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The best of the experience to you.![]()
The best of the experience to you.![]()
We'll find out
I've been cock-crazed for the most part of twenty years. Ever since I first found out how much fun they could be, and how satisfying sex with cock can be. But I'm essentially a timid guy. I'm not very good at taking the initiative, or making the first move. I've never had the guts to respond to an ad or a Craigslist kind-of hook-up. I've always relied on the guys coming on to me. And usually it's happened that way. I like to feel that I'm safe in being controlled, and having my sexuality 'owned'. I don't get emotionally hung up. I get fixated on the sex, and the guys are incidental to that. It's the way that I am, I've fought with myself over it, now I'm reconciled to it. Now I'm content with it. I watch Porn-clips when there's no real sex available. There's some brilliant cum-in-mouth compilation sequences. I love to watch the expressions on their faces as it spurts into their mouths, those that obviously enjoy it, and those who are vaguely repelled, but do it anyway. There's a whole lot of slurpy blow-jobs going on out there in Porn-land. And lots of us watching. Until I get the next real cock in my mouth...
As of late CL seems to be a bust. Same old posts by the same old guys. I wonder if they get that lucky that they post almost daily for new hookups or they are just that desperate and keep reposting to try and hookup. All my hookups have been from there but it's been almost a year since my last encounter. Never had a bad experience but have had some strange ones.

I'm back. I posted an ad seeking someone interested in a blow and go situation - I would do the deed with no reciprocation. A guy answered who was close by, a few years younger and sent a pic of his dick. It looked fine - a little small which meant I could easily get him fully in my mouth. He was quite hairy and I like the masculine nature a hairy crotch conveys. I was turned on thinking about sucking a guys dick. Neither of us could host. If this was going to happen, it would have to be in a car.
We met at the local post office parking lot. I arrived and the only vehicle there was a mini van with its engine running. I got out and approached the drivers door. He looked fine and I said I'd be willing to proceed. I knew of a secluded spot that served as an informal parking lot for a popular hunting area. It took us 5 mins to get there and we barely spoke. We arrived and he pulled in. "Is this okay?" I asked. "Looks fine" he replied. I love the moment when it's time to start the action. He turned everything off and then slid his sweat pants down. He then reclined the seat back and I leaned in and quickly sucked his soft cock to erection. I am turned on by the excitement of engaging in my secret part of my sex life - I like sucking dicks and Once again a mans hard dick was in my mouth and I was enjoying its presence there. We both liked it when I took him deep to the hilt.
I needed a short break and stroked him with my hand. He announced that he was about to cum. I do not always like swallowing but I was into what I was doing. "What? Did you say you were about to cum?" I asked, despite having heard him clearly. "Yeah" he confirmed, his body showing the usual indications he was telling the truth. "In that case...." , I answered and started sucking his dick quickly and deeply. He grunted and moaned in response to my unexpected intentions. He started thrusting up off the seat and then a warm earthy fluid began to flow and I knew he was cumming. It tasted quite mild and was not at all unpleasant. I swallowed, cleaned him up and then sat up. He pulled his pants up and started the car.
something like silverdaddies.com might be for you?I've met several guys through CL. Some I dressed for; some didn't care.
Mostly overweight; not many good kissers.
Reading the responses, I again see that my experience has not been unusually bad. My problem boils down to the fact that I'm looking to fall in love with a man--and he with me; someone who will view me as his girlfriend and want to feminize me.
As a result, my actual encounters--though satisfying sexually (I love servicing a man's cock!)--often leave me feeling unfulfilled, a bit used, and empty.
Pretty unrealistic, huh?![]()
I'm back. I posted an ad seeking someone interested in a blow and go situation - I would do the deed with no reciprocation. A guy answered who was close by, a few years younger and sent a pic of his dick. It looked fine - a little small which meant I could easily get him fully in my mouth. He was quite hairy and I like the masculine nature a hairy crotch conveys. I was turned on thinking about sucking a guys dick. Neither of us could host. If this was going to happen, it would have to be in a car.
We met at the local post office parking lot. I arrived and the only vehicle there was a mini van with its engine running. I got out and approached the drivers door. He looked fine and I said I'd be willing to proceed. I knew of a secluded spot that served as an informal parking lot for a popular hunting area. It took us 5 mins to get there and we barely spoke. We arrived and he pulled in. "Is this okay?" I asked. "Looks fine" he replied. I love the moment when it's time to start the action. He turned everything off and then slid his sweat pants down. He then reclined the seat back and I leaned in and quickly sucked his soft cock to erection. I am turned on by the excitement of engaging in my secret part of my sex life - I like sucking dicks and Once again a mans hard dick was in my mouth and I was enjoying its presence there. We both liked it when I took him deep to the hilt.
I needed a short break and stroked him with my hand. He announced that he was about to cum. I do not always like swallowing but I was into what I was doing. "What? Did you say you were about to cum?" I asked, despite having heard him clearly. "Yeah" he confirmed, his body showing the usual indications he was telling the truth. "In that case...." , I answered and started sucking his dick quickly and deeply. He grunted and moaned in response to my unexpected intentions. He started thrusting up off the seat and then a warm earthy fluid began to flow and I knew he was cumming. It tasted quite mild and was not at all unpleasant. I swallowed, cleaned him up and then sat up. He pulled his pants up and started the car.
I've met several guys through CL. Some I dressed for; some didn't care.
Mostly overweight; not many good kissers.
Reading the responses, I again see that my experience has not been unusually bad. My problem boils down to the fact that I'm looking to fall in love with a man--and he with me; someone who will view me as his girlfriend and want to feminize me.
As a result, my actual encounters--though satisfying sexually (I love servicing a man's cock!)--often leave me feeling unfulfilled, a bit used, and empty.
Pretty unrealistic, huh?![]()
I've met several guys through CL. Some I dressed for; some didn't care.
Mostly overweight; not many good kissers.
Reading the responses, I again see that my experience has not been unusually bad. My problem boils down to the fact that I'm looking to fall in love with a man--and he with me; someone who will view me as his girlfriend and want to feminize me.
As a result, my actual encounters--though satisfying sexually (I love servicing a man's cock!)--often leave me feeling unfulfilled, a bit used, and empty.
Fuck, this is so hot.
Wish I had the guts to troll for cock before I got married...now the guilt would kill me.
I would love to watch this. Don't mind me, I'll just be creeping on this thread.![]()
Fuck, this is so hot.
Wish I had the guts to troll for cock before I got married...now the guilt would kill me.
I would love to watch this. Don't mind me, I'll just be creeping on this thread.[/QUOTE Yes it wouod be cheating even though its just oral but if you didnt take it any further after all its only cock. I felt guilty after my first couple of times but since my wifes not giving up i feel the need to unload.
Has anyone met up with a guy that you ended up knowing?