La Chateau d'Ausus

[Ausus_girl13]

Heading back into the chateau, smile on my face, shedding my clothes without a thought. Jumping into the shower, I wash the day from my skin, sighing gratefully at it's disappearance down the drain. I head to my closet, dressing simply a robe is settled over my shoulders.

There is a tray, a beautiful silver tray on my vanity, and it now sits on the floor, covered in a thin layer of rice.

Sitting there in front of my mirror, calmly applying my makeup. I wait. She will come soon.

 

[Vail_Indigo]

slinking in the rafters

 

[Drunken_Angel]

Angel spread down sheets of a bed that seemed to have somehow remade itself. She is bubbly, ecstatic and more than a little drunk. Her fingers go again up to the collar around her neck and she cannot help but smile. A second day. She didn't have to give it back... Aus never came mete out punishment.

In truth, the punishment is much less exciting than getting to wear the collar, even if only for two whole days.

 

[Drunken_Angel]

Waking, stretching and yawning, my hand to my neck.

A smile.

 

[Ausus_girl13]

I waited and she didn't show. She's pushing. Fucking fallen angel. Thinking she can get away with everything. Bloody hell, should have known she would push.

ANGEL! In my room! Now! Don't make me send in the boys to drag your lazy ass from bed!

 

[Drunken_Angel]

I waited and she didn't show. She's pushing. Fucking fallen angel. Thinking she can get away with everything. Bloody hell, should have known she would push.

ANGEL! In my room! Now! Don't make me send in the boys to drag your lazy ass from bed!

I close my eyes once, almost sad. Uncrossing my legs, I rise from my vanity and throw on a silk robe. It ties loosely, cinching around my waist. Nothing else adorns my body except what little dignity I dare carry with me.

...

I stand, lightly trembling before Aus' door and knock. Eyes level.

 

[Ausus_girl13]

Throwing open the door, striding away from her, a perch at my vanity. I point to the tray filled with rice.

Kneel.

Oh it won't hurt at first, but the longer she kneels there, the more painful it will become. I turn from her, and begin messing with my hair, it's a mess so this could take a while

 

[Drunken_Angel]

Throwing open the door, striding away from her, a perch at my vanity. I point to the tray filled with rice.

Kneel.

Oh it won't hurt at first, but the longer she kneels there, the more painful it will become. I turn from her, and begin messing with my hair, it's a mess so this could take a while

I cannot help a raised eyebrow at the tray, with rice. What an odd place to kneel. How strange, perhaps its symbolic? Following in the wake of her dangerously swaying hips, I do as I am told without so much as a comment. I even pull my robe open somewhat, assuming she wants the bare skin of my knees.

I kneel, waiting. The cold of the tray and the press of its lip against my shin is more of an annoyance than the rice underneath.

 

[Ausus_girl13]

The curls in place. Fuck me, I hate my hair sometimes. She's silent, I'm not surprised, I glance over my shoulder, appraise her coldly and return to applying lipstick. A deep red, just the way I love it. A thin shimmer of gloss and I smile. Perfect.

Angel, who do you answer to?

the question soft, and I don't even look at her again. I wonder if she's feeling the rice yet.

 

[Drunken_Angel]

The curls in place. Fuck me, I hate my hair sometimes. She's silent, I'm not surprised, I glance over my shoulder, appraise her coldly and return to applying lipstick. A deep red, just the way I love it. A thin shimmer of gloss and I smile. Perfect.

Angel, who do you answer to?

the question soft, and I don't even look at her again. I wonder if she's feeling the rice yet.

I shift my wight, the little devils trying to dig their way into my skin. They seek bone. Awareness of where this little exercise is going is beginning to dawn.

My voice, deceptively calm, responds carefully, "I answer to you, Aus." I know already there is something wrong with my answer.. I know, I know.. but what? Fuck, too late to take it back.

I keep my eyes straight ahead, glad that it is not appropriate to make eye contact... glad to hide behind ritual for now.

 

[Ausus_girl13]

A unnoticeable nod. Leaning forward, liquid eyeliner can be a bitch. A steady hand, gentle touch, and there, it's perfect. I love my eyes, the soft hazel colors, the way I can look both sweet and mischievous with one bat of my eyelashes. I notice her shift on the tray and chuckle softly.

