Cravings

i know that craving well.. its so hard in a long distance relationship becuase the craving gets a chance to sit and smolder and grow untill it is almost too intense to be managable
 
shy slave said:
The last few days my mind has been drifting to hot, hard, nasty, used sex.

Full of control, pain and lust.

His hands ripping my ass open, pulling at my hair, tied breasts and swollen cunt.
Face slapping with his hand and cock, breath holding, begging to lick his cock when it has been in my cunt and ass, feeling his piss on my face, hair and cunt, having him piss into my ass.
I don't want orgasms I want to be his fuck toy, obey whatever he wants and be used in a harsh uncompromising way.

It sort of ticks away in the back of my mind, so it is always there, slow burning.



I am over with him in a couple of weeks, but honestly, if I don't stop thinking this way I will end up ripping his clothes off at the airport or in his car.

Not very submissive,

But I crave him and I crave him now!

*smiles*

*hug*

I'm glad you have these cravings as much as they might sometimes bother. It's good to have them particularly when you are about to be able to see him IMO.

Fury :rose:
 
this thread makes me even more wistful than i was before...

can I jump in on the pity party?


I could use some hard using too, orgasm not required *although I usually get it, by force if not by pleasure*
 
*jumping on the wagon* Lit stories and free internet porn is all I have to help me with these cravings at the moment, and all I'll have for a long time, most likely, due to circumstances beyond my control.

What works for me (at least, works the best out of everything else) is turning my cravings into stories... Writing them out and then picturing them while re-reading it always seems to help a bit.


Heather
 
shy slave said:
The last few days my mind has been drifting to hot, hard, nasty, used sex.

Full of control, pain and lust.

His hands ripping my ass open, pulling at my hair, tied breasts and swollen cunt.
Face slapping with his hand and cock, breath holding, begging to lick his cock when it has been in my cunt and ass, feeling his piss on my face, hair and cunt, having him piss into my ass.
I don't want orgasms I want to be his fuck toy, obey whatever he wants and be used in a harsh uncompromising way.

It sort of ticks away in the back of my mind, so it is always there, slow burning.



I am over with him in a couple of weeks, but honestly, if I don't stop thinking this way I will end up ripping his clothes off at the airport or in his car.

Not very submissive,

But I crave him and I crave him now!


and i crave tickets to THIS show... better yet to do it... no not done to me but to do it tosomeone else oh wow how i love it...
sheesh now i need to get laid.. its been a while and you put me over the top darn you
 
LOL

So now all of you have cravings, not just me!

Exogenus, I will give a pass on your advice, thanks.
He never expects me not to play, he is a sadist but not in this way.
Besides, if he said I could not play, I would just lie to him and play anyway (Yes, really; and he knows I would).

Myinnerslut, you are right, sometimes it does get too intense to be managed; drives me crazy lol

Fury, I know you understand these cravings, thank goodness i see him at the end of next week. However, it may happen my mood will change and all I will want is cuddles and vanilla sex!!

skittles & Marie, wistful is a good word to describe it. But sometimes it is a blazing fire not a mournful need. I will be wistful after my visit to see him as I think about everything that happened when we were together. Writing stories is a good idea, I do write at times, but only he sees them (or oddments are posted in the oral thread now and then). They don't help it just makes it more defined in my mind :rolleyes:

Anyway, regardless of what I want, crave or need. He often reminds 'But its not about you'
So all I can do is cross everything and pray that we are on the same wave length :D

Trojan, for tickets, see Andante!!!
 
shy slave said:
He never expects me not to play, he is a sadist but not in this way.
Besides, if he said I could not play, I would just lie to him and play anyway (Yes, really; and he knows I would).

LOL You and me both. But frankly K doesn't care - he knows I do and I know that he does, we don't feel a huge need to talk to eachother about it.
 
shy slave said:
The last few days my mind has been drifting to hot, hard, nasty, used sex.

Full of control, pain and lust.

