Desultory and Impulsive

[y=mx+b]

There is so much more to all of this.

So many things I want to have said
Thought I did
Surprised I didn't
But probably best kept still
In this lockbox of mine
Until the words come to me

...if they ever do.


Among all I think about, I still think about the student observer.

To take her into my arms and feel her cry for us. With us.



Thank you AngelicaS1780, pantyboidoe, and MsMischka for your comfort and company.

And thank those that have sent PMs.

 

[y=mx+b]

Moving on... kind of.

Drove passed the beach today.

Looking but not looking... but was honestly looking... I was reminded of another thing childern provide.

A free pass to checkout mom's in bikinis and bathing suits.

Creepy? Perhaps.

But not so much if you are a dad.

Moms of other childern get all gushy in their parts whenever they see dads involved with their childern.

Shit. Women without childern get all gushy in their parts.


Questionable reasons aside...

I find that it's lost upon parents to see all the convient -outs- their kids give them.

Today is a beautiful day. I'd love to go to the beach for a couple hours. I'd love to play in the park. Or... omg... go to The Dells for a weekend and visit the waterparks... fuck.

 

[y=mx+b]

...and it kills me to run into an old friend or classmate at the store or wherever.

The conversation always goes in the same direction where they are all like "...kids?"

And I say "no"

I'm old enough now where the follow up as to when or why has turned to "yeah... there are some days I wished I didn't have any"

Once that was said to me by a parent on what turned out to be his daughters birthday--with her standing right next to him. She was 12.


I also worked with a guy who routinely referred to his boy as a "fuck-trophy"





these jack-wagons get a father's day.

 

[y=mx+b]

She loved how her asshole itched the day after a night of it being full up with cock.

Sitting at her desk, walking down the hall
An irritating itch that can't be addressed

Shifting in her seat
Doing her best to spread her cheeks
Just to open herself up
And stretch it

Squiggle
Squiggle
Squiggle

Hoping the slight friction
Would offer her some respite

The repulsive unfounded thought of having worms

The allure of feeling a dry shucked cob of field corn being pushed inside of her.

The corrugated bed of where the seeds once were, grating against her already raw, wanting-to-heal flesh


She loved how he took it
The thick head of his dick
Pushing in without permission

And she wondered
If enough time had passed
Since the height of the #metoo movement
For her to love it
Guilt free
Without shame

Pushing in
That slow push

Slow and deep and stretching and tearing

Claiming
Owning

Forcing her submission
To belong to him

No care of how clean she was
No care of how disgusting it was
No care of how much it hurt

Only minding her breathing
Pushing in on the exhale
Pausing on the inhale
Pushing in deeper on the exhale

Until he was all the way in

Impregnating her bowls with his dick
Forcing her organs to accommodate him

Imagining his slack balls pressed up against her labia

Wondering
Wanting to feel them pushed up inside her as well. Knotting him to her like two dogs fucking.

Feeling the swell of his dick just prior to it vomiting his orgasm into her. How such a thing could manage to get bigger... harder... more hurtful

Then his release of her cum enema.
The content of his balls mixing deep within the shit of her body. The pushing of her head into the mattress of his bed. Pinning her. His large masculine hand covering the whole side of her face. Feeling his convulsing strength and weight threaten to dislocate her jaw as he pushed all that he was into her. And onto her.

Her body
The blender
Of the fuck slurry she would try to hide the humiliating sounds of shitting out.



Cleaned
Showered
At work

Shifting
Wet in her chair.

 

[y=mx+b]

Damn, that’s beautiful. ^

Thank you.

 

[y=mx+b]

Happy farmer tan fourth of July.

 

[y=mx+b]

Nevermind.

 

[JustAnotherFlower]

Happy farmer tan fourth of July.

As much as I appreciate the view of shapely pale backside and contrasting farmer tan in the photo... I worry for your nethers. Mosquito, tick, and chigger bites in delicate areas suck in the worst way possible.

 

[y=mx+b]

As much as I appreciate the view of shapely pale backside and contrasting farmer tan in the photo... I worry for your nethers. Mosquito, tick, and chigger bites in delicate areas suck in the worst way possible.

No issues with such critters. Biggest threat is the sun.

Really doesn't take much time for things to become a bit annoyingly sensitive without proper skin protection.

 

[y=mx+b]

Also...

Upon further review
I really need to think more seriously about devising some sort of squat routine.

Will I actually get around to doing so? Probably not.

 

[JustAnotherFlower]

No issues with such critters. Biggest threat is the sun.

Really doesn't take much time for things to become a bit annoyingly sensitive without proper skin protection.

Lucky bugger.

SPF 70 and higher is a wonderful thing.