You liked the feel of the collar didn't you?

 

[Drunken_Angel]

A unnoticeable nod. Leaning forward, liquid eyeliner can be a bitch. A steady hand, gentle touch, and there, it's perfect. I love my eyes, the soft hazel colors, the way I can look both sweet and mischievous with one bat of my eyelashes. I notice her shift on the tray and chuckle softly.

You liked the feel of the collar didn't you?

Shifting back, pressuring one side to ease the other. I feel a strange heat rising up my back and tiny tremblings in my muscles have started demanding attention. Her words bring my mind up, to the leather circle around my neck. Warmth of a different kind fills me and I find myself nodding, smiling. "Yes, Aus, very much."

Eyes still straight ahead, posture erect, though I know I can not hold it indefinitely.

 

[Ausus_girl13]

I ignore her, and finish up my nails. No soft pink bullshit for me. Blood red. Of course. If you're going to do something don't do it halfway. This makes me smile. Though I haven't laid a hand on her, I bet she's feeling pretty beat up right about now. I pull on my boots, and zip them all the way up, the leather adhering to my calfs perfectly. One perfectly painted hand snaps, and points to the floor next to me. No words. She better get the hint.

 

[Drunken_Angel]

I ignore her, and finish up my nails. No soft pink bullshit for me. Blood red. Of course. If you're going to do something don't do it halfway. This makes me smile. Though I haven't laid a hand on her, I bet she's feeling pretty beat up right about now. I pull on my boots, and zip them all the way up, the leather adhering to my calfs perfectly. One perfectly painted hand snaps, and points to the floor next to me. No words. She better get the hint.

Zip. Metal grabbing teeth, forcing them together. Metal. Don't look, don't. My eyes follow her hand, follow the zipper's long pull up... ankle.. calf...thigh. STOP!

The trembling is getting worse, legs shaking, shooting pains up my knees. I wonder if she can see the sheen of sweat that is overrunning my skin. Don't cry out, don't show. Don't lift your knee.

I begin to feel afraid for the first time.

The finger snap, pointing toward her feet. I've no fucking clue what she wants. I look at the floor as if it holds some sort of secret to which I am not privy.

A short moment seems like an eternity as I struggle to understand what she wants of me.

 

[Ausus_girl13]

I lean over and slide my hands up the leather of my boots, tugging them into place.

Something about that you didn't understand? Here. points to the floor next to me now. Don't stand.

I glance out of the corner of my eye, wondering how she'll handle this. With one hand I gesture to my unseen maids, they quickly jump to deliver my pellegrino and ice.

 

[Drunken_Angel]

I lean over and slide my hands up the leather of my boots, tugging them into place.

Something about that you didn't understand? Here. points to the floor next to me now. Don't stand.

I glance out of the corner of my eye, wondering how she'll handle this. With one hand I gesture to my unseen maids, they quickly jump to deliver my pellegrino and ice.

Don't stand..

I am unable to hide the hurt as the act of lifting on knee puts all the remaining weight on the other. I cannot help the wince as my weight comes down too hard when I put it back down, on wood.

Don't stand..

Each step painful, one knee, then the next, shoving the rice pieces deep. At least some fall along the way as I shuffle, knees only, to the place Aus has indicated. Kneeling, I wait, pushing back a sudden surge of emotion.

 

[Ausus_girl13]

reaches around her neck and unhooks the collar. I kiss her cheek softly.

Good girl. All fours now.

Setting the collar aside. Waiting for her to comply. Wondering if she won't collapse.

 

[Drunken_Angel]

reaches around her neck and unhooks the collar. I kiss her cheek softly.

Good girl. All fours now.

Setting the collar aside. Waiting for her to comply. Wondering if she won't collapse.

Air hits skin wet freshly revealed as the collar is removed. I feel suddenly alone, suddenly naked and exposed despite my robe, weak. I want to cry out, to beg her not to take it away.. it felt.... so.. so right. Now it is just me.... just.. about to be broken.

