Confessions of a new cocksucker

I get what you guys are saying and I find this community has far more compassion, tolerance, and understanding than most others. I felt sorry for the guy and went back to the app he was on to say yes, let's exchange blowjobs. He deleted his account and am afraid someone less kind than I said something hurtful to him. Pity

One of the key questions you need to answer as a cocksucker is, "Am I doing this for my pleasure, or for my partner's pleasure?" Either answer is acceptable, but each has implications and consequences. I consider myself a pleasure giver. Most of the time, when I pleasure someone orally and swallow their load, I don't receive the same treatment from them. In fact, I usually don't have an ejaculation during a good cocksucking session, and that's more than OK: when I see their eyes roll back and hear their sounds of pleasure, when their cocks become so sensitive from the pleasure that it turns into pain, when I see the look of gratitude in their eyes, I've received my reward. That may sound hokey, but I suspect I'm not the only one who gets as much pleasure from a good service session as I would get from cumming. My whole body responds and glows with satisfaction. It's hard to describe: others here may do better.
 
I understand perfectly well. A few years back I got very sick from being diabetic. I lost the ability to get hard or even close to it. It lead to most incredible sex between my girlfriend and myself. Hands, fingers, tongue and mouth and discovering different toys and how to use them in he most pleasurable ways. The point is I was in it for my partner, not myself. Totally selfless I immersed myself in the pure pleasure of pleasuring her.
Her body was an instrument I learned how to play exquisitely well. There was no sense of things transactual or needs of reciprocation. Like you, I glowed with more satisfaction than if I came. Making love at its most purest is giving all of yourself without expecting a return. I got healthy and recovered my ability to get hard. The end result is that intercourse is not the goal or the main event. Just one of many steps we take to reach higher and higher plateaus of wonderful satisfying pleasure together as one. Sex has become magical, mystical in how we merge and cum together. Only when we become totally selfless and give our all can anyone achieve that. I had more than my fair share of sex in my life and never came close to what she and I have now. I'm not sure if I can achieve that with a man but like you I appreciate and value the art of giving pleasure. It's a wonderful thing
 
Before you say, "No," consider what you're seeking. If you want a big cock in your mouth, fine. If you want a mouthful of cum and hearing a man moan in pleasure, don't underestimate the small cock. Somewhere, I have a mini-essay called "In Praise of Small Cocks." I'll see if I can find it.
I found it and posted it in this forum.
 
I am getting ready to meet a man whose cock will soon be adored with my hungry mouth and eager tongue.
I am excited. Aroused. Impatient.
Since I crossed the line from curious, to addicted. A whole new sensual world is opening up for me. I've always fantasized about sucking cock but that wS it. Now I want to taste and feel so much more.
I'm getting dressed and as step into my briefs I'm wishing it was sexy frilly panties. I put on my socks and wonder what it would feel like rolling up sheer black stockings up over my calves, up over my thighs. I am a slut and want to look the part so when my man sees me he knows instantly that I am his to use in anyway for his moaning, grunting, bursting pleasure.
I want my skirt hiked up as he fucks me deep. I want my lipstick smeared all over his cock as he pistons it in my mouth and down my throat.
This is all shockingly new to me but it makes me hard. It thrills me to the core of me. At my age (55) I've found something in me I never knew I had. A new sexuality to embrace and explore.
And this cockslut is loving it!!!
 
I am getting ready to meet a man whose cock will soon be adored with my hungry mouth and eager tongue.
I am excited. Aroused. Impatient.
Since I crossed the line from curious, to addicted. A whole new sensual world is opening up for me. I've always fantasized about sucking cock but that wS it. Now I want to taste and feel so much more.
I'm getting dressed and as step into my briefs I'm wishing it was sexy frilly panties. I put on my socks and wonder what it would feel like rolling up sheer black stockings up over my calves, up over my thighs. I am a slut and want to look the part so when my man sees me he knows instantly that I am his to use in anyway for his moaning, grunting, bursting pleasure.
I want my skirt hiked up as he fucks me deep. I want my lipstick smeared all over his cock as he pistons it in my mouth and down my throat.
This is all shockingly new to me but it makes me hard. It thrills me to the core of me. At my age (55) I've found something in me I never knew I had. A new sexuality to embrace and explore.
And this cockslut is loving it!!!
One of the special thrills of being a secret cocksucker is the preparation. Many a time, I would, go to a bathroom stall at the office (or in a fast food restaurant if if was an early morning rendezvous), and change. First, slip off my shoes, take off my pants and hang them on the door hook. Then, take off my socks and roll on the black thigh highs. If someone walked in, I'd quickly slip into my shoes and hope they didn't look too closely. Then, I'd take off my tights whiteys and pull up my panties. A quick tuck of my cock and balls and an extra tug on my panties and I'd put my pants back on. I'd walk out with my briefs stuffed in one pocket and my socks in the other, ready to take care of business (and pleasure). Good times.
 