His hands ripping my ass open, pulling at my hair, tied breasts and swollen cunt.
Face slapping with his hand and cock, breath holding, begging to lick his cock when it has been in my cunt and ass, feeling his piss on my face, hair and cunt, having him piss into my ass.
I don't want orgasms I want to be his fuck toy, obey whatever he wants and be used in a harsh uncompromising way.

It sort of ticks away in the back of my mind, so it is always there, slow burning.



I am over with him in a couple of weeks, but honestly, if I don't stop thinking this way I will end up ripping his clothes off at the airport or in his car.

Not very submissive,

But I crave him and I crave him now!
Excuse me for a sec...

OK, I think you must remember just how lucky Andante is to have you. I can't say I've felt like that (hehe), but it's only a week and a half now! Just keep it in (pun?) for a few more days. I don't see why Andante wouldn't be very much interested in fulfilling your desires.

Just think how lucky you are at having a guy for that. Lots of the lasses here don't....
 
hmmmm - does this story in todays news remind you anyone around here???

"The recent release of documents collected during the investigation of the NASA astronaut love triangle are a stark reminder that even in the most disciplined work environment, e-mails can wreak havoc.

Shuttle astronaut Lisa Nowak, 43, is charged with attempted kidnapping and burglary with assault. The charges stem from Nowak's 900-mile trip from Houston to Orlando to confront Air Force Captain Colleen Shipman, 30, a woman now dating Nowak's former boyfriend and fellow shuttle astronaut Navy Cmdr. William Oefelein, 41.

Police believe that Nowak's decision to travel to Orlando might have been triggered by her discovery of romantic e-mails exchanged by Shipman and Oefelein. Nowak had a key to Oefelein's apartment, and used it to gain access to his apartment and computer during Super Bowl weekend, when Oefelein and Shipman were traveling.

Dirty Dozen

Investigators uncovered a dozen e-mails that Nowak retrieved from Oefelein's computer; the messages left little doubt about the nature of the relationship between Shipman and Oefelein.

"Will have to control myself when I see you...," Shipman wrote just before Discovery landed. "First urge will be to rip your clothes off, throw you on the ground and love the hell out of you."

A few days later, Shipman described the scrubbing of a simulated launch and wrote: "All this excitement and no launch. You'd better watch out when I see you again!!!! GRRRRRR!!!!"




:cool:
 
Tuomas said:
Excuse me for a sec...

OK, I think you must remember just how lucky Andante is to have you. I can't say I've felt like that (hehe), but it's only a week and a half now! Just keep it in (pun?) for a few more days. I don't see why Andante wouldn't be very much interested in fulfilling your desires.

Just think how lucky you are at having a guy for that. Lots of the lasses here don't....

He is lucky, damn lucky to have me!

Not everyone has a cock sucking slave with a mouth that walks them into trouble time after time. If it isn't her mouth causing trouble its the fairies and their ideas, which just has to try out.

Oh yes, everyone should be jealous of Andante LOL

I am on the other hand are very lucky.
I have a man who is perverted, erotic, sadistic, caring and funny.
With the added bonus that he has the best cock I have ever met ;)
 
Shankara20 said:
hmmmm - does this story in todays news remind you anyone around here???

"The recent release of documents collected during the investigation of the NASA astronaut love triangle are a stark reminder that even in the most disciplined work environment, e-mails can wreak havoc.

Shuttle astronaut Lisa Nowak, 43, is charged with attempted kidnapping and burglary with assault. The charges stem from Nowak's 900-mile trip from Houston to Orlando to confront Air Force Captain Colleen Shipman, 30, a woman now dating Nowak's former boyfriend and fellow shuttle astronaut Navy Cmdr. William Oefelein, 41.

Police believe that Nowak's decision to travel to Orlando might have been triggered by her discovery of romantic e-mails exchanged by Shipman and Oefelein. Nowak had a key to Oefelein's apartment, and used it to gain access to his apartment and computer during Super Bowl weekend, when Oefelein and Shipman were traveling.

