Extreme, Perverse *fantasies*

[marieR19]

I will freely admit that I have never seen an actual cock in real life, and know little to nothing about them except what I've seen on porn sites, so I have no idea about regular size and stuff. But one of my biggest darkest fantasies is my Mistress taking me to some sleezy bar with all this rough-tough guys, and she rips off my clothes and throws me on the pool table, and dares the entire bar "let's see who can hurt her the worst!". There are at least 15 men, and they all take turns in all my holes, and it hurts and tears but it's not the end of the world because she's fucked me with dildos before.... But then the three bartenders come over, and they have the biggest cocks I could ever imagine, and one starts fucking my pussy and one in my ass, and the other forcing down my throat. Can't breathe, can't move (being pinned down), can't do anything.... Just complete and total helplessness. Can't safeword or anything. They keep fucking all my holes until I pass out.

And then, afterwords, my Mistress asks me (in front of all the guys) if I liked it, and promises she won't get mad she just wants the truth, and I have to admit in front of everyone that I did like it.

That last part is what gets me. Having all that done to me, and then having to admit I liked it and wanted it..... THAT is just the biggest turn-on ever.


Heather

 

[FurryFury]

I will freely admit that I have never seen an actual cock in real life, and know little to nothing about them except what I've seen on porn sites, so I have no idea about regular size and stuff. But one of my biggest darkest fantasies is my Mistress taking me to some sleezy bar with all this rough-tough guys, and she rips off my clothes and throws me on the pool table, and dares the entire bar "let's see who can hurt her the worst!". There are at least 15 men, and they all take turns in all my holes, and it hurts and tears but it's not the end of the world because she's fucked me with dildos before.... But then the three bartenders come over, and they have the biggest cocks I could ever imagine, and one starts fucking my pussy and one in my ass, and the other forcing down my throat. Can't breathe, can't move (being pinned down), can't do anything.... Just complete and total helplessness. Can't safeword or anything. They keep fucking all my holes until I pass out.

And then, afterwords, my Mistress asks me (in front of all the guys) if I liked it, and promises she won't get mad she just wants the truth, and I have to admit in front of everyone that I did like it.

That last part is what gets me. Having all that done to me, and then having to admit I liked it and wanted it..... THAT is just the biggest turn-on ever.


Heather

I totally understand that.

 

[wouldloveto]

Oh, haha. Sorta.

But my castration fantasies are weird.

I don't want to whack the willie myself, it's all about getting them on board - taking them to the clinic where the nice lady with an elastrator will fix them and cut out their tongues, the look on their face when I drop them off with a kiss on the cheek and tell them I'll pick them up in the evening.

Or getting them booked with me on the flight to Thailand, where they're going to come back Barbie.Only they don't know it yet. Maybe they think I'm going to fuck thir brains out all week, maybe they think they're the lucky service boy for the trip.

Lately one of my heavy-rotation ones which isn't gross but just a giant headfuck -

Seduce a really masculine, strong, submissive who can switch but it doesn't feed him as much as having someone to own him does type.... Train train train till they're a complete "I'd die for you" solider of a submissive. Then train train some more in -- topping skills. Mentally refine them into a perfect dominant, the dominant that everyone wants, the boys, the girls...train him to the point where he enjoys the sadism and the meanness of the headfuck I would perpetrate. Let him have slaves, subs. Maybe one girl or boy who falls in love with him. Stay only connected to him for a year to retain the influence I have, never letting him forget that no matter who he thinks he is when he's with me, he's a thing. My thing. Finally one day have him bring the lover over. Where they find him naked, curled around my boots, licking and kissing, abject, totally chained and locked. The first time they've ever met me.

