Cheska's House of random.

[Cheska]

I think I am becoming depressed very slowly.

I know why and I used to feel guilty about it, which is really very stupid.

I am alone. Ok, I have my friends offline an On.
And I can go out an enjoy myself..
but.. at the end of the day, when it's all done.. I am alone.. an I am starting to hate it..

I felt guilty because I thought I was not being faithful to Big Daddy, but he would want me to move on and find someone.
He even told me so a few months before he passed away.. to not let lonelyness consume me..

I am glad I do have people to talk with an share..

I miss you Big Daddy.

 

[Cheska]

Role Play/Story idea:

More RP.

This goes against my grain in many ways and yet, my mind keeps coming back to it, Vail did not help...


I 'Think' I want to try an play a Victim of Forced Bondage D/s.
I want it to be completely organic in approach an such.. no pre-concieved idea of out come.. just two people making a characters and the idea is that
A: The victim will come to love the life she has been forced into.
B: Hates it an will try to escape.
C: .. not sure what C would be..

I dislike this because it's effectively the "I was raped, but liked it anyway." trope, used far too often in Anime and erotic stories.

 

[Vail_Indigo]

Role Play/Story idea:

More RP.

This goes against my grain in many ways and yet, my mind keeps coming back to it, Vail did not help...


I 'Think' I want to try an play a Victim of Forced Bondage D/s.
I want it to be completely organic in approach an such.. no pre-concieved idea of out come.. just two people making a characters and the idea is that
A: The victim will come to love the life she has been forced into.
B: Hates it an will try to escape.
C: .. not sure what C would be..

I dislike this because it's effectively the "I was raped, but liked it anyway." trope, used far too often in Anime and erotic stories.

I am SO very torn on non-con stories.
I can't help that I find them hot, but yes, its always the "liked it, eventually" thing, which is SO against what happens in the real world.
I hate it even more when they call them 'rape' stories.
It bugs the fuck out of my (very significant) feminist views.

 

[Cheska]

I am SO very torn on non-con stories.
I can't help that I find them hot, but yes, its always the "liked it, eventually" thing, which is SO against what happens in the real world.
I hate it even more when they call them 'rape' stories.
It bugs the fuck out of my (very significant) feminist views.

I agree with you.
I have even had arguments with one ass who explained that Women who have been assaulted, become promiscuous later in life.

I punched him hard enough to knock him on his ass..

 

[Vail_Indigo]

I agree with you.
I have even had arguments with one ass who explained that Women who have been assaulted, become promiscuous later in life.

I punched him hard enough to knock him on his ass..

Good.
The way society minimizes rape is horrible.
Rape jokes? On normal TV? Really?

 

[Cheska]

Good.
The way society minimizes rape is horrible.
Rape jokes? On normal TV? Really?

A friend of mine walked out on a gathering one night.
I can't remember the show, but the comedians were making rape jokes left an right.

She had been assualted by her first boy friend when she was young.. so it's not a joke to her in any way.
When I hear comedians start to make rape jokes.. I watch something else..

I think that is the biggest reason I like Dennis Leery an Robin Williams, they never had to stoop that low and Dennis is a right Bastard, but he has standards.

Now I am even less inclined to do this RP..

 

[Vail_Indigo]

A friend of mine walked out on a gathering one night.
I can't remember the show, but the comedians were making rape jokes left an right.

She had been assualted by her first boy friend when she was young.. so it's not a joke to her in any way.
When I hear comedians start to make rape jokes.. I watch something else..

I think that is the biggest reason I like Dennis Leery an Robin Williams, they never had to stoop that low and Dennis is a right Bastard, but he has standards.

Now I am even less inclined to do this RP..

Will Farrel really disappoints me in this context.
Its all a part of whats called 'Rape Culture'

 

[Cheska]

Will Farrel really disappoints me in this context.
Its all a part of whats called 'Rape Culture'

I never found him funny to begin with.. I honestly can't see why he is so popular.

 

[Vail_Indigo]

I never found him funny to begin with.. I honestly can't see why he is so popular.

There's a certain surreality to him that I like.
But once I started realizing...
*sigh*

Hey...
you are a good girl.
I just wanted to say that.