Dirty Dozen

Investigators uncovered a dozen e-mails that Nowak retrieved from Oefelein's computer; the messages left little doubt about the nature of the relationship between Shipman and Oefelein.

"Will have to control myself when I see you...," Shipman wrote just before Discovery landed. "First urge will be to rip your clothes off, throw you on the ground and love the hell out of you."

A few days later, Shipman described the scrubbing of a simulated launch and wrote: "All this excitement and no launch. You'd better watch out when I see you again!!!! GRRRRRR!!!!"




:cool:

*Looks around*

No, who does it remind you of?

:p
 
shy slave said:
LOL

So now all of you have cravings, not just me!

Exogenus, I will give a pass on your advice, thanks.
He never expects me not to play, he is a sadist but not in this way.
Besides, if he said I could not play, I would just lie to him and play anyway (Yes, really; and he knows I would).

Myinnerslut, you are right, sometimes it does get too intense to be managed; drives me crazy lol

Fury, I know you understand these cravings, thank goodness i see him at the end of next week. However, it may happen my mood will change and all I will want is cuddles and vanilla sex!!

skittles & Marie, wistful is a good word to describe it. But sometimes it is a blazing fire not a mournful need. I will be wistful after my visit to see him as I think about everything that happened when we were together. Writing stories is a good idea, I do write at times, but only he sees them (or oddments are posted in the oral thread now and then). They don't help it just makes it more defined in my mind :rolleyes:

Anyway, regardless of what I want, crave or need. He often reminds 'But its not about you'
So all I can do is cross everything and pray that we are on the same wave length :D

Trojan, for tickets, see Andante!!!

Abstinence can drive one crazy, for sure, as was his intention. He only expected it of me for a week prior to our visits, thank goodness. The reward was phenomenal, though. Other than that I could play all I wanted (unless I was being disciplined for an infraction :eek: ).

Oh boy, as for playing anyway (after being told I was not allowed) and lying to him...my face is such an open book he'd know right away and I would be in big trouble. I would rather suffer through abstinence than waste time with being punished...I wanted to get right to the good stuff as soon as he picked me up from the airport! :devil:

As you mentioned, your Dom reminds you, "But it's not about you". It does indeed sound as though you two are on the same wavelength, lucky girl! I wish you great joy during your visit together. :rose:
 
Shy I hear you and think that we must be seeing twins.

No really S is all that you have mentioned as well as intelligent, artistic and patient to mention a few more of his qualities.

As for mine...well he makes damn sure that I improve in leaps and bounds...pun intended.

d

shy slave said:
He is lucky, damn lucky to have me!

Not everyone has a cock sucking slave with a mouth that walks them into trouble time after time. If it isn't her mouth causing trouble its the fairies and their ideas, which just has to try out.

Oh yes, everyone should be jealous of Andante LOL

I am on the other hand are very lucky.
I have a man who is perverted, erotic, sadistic, caring and funny.
With the added bonus that he has the best cock I have ever met ;)
 
Exogenous said:
Abstinence can drive one crazy, for sure, as was his intention. He only expected it of me for a week prior to our visits, thank goodness. The reward was phenomenal, though. Other than that I could play all I wanted (unless I was being disciplined for an infraction :eek: ).

Oh boy, as for playing anyway (after being told I was not allowed) and lying to him...my face is such an open book he'd know right away and I would be in big trouble. I would rather suffer through abstinence than waste time with being punished...I wanted to get right to the good stuff as soon as he picked me up from the airport! :devil:

As you mentioned, your Dom reminds you, "But it's not about you". It does indeed sound as though you two are on the same wavelength, lucky girl! I wish you great joy during your visit together. :rose:

He knows if i am lying, I am honest about it.

I tell him if he wants me to abstain from playing, I will lie about it.

