Fuck

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:rolleyes:
 
Fuck, how can you make me smile when I don't want too. I'm trying to hold on to emotions and work up a fucking snit, and it's all destroyed by a fucking rabbit. And now I'm laughing. Fuck.

sorry as fuck about your fucked-up snit... :rose:
 
A fucking self esteem crisis leading to tears for no reason.

Why can't I just be comfortable in my own skin?
 
Fuck gd hospice administrator who didn't believe me when I said my patient was dying and needed to be admitted to hospice service immediately. Instead some faceless MD beauocrat who couldn't be bothered to send anyone to do an in person assessment determined that she didn't meet protocol, wanted a psych eval which existed but I did not have access to submit to him (GD HIPAA) and so... instead of getting the care she deserved and needed she died last night in pain.

FUCK. I TOLD you she was FUCKING DYING and this GD system is fucking inhumane.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
 
Fuck gd hospice administrator who didn't believe me when I said my patient was dying and needed to be admitted to hospice service immediately. Instead some faceless MD beauocrat who couldn't be bothered to send anyone to do an in person assessment determined that she didn't meet protocol, wanted a psych eval which existed but I did not have access to submit to him (GD HIPAA) and so... instead of getting the care she deserved and needed she died last night in pain.

FUCK. I TOLD you she was FUCKING DYING and this GD system is fucking inhumane.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

I am so so sorry you and yours had this to deal with, Light and Love being sent you way. :heart:






ps: "fuck" just to stay on topic...
 
A fucking self esteem crisis leading to tears for no reason.

Why can't I just be comfortable in my own skin?


Cuz wearing anyone elses' skin is even more uncomfortable (and maybe a little creepy)?:confused::rolleyes::)


Hang in there ES, you aren't the.only one that goes through it. It is a temporary circumstance. Keep that in mind and take heart. Better days are ahead. :)
 
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Cuz wearing anyone elses' skin is even more uncomfortable (and maybe a little creepy)?:confused::rolleyes::)


Hang in there ES, you aren't the.only one that goes through it. It is a temporary circumstance. Keep that in mind and take heart. Better days are ahead. :)

haha thank you...this made me smile.

Yeah I don't really care to try on anyone else's skin. haha

:D
 
Fuck gd hospice administrator who didn't believe me when I said my patient was dying and needed to be admitted to hospice service immediately. Instead some faceless MD beauocrat who couldn't be bothered to send anyone to do an in person assessment determined that she didn't meet protocol, wanted a psych eval which existed but I did not have access to submit to him (GD HIPAA) and so... instead of getting the care she deserved and needed she died last night in pain.

FUCK. I TOLD you she was FUCKING DYING and this GD system is fucking inhumane.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

What the fuck? After 5 tries, I can't seem to come up with any coherent sentence or exclamation after reading this.

No. One. Should. Ever. Be. Denied. Hospice. Period! Fuck!

GD HIPPA has its place but it's more a Fucking hindrance than anything else.

Hang in there CB. I'm so sorry for this.
 
Fuck gd hospice administrator who didn't believe me when I said my patient was dying and needed to be admitted to hospice service immediately. Instead some faceless MD beauocrat who couldn't be bothered to send anyone to do an in person assessment determined that she didn't meet protocol, wanted a psych eval which existed but I did not have access to submit to him (GD HIPAA) and so... instead of getting the care she deserved and needed she died last night in pain.

FUCK. I TOLD you she was FUCKING DYING and this GD system is fucking inhumane.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

Hospice workers and nurses hold special places in my world, places that are reserved for the most appreciated people in the world. As you well know, I've dealt with more than my fair share of nurses in my life and they have been angels. I know you know why I feel this way. And I've had two parents die with the aid of hospice and the experience would have been so much worse without them. Knowing that they died without pain made it a bit more bearable. And the hospice workers reached into that special toolkit that they come equipped with and made some statements that took the edge off of the emotions and allowed me to see the experience in much more positive light. To have someone and their family denied this comfort is inexcusable. I fucking agree with you on this!
 
Fuck, BDSM Talk is just so tiresome sometimes. So much talk, so little communication.
If anyone sees my leaving the fucking Cafe, please pull my fucking hair and bring me back.
 
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