco here's some incentive for you

Well, that got me up.... or at least part of me

 

[Daisy_Love]

Happy 4th of July to you across the pond

 

[MsNatalie99]

Happy 4th of July to you across the pond

Good morning Daisy

 

[MsNatalie99]

@Strixaluco here's some incentive for you

I'm gonna keep Magnum PI here.... for um.... reasons.

 

[LexxRuthless]

I'm gonna keep Magnum PI here.... for um.... reasons.

The coincidence is unreal. My wife was binge-watching the old Magnum, P.I. episodes yesterday. I walked in to ask her something, but glanced over and saw Tom Selleck standing out in the lawn next to his shiny red car in what appeared to be boxers. I cocked my head, wondering, "Wait, are those just horrible 80s swim trunks?"
TOTALLY forgot what I was going to ask my wife, and of course she had to needle me for getting distracted by Magnum P.I. in boxers.

 

[Strixaluco]

hopefully you see that we try and do our best to help you do what must be done because we like you quite much

I do Just I feel like nothings getting through, I'm not reacting normally...

 

[MsNatalie99]

The coincidence is unreal. My wife was binge-watching the old Magnum, P.I. episodes yesterday. I walked in to ask her something, but glanced over and saw Tom Selleck standing out in the lawn next to his shiny red car in what appeared to be boxers. I cocked my head, wondering, "Wait, are those just horrible 80s swim trunks?"
TOTALLY forgot what I was going to ask my wife, and of course she had to needle me for getting distracted by Magnum P.I. in boxers.

Happens to the best of us. Sellek's hay day was before my time, but I still own the complete Magnum PI series on VHS and blu-ray just because He's so damn hot

 

[MsNatalie99]

I do Just I feel like nothings getting through, I'm not reacting normally...

Innactivity will only make it worse. Dwelling will only make it worse. The best thing you can do is to occupy your hands and mind with something productive. I'm telling you as a friend and a psychology major, you gotta put yourself in motion

 

[Daisy_Love]

Innactivity will only make it worse. Dwelling will only make it worse. The best thing you can do is to occupy your hands and mind with something productive. I'm telling you as a friend and a psychology major, you gotta put yourself in motion

Agreed, distraction, distraction, distraction. And sometimes that ‘fake it to make it’ comes in handy too. Think about the things you do have, that you’re grateful for rather than dwelling on the negative x