I drop down to my hands, supported by my shoulder, by my raging knees. I know I should keep my back straight.. but I just cant now... I cant.

Trembling, I can barely hold the weight of my upper body.

 

[Ausus_girl13]

A single fingernail down her spine thought the silk. Straightens her back out a little. She wants it so badly, but she isn't completely ready. She will be soon enough. Once she has stilled a little, I place my ice cold glass of pellegrino between her shoulder blades

Don't move.

I stand, move away from her, and take the crop of my toy closet. But I give her a moment to breathe.

 

[Drunken_Angel]

A single fingernail down her spine thought the silk. Straightens her back out a little. She wants it so badly, but she isn't completely ready. She will be soon enough. Once she has stilled a little, I place my ice cold glass of pellegrino between her shoulder blades

Don't move.

I stand, move away from her, and take the crop of my toy closet. But I give her a moment to breathe.

She shock of sudden cold against feverish skin tears a gasp from my lungs and it takes all my strength not to drop to the floor.. not to retreat from it.

Don't move.

I square my shoulders and find my arms locking, seeking strength in the mechanics of the joints, but I know I cant hold long. This helps the trembling a bit... but at a cost.

Time passes... each second longer than the next...

Holding.... breath... breathe girl. What is she doing.. she's getting something, but I cant see.... don't know.... hold.. please just hold.

Tears are close, I can feel my stomach tightening, pulsing with rapidly imposing sobs.

 

[Ausus_girl13]

Almost. There.

Two little steps, a swing and the crop meets her ass. The resounding crack makes me giggle. I give her one more and watch as she crumbles, taking my water glass before she falls completely.

 

[Drunken_Angel]

Almost. There.

Two little steps, a swing and the crop meets her ass. The resounding crack makes me giggle. I give her one more and watch as she crumbles, taking my water glass before she falls completely.

I scream and my face hits the floor. The second swat bring the sobs... choking, rising waves of pain and emotion taking over my brain. The stinging is intense, every nerve digging claws into my bare flesh. I try to bring my hands forward, try to lift myself.

I try... so hard.

 

[Ausus_girl13]

Stay on the floor cunt.

I let the leather of the crop play with her thigh, but otherwise I don't touch her.

You're done. No more games in the chateau. No more pouring water over my head. Remember this every time you want to be anything less than respectful. I give, you give.

And I do love you, Angel.

Smiles, leans over and moves her hair off her face. Running the back of my hand over her cheek. Standing I take the collar, and lock it up.

Behave yourself, Angel.

I disappear into my closet, to finish changing.

 

[Drunken_Angel]

Stay on the floor cunt.

I let the leather of the crop play with her thigh, but otherwise I don't touch her.

You're done. No more games in the chateau. No more pouring water over my head. Remember this every time you want to be anything less than respectful. I give, you give.

And I do love you, Angel.

Smiles, leans over and moves her hair off her face. Running the back of my hand over her cheek. Standing I take the collar, and lock it up.

Behave yourself, Angel.

I disappear into my closet, to finish changing.

I do as I'm told. My ass screaming in my ears, drowning the stabbing pains in my knees..my back.. my arms. I stay nearly still, face flat against the hard floor.

My heart sinks as my fantasy is locked away. I know now that it was a fantasy. I know what I was begging for, what each and every prank of mine was demanding. And then I feel my shame... the shame of making such demands.. imposing on the protectorship of one I love...

This is my place, this is where I deserve to be, it is who I am. But I have not earned the collar and demanding it will never make it mine.

 

[Drunken_Angel]

I do as I'm told. My ass screaming in my ears, drowning the stabbing pains in my knees..my back.. my arms. I stay nearly still, face flat against the hard floor.

My heart sinks as my fantasy is locked away. I know now that it was a fantasy. I know what I was begging for, what each and every prank of mine was demanding. And then I feel my shame... the shame of making such demands.. imposing on the protectorship of one I love...

This is my place, this is where I deserve to be, it is who I am. But I have not earned the collar and demanding it will never make it mine.

Angel lays where she is, fairly certain Aus isn't coming back until late.. if at all. She curls up as best she can, sighing.