UnderYourSpell
Gerund Whore
- Joined
- May 20, 2007
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MY HEART
The pressure is high
It never stops beating though
The pressures of life surrounds it
Ones I care about are wrapped within it
Things I care about has to take a back seat
Acknowledge what is in front of my tired eyes
Know that I am doing my best to provide quality
Things I procrastinate on WILL be dealt with swiftly
I wait to hear for the day to begin, for I began very late
The lump in my throat grows, but no time for crying tears
Drink water, hoping for the best knowing I'm giving my best
I hear and feel the heartbeats crashing into my throat..swallows
The knowledge of being responsible for another human being's care
So diligently caring for me and my siblings, now I'm responsible for her
Boom Boom...Boom Boom...is felt in my throat every time decisions made
Siblings scarce with their own brands of life issues, yet mine are hidden away
Showing up in unproductive state of care for my own health, personal self cares
Boom Boom...Boom Boom...crashing into my throat, my pleas for help unheard and alone
More responsibility after each healthcare professional visit, resistance and defiance shows tears
I know it's the disease rearing it's ugly head, yet hurt has already taken place and the verbal blows sting
I see you made New Poetry recommendations, well done!