Confessions: What are yours? Part V

ICT the passing of my Hubby's favorite uncle might just be life changing for us. He left us a couple of (old) cars, a house, a small ranch (with horses and cattle), and a fair chunk of money. Neither of us are ranch people, so we're going to sell that. The house is a rental property, so we're now landlords. We probably will keep it as an income property. The sale of the ranch combined with the money should be enough to pay off our cars, our mortgage, and our credit card debt. That would leave only Hubby's law school loans and my much smaller school loans as our only debt.

IACT Hubby is quite sad, and I am too, but we're also very grateful that his uncle thought of us and wanted to help us out after he passed.

IACT the cars his uncle left to us are a 1993 Ford Bronco and a 1978 Cadillac Eldorado Convertible. The Bronco was Hubby's first car, and he had sold it back to his uncle (who had sold it to Hubby) when Hubby was in college. And get this -- Hubby confessed to me that he lost his virginity in that Bronco. That has given me all sorts of ideas for what we can do in it once it's restored (it's drivable now but needs a fair amount of work). The Cadillac only has 34k miles on it and is pristine. And it's mine! :D Hubby said his uncle left it to me because he thought I'd look good driving it.

IACT we all knew Hubby's uncle had a lot more assets than he let on, but nobody knew how much. He left his daughter (Hubby's cousin who lives near us) several properties, a lot of stock, and a little over $2 million in cash. So, I think we're losing her as our regular baby sitter. :rolleyes:

He left each of his seven ex-wives :eek: a house plus a bit of money. He left his current girlfriend a house, several cars, and money. He left his sister (Hubby's mother) a big ranch adjacent to the small one he left us. She's going to buy the one he left to us and combine them.

IFCT I had to postpone my "date" with my girl crush because Hubby and I went out of town to his uncle's memorial service. She was very understanding, and we are supposed to meet up Saturday afternoon. :)
 
ICT I'm sorry for your loss, but also kind of wondering if his uncle was JR Ewing. SEVEN ex-wives? If something ever happens to my one and only marriage, I'll live in sin. Never getting married again...

ICT I told Hubby about your comment and he had a long and I think much needed laugh. He said his uncle was every bit the character J.R. Ewing was but much nicer.

IACT I think my last post seemed too... I don't know... focused on the wrong things, maybe? It's just a lot to process.
 
ICT being mentally unstable, but trying my best. But sometimes using sexuality to avoid thinking about it
 
ICT I told Hubby about your comment and he had a long and I think much needed laugh. He said his uncle was every bit the character J.R. Ewing was but much nicer.

IACT I think my last post seemed too... I don't know... focused on the wrong things, maybe? It's just a lot to process.


I’m not even involved and it’s a lot to process for me
 
ICT I finally met up with someone.

IACT we met up in a parking lot in the middle of the night

IFCT (I further confess that) never had a better blowjob in my life.

IAACT(I also also confess that) this is the start of a beautiful "relationship".
 
ICT I come to literotica before going to bed with the wifey. It helps turn me on for her!
 
ICT Saturday afternoon was pleasant but frustrating. I let it progress at my girl crush's pace, which did not include anything but kissing and groping over the clothes. So, I rode Hubby that night and may have been a bit more focussed on my needs than normal. Still, no complaints from him. :devil:

IACT since I was off yesterday and so was my girl crush, I arranged a play date for the kiddo and then dropped in on my girl crush unannounced. I had dug deep in my closet and found my tightest jeans and a tight, thin sweater. I wore them both without underwear. Let's just say I also dug deep into my bag of seductress tricks once I was at her place. It didn't take much to get her to throw caution to the wind. We had an awesome and very satisfying few hours. :D :devil: :heart: :cool:

IACT last night, I worshipped Hubby's cock, then got him hard again after swallowing his first load. While he fucked me, I confessed what I had done that day. I asked if he wanted to hear all about it. He said no and fucked me hard. After he came, he was still hard, so he fucked me some more. I came several times. He barely said anything, except "I love you" after he came for the third and final time last night.