I arrived at my "dates" place. He pulled me to him hugged me and kissed me. (My first time kissing a man) immediately his tongue pushed into my mouth and found mine. I'm not sure exactly how I felt about it but the thought of sucking his cock had me aroused. I undid his belt and pants and soon they were puddled on the floor. I sat him down (he was too short heightwise for me to properly blow him. I am 6'1 ) and told him to lie back, relax and enjoy. His cock was still pretty soft and I licked him up and down till I teased him into stiffness. I slipped my lips over his head then with up and down movements sucked more and more of his cock into my mouth. I didn't even have a chance to take him all in when he moaned and deposited his load near the back of my tongue. I swallowed it all (of course!!!!) But I wasn't satisfied. Which brings me to this point. I'm finding the men who I've blown cum very quickly. I'm not rushing it or power sucking their dicks. I want to be slow and savor and prolong the pleasure. I want to build the man's excitement slowly gradually till he can't help but explode in my mouth. But they cum, fast. Then it's like they're embarrassed by that or being sucked by a man and they obviously are done. I drive home, my cock hard in my pants because I just sucked cock. And I gotta say I really enjoy how the cum sorta sticks to the back of my throat long after.
But do any of you fellow cocksuckers have this problem too? Men cumming too fast and a too rapid end to the experience.
Interested in your feedback
 
It's a phenomenon called by some "post-nut clarity." When a man has an orgasm, as the excitement dies down, guilt and embarrassment can start to rear their ugly heads, especially if it's his first time with another man. One thing I like to do is not to take his cock out of my mouth until he initiates that. You need to make sure you're getting every drop of his cum...and, in some cases, you can even arouse him again and get a second load. Even if you don't get another drop, you're sending him a message: you adore his cock, you think he's a stud and you want more and more (humming contentedly while nursing his cock is a plus). When he does pull out, be sure to kiss the tip of his cock, then each ball and, if it feels right, his thighs. If you're both laying down, place your head on his stomach, look up and him and thank him for letting you have his cum.

Keep in mind that, many times, the man is already on the edge just by virtue of what's about to happen. Count on the first load happening quickly and be prepared to spend some time making love to his cock and crotch if you want a second load. Finally, unless you're in a glory hole or car situation, where you need to be wham-bam-thank-you-ma'am, spend some time exploring and worshipping his body. Since he started out with a hug and kiss, that was a sign he would be open to foreplay. Take your time, and make sure his cock is the last part of his body you touch with your tongue.

Each cocksucking experience is different, and each one will teach you how to be a better cocksucker. Keep up the good work.
 
One of the key questions you need to answer as a cocksucker is, "Am I doing this for my pleasure, or for my partner's pleasure?" Either answer is acceptable, but each has implications and consequences. I consider myself a pleasure giver. Most of the time, when I pleasure someone orally and swallow their load, I don't receive the same treatment from them. In fact, I usually don't have an ejaculation during a good cocksucking session, and that's more than OK: when I see their eyes roll back and hear their sounds of pleasure, when their cocks become so sensitive from the pleasure that it turns into pain, when I see the look of gratitude in their eyes, I've received my reward. That may sound hokey, but I suspect I'm not the only one who gets as much pleasure from a good service session as I would get from cumming. My whole body responds and glows with satisfaction. It's hard to describe: others here may do better.
To suck cock, and to have your cock sucked, should be a mutual joy for both partners involved....
 
