myinnerslut
His chains. His lash.
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i know that craving well.. its so hard in a long distance relationship becuase the craving gets a chance to sit and smolder and grow untill it is almost too intense to be managable
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shy slave said:The last few days my mind has been drifting to hot, hard, nasty, used sex.
Full of control, pain and lust.
His hands ripping my ass open, pulling at my hair, tied breasts and swollen cunt.
Face slapping with his hand and cock, breath holding, begging to lick his cock when it has been in my cunt and ass, feeling his piss on my face, hair and cunt, having him piss into my ass.
I don't want orgasms I want to be his fuck toy, obey whatever he wants and be used in a harsh uncompromising way.
It sort of ticks away in the back of my mind, so it is always there, slow burning.
I am over with him in a couple of weeks, but honestly, if I don't stop thinking this way I will end up ripping his clothes off at the airport or in his car.
Not very submissive,
But I crave him and I crave him now!
shy slave said:The last few days my mind has been drifting to hot, hard, nasty, used sex.
Full of control, pain and lust.
His hands ripping my ass open, pulling at my hair, tied breasts and swollen cunt.
Face slapping with his hand and cock, breath holding, begging to lick his cock when it has been in my cunt and ass, feeling his piss on my face, hair and cunt, having him piss into my ass.
I don't want orgasms I want to be his fuck toy, obey whatever he wants and be used in a harsh uncompromising way.
It sort of ticks away in the back of my mind, so it is always there, slow burning.
I am over with him in a couple of weeks, but honestly, if I don't stop thinking this way I will end up ripping his clothes off at the airport or in his car.
Not very submissive,
But I crave him and I crave him now!
shy slave said:He never expects me not to play, he is a sadist but not in this way.
Besides, if he said I could not play, I would just lie to him and play anyway (Yes, really; and he knows I would).
Excuse me for a sec...shy slave said:The last few days my mind has been drifting to hot, hard, nasty, used sex.
Full of control, pain and lust.
His hands ripping my ass open, pulling at my hair, tied breasts and swollen cunt.
Face slapping with his hand and cock, breath holding, begging to lick his cock when it has been in my cunt and ass, feeling his piss on my face, hair and cunt, having him piss into my ass.
I don't want orgasms I want to be his fuck toy, obey whatever he wants and be used in a harsh uncompromising way.
It sort of ticks away in the back of my mind, so it is always there, slow burning.
I am over with him in a couple of weeks, but honestly, if I don't stop thinking this way I will end up ripping his clothes off at the airport or in his car.
Not very submissive,
But I crave him and I crave him now!
Tuomas said:Excuse me for a sec...
OK, I think you must remember just how lucky Andante is to have you. I can't say I've felt like that (hehe), but it's only a week and a half now! Just keep it in (pun?) for a few more days. I don't see why Andante wouldn't be very much interested in fulfilling your desires.
Just think how lucky you are at having a guy for that. Lots of the lasses here don't....
Shankara20 said:hmmmm - does this story in todays news remind you anyone around here???
"The recent release of documents collected during the investigation of the NASA astronaut love triangle are a stark reminder that even in the most disciplined work environment, e-mails can wreak havoc.
Shuttle astronaut Lisa Nowak, 43, is charged with attempted kidnapping and burglary with assault. The charges stem from Nowak's 900-mile trip from Houston to Orlando to confront Air Force Captain Colleen Shipman, 30, a woman now dating Nowak's former boyfriend and fellow shuttle astronaut Navy Cmdr. William Oefelein, 41.
Police believe that Nowak's decision to travel to Orlando might have been triggered by her discovery of romantic e-mails exchanged by Shipman and Oefelein. Nowak had a key to Oefelein's apartment, and used it to gain access to his apartment and computer during Super Bowl weekend, when Oefelein and Shipman were traveling.
Dirty Dozen
Investigators uncovered a dozen e-mails that Nowak retrieved from Oefelein's computer; the messages left little doubt about the nature of the relationship between Shipman and Oefelein.
"Will have to control myself when I see you...," Shipman wrote just before Discovery landed. "First urge will be to rip your clothes off, throw you on the ground and love the hell out of you."