There are consequences to certain behaviours, but my playing alone has never been an issue
 
Blushing Bottom said:
Shy I hear you and think that we must be seeing twins.

No really S is all that you have mentioned as well as intelligent, artistic and patient to mention a few more of his qualities.

As for mine...well he makes damn sure that I improve in leaps and bounds...pun intended.

d

BB We are lucky women :)

That said, if yours has a danish accent, they may not be twins but.....:eek:

LOL
 
myinnerslut said:
i know that craving well.. its so hard in a long distance relationship becuase the craving gets a chance to sit and smolder and grow untill it is almost too intense to be managable


here here....I am climbing the walls :rolleyes:
 
shy slave said:
He is lucky, damn lucky to have me!

Not everyone has a cock sucking slave with a mouth that walks them into trouble time after time. If it isn't her mouth causing trouble its the fairies and their ideas, which just has to try out.

Oh yes, everyone should be jealous of Andante LOL

I am on the other hand are very lucky.
I have a man who is perverted, erotic, sadistic, caring and funny.
With the added bonus that he has the best cock I have ever met ;)
Awww, you two make such a nice couple :heart: You are so lucky. I think it's unfair you have all the luck. As comissar and plitical officer of this ship, I say you should share the luck for the betterance of the Glorious BDSM board, and to defeat the evil capitalists! :p

Long distance relationships suck. Well, not really, and that's half the problem. I know what it's like, and how brooding and fantasizing over the comming encounter just makes time go by all that slower. Which is why I make fun waiting. I hate waiting, and waiting should die! :p

I just realized my previous post didn't have any smilies :p How could I have made a post without smilies :rolleyes: I must have been sick, that day.

And what do we have to do to convince you to post more of your stories? :p
 
I would volunteer my services if I though it would help any of you poor frustrated submissives....
 
Evil_Geoff said:
I would volunteer my services if I though it would help any of you poor frustrated submissives....
what a penchant you have for self sacrifice EG, :kiss:


for a Dom that is.... :rolleyes:


.
 
Evil_Geoff said:
I would volunteer my services if I though it would help any of you poor frustrated submissives....

Oh, wow. How selfless of you. :rolleyes:
 
Tuomas said:
Awww, you two make such a nice couple :heart: You are so lucky. I think it's unfair you have all the luck. As comissar and plitical officer of this ship, I say you should share the luck for the betterance of the Glorious BDSM board, and to defeat the evil capitalists! :p

Long distance relationships suck. Well, not really, and that's half the problem. I know what it's like, and how brooding and fantasizing over the comming encounter just makes time go by all that slower. Which is why I make fun waiting. I hate waiting, and waiting should die! :p

I just realized my previous post didn't have any smilies :p How could I have made a post without smilies :rolleyes: I must have been sick, that day.

And what do we have to do to convince you to post more of your stories? :p


LOL

I don't share my toys!!

I mean, I am sure he does not want to be shared with the subbies on Lit.

Well, actually, I am not sure of that at all :confused:

I guess I can share luck, just not him! (unless he says I have to :( )

If LDR sucked I would at least be orally happy. Sadly, although he has a gorgeous cock it does not reach across the sea LOL

Sometimes I like the waiting (it is the masochist in me) but sometimes my non submissive persona comes out and I want him RIGHT NOW!!!

I went to a small munch gathering on Wednesday night, two Dommes and two male subs all said I have missed my calling as a Domme.
One even called me a militant sub!
I just told them they didn't have the right voice or attitude to make me submit lol.


As for more of my stories, the only place you will find odd bits of them is in the oral thread.

I keep wondering about putting them on Lit, but my grammar and syntax are all over the place, which annoys me :rolleyes:

Besides I am actually shy about people reading them.
I may be outspoken in lots of ways, but in other ways I am shy.
 
Evil_Geoff said:
I would volunteer my services if I though it would help any of you poor frustrated submissives....

You deserve a medal.

Your caring knows no bounds

:kiss:
 
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