Gaias Glen

[Gaias_child]

*lies on the rocks soaking up the sun before the moonlight chases it away....

 

[Gaias_child]

*leans back against the tree,,her mind wandering with her thoughts,eyes closed

 

[FallenSakura]

*walks inside with a brand new outfit looking horribly miserable and sits down putting her feet in the water*

 

[Gaias_child]

8walks from the shadows of the trees and behind my pet,putting my hands on her shoulders and turning her to face me,lilfting her to her feet.

"I dont want to see my pet sad...

I lifted her face in my hand and touches my lips to her forehead softly

 

[FallenSakura]

*kisses her then pulls away lightly* Its not fair you know, you get everything. you have guys touch u, flirt with u and do anything u want with them while I become just some useless toy for you.

 

[Gaias_child]

*startled by the remark and steps back...

I am who I am....You arenot some useless toy to me...I care deeply about your feelings...everyone is different,,some are more open about their feelings than others..it is not a bad thing to be shy....

 

[FallenSakura]

its just I cant stand being alone for days at a time, I do not want to be this way ever but it always ends up this way. Im alone and hurt and no one comes to me and when you come to me its like nothing has changed since then and i end up being lonely once you leave me. I do love you mistress but I am not shy not in the slightest. I am a being just left alone in this world. Just like now how u are a few steps away from me.

*looks directly at you* Mistress, do you fear me? Do you see what I can not? *stands up and walks towards your direction* Is there something about me that causes fear into your heart? Why do u step back from me? Am I that scary to you?

 

[Gaias_child]

*shakes my head and reaches a hand out to you...

I dont fear you..you just surprised me by your words is all..

* Pulling you close to me...

I see nothing in you to fear,,lonlieness yes..but not fear...

 

[FallenSakura]

My words are the outspoken feeling of my heart, as you are my mistress.Theses should always be told to you.Can u see how much I want to leave this world and yet I am forced to stay here. I am stuck and helpless. Are my words so shocking, will you leave me if my words begin to cause fear into you. I love you mistress, truly I do but what happens if you get all the attention while I continue to remain in darkness like this.Will you be here once I completely become shrouded by it

 

[Gaias_child]

My words are the outspoken feeling of my heart, as you are my mistress.Theses should always be told to you.Can u see how much I want to leave this world and yet I am forced to stay here. I am stuck and helpless. Are my words so shocking, will you leave me if my words begin to cause fear into you. I love you mistress, truly I do but what happens if you get all the attention while I continue to remain in darkness like this.Will you be here once I completely become shrouded by it

I will always be here and the words you say make me sad that you feel like the world is so hopeless....*hugs you tightly* You are supposed to be here,life will be a seires of trials for not only you but everyone around you and even me. I dont want you to be shrouded in darkness,,i would love to see a smile upon your face,not just from me being her with you but because you want it there.

 

[FallenSakura]

then why is it that every trail brings me deeper and deeper into darkness with no remorse.You want a smile on my face then show me something I can smile about.There is no more happyness for me, only misery. I tried to save myself I did but no one is ever here to help me. You may be a few seconds away but not even my hopes or dreams will ever turn into reality. I want to have someone to show me something worth living. I can not stand much more, this depression is killing me deeply and my body is dieing

 

[Gaias_child]

*lifts my hand to touch your chest

Here is a reason to smile..your heart beating under my hand...it was created for a reason..it will not always be dark for you,there is a ray of happiness there for you,i cant tell you when or who but it will happen. I once faced the dark as you are now...I made myself stronger because of it...

*pulls you down to sit beside me,hugging you close.

Everything on earth is created for a reason,sometiimes things seem more than we can bear,but with evey dark there is a light..with every sadness there is happiness

 

[FallenSakura]

I been this way for way longer than I can remember, I can't smile. I do not know how, my heart beats for something I do not know of. I want to be happy but no one is around to help me have it.Please mistress help me,save me from whatever is causing me this pain

 

[Gaias_child]

*hugs you close and kisses you softly looking down at you*

i can only help you so much..you also need to help yourself...I can hold you and love you...*cups your face in my hands and looks into your eyes.

I adore you,even when i am not here i am with you...

 

[FallenSakura]

*looks into ur eyes*

I done too much to go back now, maybe things will cheer up on the other side. Well for now I take my leave with them. Hopefully I shall return

*vanishes as a black aura surrounds me and takes me away*

 

[Gaias_child]

*watches as her pet slides away from her....sends comforting thoughts her way

 

[Gaias_child]

*walks slowly into the clearing looking for my pet,not seeing her I drop down to sit on the step before my cottage

 

[FallenSakura]

*appears at her side kissing her cheek*

morning mistress how are u?

 

[Gaias_child]

*smiles as my pet appears,pulling on her collar so she drops to my lap..I hug her tightly and kiss her deeply..I am well,have missed you,my pet

*lets my hands wander over your body

 

[FallenSakura]

missed you too ish really fun overhere, everyone is so nice and wonderful. I love the other world *smiles happily* i really do not wanna leave there*

 

[Gaias_child]

You are nevr alone as long as you have me,,remember that

Kissing her deeply,pulling her body up against mine. My hand wrapping in her hair holding her lips to mine.

 

[FallenSakura]

I know but as it stands Im alone in posting while others are having the time of their lives. My lit gf is having rp sex with guys while I am all alone here doing nothing. I am happy i have u with me but you are barely around

 

[Gaias_child]

*smiles down at her*

I know but hopefully that will change with the coming week..things have finally begun to level out in my RW

 

[FallenSakura]

that is good to hear but you are really like my only rp partner besides achme person

 

[Gaias_child]

*smiles and lifts a hand to slide under your top

Hmm I think I need to update our threads then