IFCT he may not have wanted to hear the details, but he was definitely extremely turned on. It's rare these days that he stays hard after coming unless something really has him worked up. :devil: :heart:
 
ICT Saturday afternoon was pleasant but frustrating. I let it progress at my girl crush's pace, which did not include anything but kissing and groping over the clothes. So, I rode Hubby that night and may have been a bit more focussed on my needs than normal. Still, no complaints from him. :devil:

IACT since I was off yesterday and so was my girl crush, I arranged a play date for the kiddo and then dropped in on my girl crush unannounced. I had dug deep in my closet and found my tightest jeans and a tight, thin sweater. I wore them both without underwear. Let's just say I also dug deep into my bag of seductress tricks once I was at her place. It didn't take much to get her to throw caution to the wind. We had an awesome and very satisfying few hours. :D :devil: :heart: :cool:

IACT last night, I worshipped Hubby's cock, then got him hard again after swallowing his first load. While he fucked me, I confessed what I had done that day. I asked if he wanted to hear all about it. He said no and fucked me hard. After he came, he was still hard, so he fucked me some more. I came several times. He barely said anything, except "I love you" after he came for the third and final time last night.

IFCT he may not have wanted to hear the details, but he was definitely extremely turned on. It's rare these days that he stays hard after coming unless something really has him worked up. :devil: :heart:


ICT I am jellie AF!

IACT I cannot remember the last time hub's fucked me three times in the same sesh. You go girl!

IFCT my hookups with my friend Kim ALWAYS serve as lighter fluid for hub's so maybe he might come around about those details eventually! :D
 
ICT when a much-younger guy PM'd me a picture of his hefty cock today, I got totally turned on and wanted it *really* bad.
 
So why was I so upset? Did I really want to repeat that horrible experience? Why would I want to stay in another relationship that leads to no orgasms?

a) Self-flagellation for something you knew deep down you didn't really want to do.
b) Rejection sting. Even if it's from somebody we don't really want to be. He beat you to it, so your pride is a little wounded.
c) Possibly you also felt deceived and used.
d) Frustration for not finding in that experience what you wished/hoped for.

In other words, you are human. ;):heart:
 
Thank you ❤️

You're welcome. :rose:

Although, I didn't mean to give you a "lecture". So, forgive me if my reply gave you that impression. Your comment made me think about human behavior and reaction, and I was making an outloud consideration. We really are fascinating creatures. :)
 
I didn’t feel like it was a lecture, it echoed what I was thinking about in regards to relationships and “settling”. Been thinking about that a lot lately.

Oh, good. After I wrote it, I thought: STFU, O. Nobody fecking asked you anything. 🙄😁😘
 
I confess I sometimes read the personals to hone my wit. Too many opportunities for sarcasm there, but I keep it to myself.
 
ICT tomorrow, if all goes well, I'll be meeting a couple at a local hotel for an afternoon playdate.

IFCT it will be my first threesome and first time with a married couple.

IFCT I'm spending a good part of my day shopping and pulling things together.

IFCT I can't believe this is happening. I'm excited. I'm nervous. I want this.
 
When I sneeze? I pee a little.
Not sure, but, I think some of you like that...
If so, you are my people.❤️🤪

Since it's natural I do love to know. I would inhale the whole concert of your bodily smells including this spicy ingredient.
 
ICT the threesome happened and it was awesome!

IFCT I really hope we do it again.
 
ICT I deserve so much more than I am getting
IACT I don’t know how to say no when I really should
IACT I need to just turn the page on dons people that don’t have my best interest at heart and just don’t believe in me

Sounds right! You need people who will love and support you.
 
I was just thinking about you and wondering how it went!

I'm so glad it was a good experience for you!

That is so sweet! Thank you for thinking about us!

I clearly still have a lot to learn. About myself. About how I am with other people.

It's been a long time since I've done anything even close to this. But, now I need more. A lot more.
 
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