I have NEVER cum as much in my life as since joining this wonderful community of cum hungry cocksluts. From valuable insight and sexy AF responses, to delicious images of spurting cocks (gawd I really enjoy the frottage ones!!!)
I recently discovered a new part of my sexuality and thanks to everyone here for making it a truly freeing and sticky😈
Experience. I eagerly look forward to continuing this path of discovery and to each and every one of you who makes this possible....I'd blow ya😘😈
 
I have NEVER cum as much in my life as since joining this wonderful community of cum hungry cocksluts. From valuable insight and sexy AF responses, to delicious images of spurting cocks (gawd I really enjoy the frottage ones!!!)
I recently discovered a new part of my sexuality and thanks to everyone here for making it a truly freeing and sticky😈
Experience. I eagerly look forward to continuing this path of discovery and to each and every one of you who makes this possible....I'd blow ya😘😈
The vice is definitely versa.
 
I have NEVER cum as much in my life as since joining this wonderful community of cum hungry cocksluts. From valuable insight and sexy AF responses, to delicious images of spurting cocks (gawd I really enjoy the frottage ones!!!)
I recently discovered a new part of my sexuality and thanks to everyone here for making it a truly freeing and sticky😈
Experience. I eagerly look forward to continuing this path of discovery and to each and every one of you who makes this possible....I'd blow ya😘😈
I hope you are keeping a diary of who you suck, when, and what it was like. In a few months after sucking so many you will need reminding of them all. I am so jealous. You must feel you are in heaven!
 
oh man, this is a hot thread. I was in danger of doing this myself. Many moons ago, I had my first cock experience and loved it. Sucked a cock and took it up the ass. Nice big 8 incher. This was back in 70's. I supressed my feelings of loveing cock and had no further contact for years and years. Now I am wishing I had, my sex life has been dull and unsatisfying with women.
I am looking forward to reading this thread. Keep it up.
 
Some of you have seen my posts In "the curious but never have " thread. But I don't belong there anymore. I had my first taste of cock and cum less than a week ago and now I'm hooked. Yesterday I blew one guy just before lunch then in the evening met another man and swallowed the huge load he pumped into my mouth in his car, in a busy parking lot.
I'm discovering that the more cock you get, the more you want it. Crave it. NEED it. Cock is my drug. I've been useless since I had my first taste. All I can think about is how to get my next fix. I do have a guy lined up for tomorrow but I can't wait! I need a cock filling my mouth now.
I have quickly become a shameless slut.
I blew the guy last night in the parking lot and I found myself hoping to get caught. So I could suck him off too.
New fantasies of kneeling on circles of men, or having an audience, and every delicious variation of my throat and ass pounded and slammed with spurting hard pulsating cocks fills my feverish mind.
Maybe I can find a man tonight. I certainly will try. I can't wait till tomorrow. I need cock now.
If I do ill be happy to share every sticky, wet, creamy detail with you
My god - how exciting! Someday I hope I know that feeling
 
It is true. I longed to sucked a man for many years. When finally I had the opportunity and courage, I did not hesitate to take that beautiful organ into my mouth. It was instant addiction. Hearing the gasps. Feeling the cockhead swell in my mouth, then the pulsing cum. Incredible it was.
 
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Hi all I've been MIA for the last week. Been sick with a flue. So no action lately.
I do want to say that I'm touched and gratified by the reactions and mail I've been getting. I smile when some of you tell me that reading my foray into cocksucking has given you the gentle push to cross the line and discover a truly wonderful, satisfying, and addicting thing 😈
I'm also very honored and hard knowing so many men are getting so incredibly horny by little old me. Hehehe.
Know you all that if I could suck you all off, I gladly would. Every single one of you. Just form a line, or even better, a circle. 😈💥💦💥💦💥💦💥💦
 
One might say “a cock is a many splendored thing” or perhaps “the divine gift that keeps on giving”……either or both….
Men that are “into me” (ha ha) are relating to my feminine presentation…..I look and move as a girl….my body is without hair, my tummy is soft, my breasts titillate (there’s another one) ….my smile has dimples, etc.
Butt…..(yup) I tuck and when I choose, I have the contours of camel toe…….All to explain that is how some men like my mons….they’re Mons boys….They are not a man’s man….they also enjoy feminine flourishes……for myself a cock of 5“ to 6 “ is ideal….I can take all of it gently or with noisy, messy slurps…
One friend gets very aroused if I order and instruct….have her wear girl clothes into a large store to act provocatively while she tells me in real time by phone what is happening…..tell her she will get spanked….
I intended to reflect more on topic to other comments but shared this instead.
 
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