A few days later, Shipman described the scrubbing of a simulated launch and wrote: "All this excitement and no launch. You'd better watch out when I see you again!!!! GRRRRRR!!!!"
shy slave said:*Looks around*
No, who does it remind you of?
shy slave said:LOL
So now all of you have cravings, not just me!
Exogenus, I will give a pass on your advice, thanks.
He never expects me not to play, he is a sadist but not in this way.
Besides, if he said I could not play, I would just lie to him and play anyway (Yes, really; and he knows I would).
Myinnerslut, you are right, sometimes it does get too intense to be managed; drives me crazy lol
Fury, I know you understand these cravings, thank goodness i see him at the end of next week. However, it may happen my mood will change and all I will want is cuddles and vanilla sex!!
skittles & Marie, wistful is a good word to describe it. But sometimes it is a blazing fire not a mournful need. I will be wistful after my visit to see him as I think about everything that happened when we were together. Writing stories is a good idea, I do write at times, but only he sees them (or oddments are posted in the oral thread now and then). They don't help it just makes it more defined in my mind
Anyway, regardless of what I want, crave or need. He often reminds 'But its not about you'
So all I can do is cross everything and pray that we are on the same wave length
Trojan, for tickets, see Andante!!!
shy slave said:He is lucky, damn lucky to have me!
Not everyone has a cock sucking slave with a mouth that walks them into trouble time after time. If it isn't her mouth causing trouble its the fairies and their ideas, which just has to try out.
Oh yes, everyone should be jealous of Andante LOL
I am on the other hand are very lucky.
I have a man who is perverted, erotic, sadistic, caring and funny.
With the added bonus that he has the best cock I have ever met
Exogenous said:Abstinence can drive one crazy, for sure, as was his intention. He only expected it of me for a week prior to our visits, thank goodness. The reward was phenomenal, though. Other than that I could play all I wanted (unless I was being disciplined for an infraction ).
Oh boy, as for playing anyway (after being told I was not allowed) and lying to him...my face is such an open book he'd know right away and I would be in big trouble. I would rather suffer through abstinence than waste time with being punished...I wanted to get right to the good stuff as soon as he picked me up from the airport!
As you mentioned, your Dom reminds you, "But it's not about you". It does indeed sound as though you two are on the same wavelength, lucky girl! I wish you great joy during your visit together.
Blushing Bottom said:Shy I hear you and think that we must be seeing twins.
No really S is all that you have mentioned as well as intelligent, artistic and patient to mention a few more of his qualities.
As for mine...well he makes damn sure that I improve in leaps and bounds...pun intended.
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myinnerslut said:i know that craving well.. its so hard in a long distance relationship becuase the craving gets a chance to sit and smolder and grow untill it is almost too intense to be managable
Awww, you two make such a nice couple You are so lucky. I think it's unfair you have all the luck. As comissar and plitical officer of this ship, I say you should share the luck for the betterance of the Glorious BDSM board, and to defeat the evil capitalists!shy slave said:He is lucky, damn lucky to have me!
Not everyone has a cock sucking slave with a mouth that walks them into trouble time after time. If it isn't her mouth causing trouble its the fairies and their ideas, which just has to try out.
Oh yes, everyone should be jealous of Andante LOL
I am on the other hand are very lucky.
I have a man who is perverted, erotic, sadistic, caring and funny.
With the added bonus that he has the best cock I have ever met
what a penchant you have for self sacrifice EG,Evil_Geoff said:I would volunteer my services if I though it would help any of you poor frustrated submissives....
Shankara20 said:what a penchant you have for self sacrifice EG,
for a Dom that is....
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Evil_Geoff said:I would volunteer my services if I though it would help any of you poor frustrated submissives....
Tuomas said:Awww, you two make such a nice couple You are so lucky. I think it's unfair you have all the luck. As comissar and plitical officer of this ship, I say you should share the luck for the betterance of the Glorious BDSM board, and to defeat the evil capitalists!
Long distance relationships suck. Well, not really, and that's half the problem. I know what it's like, and how brooding and fantasizing over the comming encounter just makes time go by all that slower. Which is why I make fun waiting. I hate waiting, and waiting should die!
I just realized my previous post didn't have any smilies How could I have made a post without smilies I must have been sick, that day.
And what do we have to do to convince you to post more of your stories?
Evil_Geoff said:I would volunteer my services if I though it would help any of you poor frustrated submissives....