 

[Cheska]

There's a certain surreality to him that I like.
But once I started realizing...
*sigh*

Hey...
you are a good girl.
I just wanted to say that.

*hugs tight* Thank you very much Vail. I hope we can get in an RP together some time. You share a lot of my interest.. I just hope I don't disapoint.

I think I have become a bit lazy with a thread or two..

 

[Vail_Indigo]

*hugs tight* Thank you very much Vail. I hope we can get in an RP together some time. You share a lot of my interest.. I just hope I don't disapoint.

I think I have become a bit lazy with a thread or two..

holds close
I know you won't...except for the lazy
grins and kisse3s the top of your head

 

[Cheska]

holds close
I know you won't...except for the lazy
grins and kisse3s the top of your head

hehe

 

[Cheska]

Building a character, a Modern day wizard .. I was inspired by the beloved Luna and I am almost ready to post the character.
Please note: I call her a Wizard, not a Wizardess because adding ess to the end looks stupid.

Wizard was at one time, a gender neutral term, then the 19th an 20th century came along and we started labeling the shit out of everything.

just my two cents.

But.. I wonder if she should have a familiar an what kind...

 

[Cheska]

Books I want to read.
By Simon R. Green.

Something from the Nightside
Agents of Light and Darkness
Nightingale's Lament
Hex and the City
Paths not Taken
Sharper than a Serpent's Tooth
Hell to Pay
The Unnatural Inquirer
Just Another Judgement Day
The Good, the Bad, and the Uncanny
A Hard Day's Knight
The Bride Wore Black Leather

by jim Butcher.

The series.

 

[Cheska]

I just had an idea an it seems cool.. and weird.. Cheska halfling written as a Modern fantasy character.. a Halfling in Chicago?...


Hmmm.

 

[Cheska]

I have seen a Star Wars thread, a Star Trek thread, a V:tM and Exalted thread.. I wonder what else there is.

Luna talked about the Nightside by S.R. Green..

I wonder if anyone is crazy enough to toss out a Lovecraft themed thread?
Sort of glad there are no Naruto threads.. that would be.. odd.

 

[Cheska]

Totally weird idea: Star Trek themed RP.

Alien Star Ship where the dominate race base their whole culture on a D/s lifestyle.

How would the Federation cope?

 

[Nightfreak]

Totally weird idea: Star Trek themed RP.

Alien Star Ship where the dominate race base their whole culture on a D/s lifestyle.

How would the Federation cope?

That would be very interesting...not a blend you see alot of.

 

[Cheska]

That would be very interesting...not a blend you see alot of.

no, not at all. A web comic called Collar 6 explores a world where D/s fetsih is a way of life the world over.

I stopped reading it as the villain became rather mary sue..

 

[Nightfreak]

no, not at all. A web comic called Collar 6 explores a world where D/s fetsih is a way of life the world over.

I stopped reading it as the villain became rather mary sue..

I use to follow stng but that's about all. Right now I'm all about doctor who....

 

[Cheska]

I use to follow stng but that's about all. Right now I'm all about doctor who....

Doctor Who is one of the most awesome shows ever.. EVER! O_O

 

[Nightfreak]

Doctor Who is one of the most awesome shows ever.. EVER! O_O

Yeah I know I have been watching it for about a year now. I love it.

 

[Cheska]

Yeah I know I have been watching it for about a year now. I love it.

If you use Netflix, check some of the old Dr.who with Tom Baker as the Doctor.

 

[Nightfreak]

If you use Netflix, check some of the old Dr.who with Tom Baker as the Doctor.

Yeah I need to redo my Netflix. But I do love the doctor... I was not to keen on the new one but I am starting to enjoy him as the doctor.

 

[Cheska]

Yeah I need to redo my Netflix. But I do love the doctor... I was not to keen on the new one but I am starting to enjoy him as the doctor.

well, every new Doctor goes through a breaking in period.. people thought Christopher was too sexy or mean, that David was too young an that Matt is a bit flighty.. each is the Doctor because the Doctor is not a constant.. he is ever changing..I love it.