In the mood for...

I read your profile. I see what you mean. Hmmm, but what about after he finally comes home and finally gives you a long overdue hello?

Heh, that's a story I won't bore everyone with... I'll just live vicariously through those of you that get that kind of loving.
 
Uh-oh, who has got you all upset sweeting?

Ugh. I'm just fed up. I think I need some kind of mental or psychological conditioning that stops me from opening up to people I barely know and then being utterly disappointed. I guess that's a problem with not going out much, I meet the same type people on social media. Then I take it all personally when communication drops out. Sometimes I just wish I could keep my thoughts in my own head, because when they all come tumbling out, all those thoughts and issues and feelings, they leave a bad taste.

Never mind me, it's just an off day in the Serpentine House.
 
Ugh. I'm just fed up. I think I need some kind of mental or psychological conditioning that stops me from opening up to people I barely know and then being utterly disappointed. I guess that's a problem with not going out much, I meet the same type people on social media. Then I take it all personally when communication drops out. Sometimes I just wish I could keep my thoughts in my own head, because when they all come tumbling out, all those thoughts and issues and feelings, they leave a bad taste.

Never mind me, it's just an off day in the Serpentine House.

The falsities and insecurities of people leave that kind of exploration to be something akin to tap-dancing in a minefield. It isn't the most effective or popular of means, I suppose, but I've come to the point where I don't apologize for how I feel or harbor guilt over speaking frankly.

I've become more gentle with the years but that's saved for the precious few that have earned that sincerity. My travels, excursions, help me to escape it all. It sounds so old and so tired but the truth is that society has allowed for people to de-evolve into spineless, faux-sweet, sniveling globs of slime. I really dislike the general cowardice that you can encounter every few seconds when speaking with the populace at large.

That disdain is heightened here. As, I'm sure, I've made painfully apparent for the better part of the last five years between my long periods of absence.
 
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And chocolate
 
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