Crossdress

I started wearing panties very young and sought out male bikinis in my 20s - 40s. I'd crossdress whenever I could, usually when the wife was away and often wearing panties to work and the gym. If I could, I'd wear lingerie every day of the week wherever I went!
Why do you crossdress when the sife is away?
Does she know?
 
She does not know and wouldn't approve. She needs a manly man by her side which is exactly what I am when we're together which is almost all the time but when I get a rare moment to myself, I embrace the feminine energy inside me and I love it!
I can relate. Doesn’t happen often for me. But when it does….. boom ha
 
I can relate. Doesn’t happen often for me. But when it does….. boom ha
We were in a hotel for a few weeks and she went out to get her hair done which meant I had a few hours to let my gurl out. I slipped on one of her bras, a pair of her panties, and then covered them with a very thin set of gym shorts and a white t-shirt. The outline of the panties were obvious to anyone looking as was the outline of the bra straps, underwire, and the lacey pattern of the bra. I then proudly went down the elevator to the hotel dining area and took my good nature time putting together a breakfast plate. My heart was racing wondering who could see what I was wearing underneath. I ate in the dining area and noticed several men and women looking at me. I started to tent in my panties but I stayed long enough to finish my meal then slowly walked my tray to the waste area and returned back to my room, riding the elevator with a couple who I'm sure noticed the bra I was wearing. When I got back to my room, I had a wonderful self-pleasuring session followed by a legs-over-head facial! The BEST!!
 
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She does not know and wouldn't approve. She needs a manly man by her side which is exactly what I am when we're together which is almost all the time but when I get a rare moment to myself, I embrace the feminine energy inside me and I love it!
I don't recall how far back I learned panties and bras were not only a masturbating kink. I learned of his full wardrobe 1997, when our daughter was 6 years old. My negative and threatening response then would not be the same if that were now and she was 7.
I understand the need for a manly man.
In the years before our separation, my husband took to shaving his underarms, legs, and pubic area.
By the time we separated, he was using Nair on his hands and nails were "working length" and rounded. The look of his hand on my breast, combined with his feminine touch usually turned me off. Apathy was a bonus for me.
It was also this time VP sex became impossible. I think I turned him off too.
I hope you have peace in your decision to remain silent.
I love my husband, the father of my daughter. I am friends with his female side.
And at some point, through his transition, I will lose the love of my life.
I am here if you need an opposite perspective. I hold no grudges.
 
I don't recall how far back I learned panties and bras were not only a masturbating kink. I learned of his full wardrobe 1997, when our daughter was 6 years old. My negative and threatening response then would not be the same if that were now and she was 7.
I understand the need for a manly man.
In the years before our separation, my husband took to shaving his underarms, legs, and pubic area.
By the time we separated, he was using Nair on his hands and nails were "working length" and rounded. The look of his hand on my breast, combined with his feminine touch usually turned me off. Apathy was a bonus for me.
It was also this time VP sex became impossible. I think I turned him off too.
I hope you have peace in your decision to remain silent.
I love my husband, the father of my daughter. I am friends with his female side.
And at some point, through his transition, I will lose the love of my life.
I am here if you need an opposite perspective. I hold no grudges.
I appreciate your honesty and your perspective... thanks a million!
 
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I've been wearing women's sexy things as far back as I can remember.. First my mom's then my baby sitters daughters who also were my classmates.. 4 sisters.. Growing up in an apartment complex there was a variety of women... So I started watching ladies I thought would have sexy undies when they did their laundry and would raid it... I ended up with many ladies panties to play with.. Things we do as kids lol
Now I just order what I want offline... Who would have ever thought? 😈
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Older pix...
I've been wearing women's sexy things as far back as I can remember.. First my mom's then my baby sitters daughters who also were my classmates.. 4 sisters.. Growing up in an apartment complex there was a variety of women... So I started watching ladies I thought would have sexy undies when they did their laundry and would raid it... I ended up with many ladies panties to play with.. Things we do as kids lol
Now I just order what I want offline... Who would have ever thought? 😈
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Love those heels, Babe.

I hate buying things online myself. I still love the little bit of anxiety and nervousness I get when I head off the store to buy some new lingerie.
 
how did the assistant react?
Totally professionally. I always had great luck at one particular store where I just loved all the employees. I still remember one time buying a few sexy bra and panty sets and when I went to pay there was a buy 2 get one free and she looked me dead in the eyes and said "The really sexy undies are over there". I thought I would melt.
 
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I've been wearing women's sexy things as far back as I can remember.. First my mom's then my baby sitters daughters who also were my classmates.. 4 sisters.. Growing up in an apartment complex there was a variety of women... So I started watching ladies I thought would have sexy undies when they did their laundry and would raid it... I ended up with many ladies panties to play with.. Things we do as kids lol
Now I just order what I want offline... Who would have ever thought? 😈
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Nice legs....hot
 
Don't deny yourself the pleasure of dressing as a woman. I love doing it and dress from head to toe. I love the way I look the sensual feel of panties and stockings on freshly shaven legs. I love when men tell how pretty I look and more so when a woman compliments you. One thing I strongly suggest you try is a professional makeover. This is what I'm wearing today
Sexy
 
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