 

[AngelicaS1780]

You didn’t ask my opinion, but this is, like, 2000th on your list of things to do. You have a great ass.

What she said, sexy man.

 

[y=mx+b]

You didn’t ask my opinion, but this is, like, 2000th on your list of things to do. You have a great ass.

Nor was I fishing for compliments. But I thank you.

Asses on men... I'm never really sure what constitutes a great ass on a guy. I mean... I guess I got a working idea.

Like everyone though, I'll take a pic and go "ugh... no"

This pic was like one of 10.

 

[y=mx+b]

Lucky bugger.

SPF 70 and higher is a wonderful thing.

That it is.

But it turns my dick and balls a pasty white and really draws out the grey pubic hair. Not attractive. But indeed better than the alternative.

 

[y=mx+b]

What she said, sexy man.

And thank you as well


In other news... my brother-in-law gave us some gummies over the fourth. Split half of one with my wife around this time last night. And I think that dumbshit is just hitting me now. Just like it has been all day.

So... if y'all got any questions you want me to try and answer--I'll be sitting here playing a word game marveling how I can be so fucking dumb yet project a seemingly reasonable level of intelligence.

 

[y=mx+b]

Will you show us the other 9 pics?

And sully the Chris Evans-ish image I've been trying to cultivate?!

Never.

 

[JustAnotherFlower]

In other news... my brother-in-law gave us some gummies over the fourth. Split half of one with my wife around this time last night. And I think that dumbshit is just hitting me now. Just like it has been all day.

So... if y'all got any questions you want me to try and answer--I'll be sitting here playing a word game marveling how I can be so fucking dumb yet project a seemingly reasonable level of intelligence.

I understand why game show contestants act like braindead idiots when put on the spot... I'm suddenly clueless on what to ask.

 

[y=mx+b]

BOOOOOO!!!

I went looking to see if I still had them. As it turns out I deleted them.

Much to my surprise
I don't have any pics in reserve.

 

[y=mx+b]

I understand why game show contestants act like braindead idiots when put on the spot... I'm suddenly clueless on what to ask.

Yeah. I always thought that was an unnecessary thing to do. Just play the damn game. If I wanted to know about some one I'd hit the biography section of the library.


I'll ask me a question for you.

How tall am I and how much do I weigh?

6'2"
178.3lbs

 

[JustAnotherFlower]

Yeah. I always thought that was an unnecessary thing to do. Just play the damn game. If I wanted to know about some one I'd hit the biography section of the library.


I'll ask me a question for you.

How tall am I and how much do I weigh?

6'2"
178.3lbs

It's a deer in the head lamp moment- some spew garbage, some keep their wits, and others go brain dead.

Lovely to know we're close in weight but you hold the height/reach advantage. Hrm, I would probably lose in a wrestling match with ya.

 

[y=mx+b]

It's a deer in the head lamp moment- some spew garbage, some keep their wits, and others go brain dead.

Lovely to know we're close in weight but you hold the height/reach advantage. Hrm, I would probably lose in a wrestling match with ya.

I think I'm the type that would be a brain dead deer in the head lamp type to which I'd find myself replying "you know what? fuck you" knocking awareness back into me and I'd be all like... "I'll just see myself out the door."


Maybe.

 

[y=mx+b]

Speaking of wrestling...

Bit of a diversion from the usual. But has anyone here ever spend some quality time watching gay porn?

Fuuuuuccccckkkkking brutal.


Like... after watching some gay gangbang videos I feel I got a better understanding as to what it's like being a women that finds the idea of gangbangs personally abhorrent.

 

[y=mx+b]

It's actually quite amazing.

The brutality of men.
The capable nature.
It's fucking weird.

 

[JustAnotherFlower]

Speaking of wrestling...

Bit of a diversion from the usual. But has anyone here ever spend some quality time watching gay porn?

Fuuuuuccccckkkkking brutal.


Like... after watching some gay gangbang videos I feel I got a better understanding as to what it's like being a women that finds the idea of gangbangs personally abhorrent.

Quality time? No... more like a mistake in my query for "bearded Daddy sex gif" some how was mistranslated to "Bear orgy gif"...and that opened my eyes to a whole new genre of porn.

 

[y=mx+b]

Quality time? No... more like a mistake in my query for "bearded Daddy sex gif" some how was mistranslated to "Bear orgy gif"...and that opened my eyes to a whole new genre of porn.

Right!

I floated over after listening to a podcast where the oft asked question of "what do pornstars masturbate to" more often then not the answer is gay porn and hentai.

Hentai because they aren't watching their coworkers

And gay porn because there's little to no faking the sexual arousal of the men being filmed.

And you know what? They're right.