"Oh, you didn't think it ever had a thought of it's own in its head that wasn't put there, did you my dear?"

um... I really like this too... and that kinda scares me

 

[avidread]

I want you all to know this - here in Australia the Federal Govt is contemplating censorship for child porn, beastiality, as well as violent content on the Web....similar to the doctrines of China.
UK, from what I have read, is also banning bondage content entering the country, and being published on the Web.
I am sure the politicians, if they read, and used quotes from this Thread, with people posting fantasies of watching/participating in murder and torture of women, and fantasising being raped, and in particular brutally, would put fuel on the fire for their endeavours to enact draconian censorship on the general public.
It is my belief that thoughts of violence against others, or yourself, should be within the confines of the psychiatrist's office.......I thought the Rules here pushed the fact that 'acts' were among consenting adults?! As you are aware, 'snuff' movies are where the victim has no idea they are about to be murdered.
This is why discussion of child sexual fantasies, as well as animals, is "censored" on this Board because it is not consenting....am I correct?

 

[ownedsubgal]

I want you all to know this - here in Australia the Federal Govt is contemplating censorship for child porn, beastiality, as well as violent content on the Web....similar to the doctrines of China.
UK, from what I have read, is also banning bondage content entering the country, and being published on the Web.
I am sure the politicians, if they read, and used quotes from this Thread, with people posting fantasies of watching/participating in murder and torture of women, and fantasising being raped, and in particular brutally, would put fuel on the fire for their endeavours to enact draconian censorship on the general public.
It is my belief that thoughts of violence against others, or yourself, should be within the confines of the psychiatrist's office.......I thought the Rules here pushed the fact that 'acts' were among consenting adults?! As you are aware, 'snuff' movies are where the victim has no idea they are about to be murdered.
This is why discussion of child sexual fantasies, as well as animals, is "censored" on this Board because it is not consenting....am I correct?

um, no, you are not correct. one terrific thing about the lit bdsm discussion board, and what keeps me coming back even after taking the occasional hiatus, is the fact that the expression of thoughts/fantasies/desires are not censored here in any way. it reminds me to be grateful that i live in a free democratic society, and not under some dictatorship or police state which limits the mind and kills the spirit. if this freedom is disturbing to you, why not avert your eyes?

 

[radepor]

God! I read the initial thread but couldn't stand to read the replies -- I skipped to the bottom. Obviously, I missed many good replies and I'm sure I've missed many horrible ones.

I think I have a very tenuous handle on the original thread -- maybe not. I sometimes want to inflict damage on myself and alternately can't, so I sometimes fantasize about someone else doing it. I'm masculine enough tho that I will not entertain someone snuffing me - if I want snuffed, I'll do it myself. Should it even get remotely close to happening tho, I'm more likely to get pissed by the attempt and instead grind them into kielbasa. I guess I'm an unsuccessfull, closet masochist.

I may not understand the original thread; I may never understand the original thread. I hope the thread originator will understand he/she isn't a freak and isn't alone in this world.

 

[FurryFury]

I'm confused by your post Radepor. Could you explain a bit more clearly.

 

[Batcum2002]

My Thoughts Exactly

I was beginning to think that I was the only one. I'm a man with these desires for torture and death while engaged in extreme perverted sex, but wow.

Here are my thoughts on the subject and my own desires.

http://www.asstr.org/files/Authors/thirsty69/

 

[Batcum2002]

I truly enjoy being the victim and want to be a victim in some final fury of erotic sex and death.

 

[VelvetDarkness]

I truly enjoy being the victim and want to be a victim in some final fury of erotic sex and death.

Yep, that's one of my fantasies too. To be used completely, utterly consumed and ultimately, discarded. Kicks the shit out of my sub/maso/humiliation/degradation buttons. To serve as best I can in the misguided belief that it will save my life, only to discover that my death was always his intention.

Mmmm

Standard Disclaimer: That's not to say I wouldn't fight tooth and nail if someone actually tried to fuck me to death or that I actually want to die. Exhortations for me to see a therapist will be responded to in Chaucerian vernacular. TY

 

[avidread]

VD and BC2002 you both sound like frustrated writers! OR will we read about you in the papers one day? Just think for one minute how family and friends would feel if this did happen to either of you!

 

[VelvetDarkness]

VD and BC2002 you both sound like frustrated writers! OR will we read about you in the papers one day? Just think for one minute how family and friends would feel if this did happen to either of you!

It's just a fantasy (see standard disclaimer in previous post). People have fantasies about rape, incest, vampires, you name it. Although it's quite a violent and extreme fantasy and certainly not to many people's taste, I don;t think it automatically follows that it's more harmful than other taboo notions. Either a person is capable of a healthy fantasy life or they're not. I believe that I am.

 

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[FurryFury]

My question is this: just how should a guy take it when a woman tells him she thinks he could be a convincing rapist?

Hopeful flattery?

 

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[Strong1]

2004! ?

Wow,

It is impressive that this thread has been around since 2004 and has entries from late 2008. Interesting viewpoints.

The super good news is that the starter of the thread is still with us, given the subject matter and all.

Gutsy. I like that.

 

[ataxia.girl]

This is why discussion of child sexual fantasies, as well as animals, is "censored" on this Board because it is not consenting....am I correct?

my understanding is people who refuse to let go in fantasy but who actually have dangerous desires are more dangerous than those who go ahead and let themselves go in their minds. i have read this from more than one source and it sounds credible to me.

i suppressed my own fantasies for years and was a very resentful and angry person as a result.

i will never live out all my fantasies but i now feel absolutely no guilt fantasizing about whatever comes to mind and i feel much more peaceful. i live very much the same as i did before except now i don't want to kill everyone who says something stupid

 

[Kathykitten]

Just out of curiosity, anyhere here have any submissive of dominating fantasies including animals? Something about it both disgusts and excites me, and that is a good beginning for a strange fetish yea?

 

[twysted73]

~ ataxia...you make me smile with your unabashed presentations of self.

As for KK....i applaud your question and expressed interest despite the nay sayers and brow beaters.

 

[ataxia.girl]

Just out of curiosity, anyhere here have any submissive of dominating fantasies including animals? Something about it both disgusts and excites me, and that is a good beginning for a strange fetish yea?

*unabashedly* ....yes...

 

[Kathykitten]

*unabashedly* ....yes...

I can't help it, so I think it fits in this cattegory! Serving men and women is one thing, you feel like a sub. But the fantasy of having to also serve a master or mistress' pet, would really reduce me to something beyond words, and somehow that just triggers me. Can't explain it!

So my appologees to any naysayers out there

 

[ataxia.girl]

I can't help it, so I think it fits in this cattegory! Serving men and women is one thing, you feel like a sub. But the fantasy of having to also serve a master or mistress' pet, would really reduce me to something beyond words, and somehow that just triggers me. Can't explain it!

So my appologees to any naysayers out there

yup... mine are similar. Horrible stuff. i tend to use it if i want to cum and no other fantasy is working. i save it for emergencies.

i prefer to be able to cum without resorting to this one tho. i don't want it to get ruined through over use.

 

[Kathykitten]

yup... mine are similar. Horrible stuff. i tend to use it if i want to cum and no other fantasy is working. i save it for emergencies.

i prefer to be able to cum without resorting to this one tho. i don't want it to get ruined through over use.

Same! I don't know what it is about it, and I wish I didn't have the fetish cause somehow my mind tells me it should be very wrong, and its certainly looked down upon.

 

[BiBunny]

*Sigh*

I'm into some kinky shit. And I'm one of those people who's always moving onto more extreme fantasies once my old ones become less arousing. But, try as I might, I absolutely can't get wet about animals in any shape or fashion.

I'm not knocking y'all for it. Dude, I wish the fantasy DID turn me on. God knows, I've tried to make it an appealing one. But it just isn't to me. It's not even disgusting, just...boring, actually. I can see where it would appeal to others, though.

Most of my extreme fantasies revolve around snuff. I have a whole bunch of different methods in mind, most of which are very painful. I'm almost always kidnapped and tortured and raped in a variety of creative ways. I do my best to please, and I'm allowed to believe that I can save my own life. Part of what makes the actual killing of me so hot is the betrayal involved.

"But you said if I did all those things, you would let me live."

"You didn't actually believe that, did you? Stupid cunt."

Occasionally, I AM allowed to live. That's when I'm permanently marked as a slave for life (possibly in a disfiguring manner) and kept as a torture toy for the rest of my life.

Then there are my little girl fantasies, which are completely different, but totally pervasive. I think I started a thread once. Hmmm.

 

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