Looking for Muses

[ericviking69]

Muses caused by my muses

Life is very nice since I decided to join Lit...

There are many wonderful muses here that have increased my musings...

I am writing again ...not quickly but a little each day...thank you to those that have posted and those that have shared your thoughts in Pm's

And even more special thanks to those that have shared more...you know who you are....

 

[imaginarylrv1290]

I am glad that you are writing.....and have found inspiration here.

You are right about the caracters we play. All my life I have been the daughter, wife, and mother.

Now I want to find a little space for my "real" soul in this world.

The affair I have just started is very exciting. We bring only ourselves, no baggage, no expectations.

The only thing I want to see in his eyes is complete lust for me.

We can talk about all things sexual. Likes and dislikes.

We have known about eachother all our lives, but were never really close. Ships that have passed in the night, finally anchored, then boarded.

I like being alone, and I am not afraid solitude. I also love being in a crowd, working a room. My life is full of contradictions.

I am working on a poem to send you.....it will be my first in a very long time. Maybe it will help to inspire you.

Rennae

 

[ericviking69]

Tell me more

Rennae,

How did you and your long time friend get past the awkward moment? How did you realize that you both wanted to get closer?

What was the moment you recognized the lust in his eyes and realized your own passion for him?

Let us look in on the process....kiss

 

[imaginarylrv1290]

This sounds very "cliche".

I had decided to have an affair. I just needed something more.
I posted an add on an adult site. I recieved a lot of replies. Some of them were very odd!!! LOL

I exchanged e-mails and phone calls with a couple of men. But nothing more. I hadn't found exactly what I was looking for yet. Then there was a reply from a man in my home town. I was a bit hesitant about writing back, as we live in a small town. But it did seem we were looking for the same things. I took the chance. I figured out who he was before he figured out who I was. I was afraid it might scare him off. But it didn't.

We talked a few times on the phone, then set up a meeting. We had the agreement that if it didn't go any further than that it was ok. We met at a restaurant 30 minutes away. We sat and talked for a little while. It was then that I could see the lust in his eyes! We agreed to go across the street to a motel.

As soon as the door closed he bent down and gave me the most passionate kiss. There was no turning back. The sex was very very good. How wonderful to shut out the whole world for a few stolen moments.

I am not looking for love. I already have that. I want to explore my deepest sexual desires. I want a man that will help me do that. I have always been a giver, now I want to do some taking.
(my - sounds forcefull - LOL - I am always a giver!!!! no matter what I say!!!)

We have been together twice, with plans later next week.

If couples only knew what little it took to keep sex alive and thriving - there would be no adultry! And I know it is a shame that I can not share these secrets and desires with the man I am married to. I accept that.

There you go. If you want to know more just ask. I could go deeper.

What would put a look of total lust in your eyes? It interests me what interests men. We are all so different, but so much the same.

We can continue this on here, or you can e-mail me.

Have a good weekend.
Rennae

ps. It was nice writing this out....sigh

 

[ericviking69]

Wow

Rennae,

I must say I think your long time friend is very lucky...

You seem to have found an outlet for a lot of pend up passion.

I can tell you a few of the things that put that look of "lust", I prefer "passion", in my eyes:

1)When I caress a lady's chin, along the jawline, and she purrs....

2) When I find an excuse to brush against her arm, and she flashes me a smile...not an understanding smile but a "hmmmmm" smile

3) Feedback from my stories....being told that it was read while in bed....that it worked perfectly...

I am glad you shared your story....

 

[moonshado]

Sharing

Here is a personal story I would like to share.
its happy ,, its sad,, its true

One Night as a young woman I was driving down the street. I was with a girlfriend of mine when this biker passed us. He slowed down and actually looked into the window of my car. My friend was blown away by his long red hair and his brillant smile. I just smiled back and kept on driving he slowed down and pulled in behind us. He motioned for us to pull over. My friend was like oo please do.. So I did. He came around to my window and looked at me and got down on his knees and introduced himself to us. He was very very handsome. He got asked for my phone number saying he just had to get to know me better. He swore he had never believed in love at first site,, but he was no longer convinced
because he thought I was the prettiest thing he had ever seen. He was a little akward but not shy at all.. Kept saying he had never done this kind of thing before. I gave him my number and he flirted a little more and when we parted he kissed my forehead.
I was not to convinced of this beautiful man wanting me tho. I was flattered and my friend was like oo kewlness.. but i was not sure. He did call me and we ran into each other at a bar where I was doing a wet T-shirt contest.. He was OO please go with me O please... I was going to go of course.. BUT i kept teasing him.. saying I didnt date boys with longer hair than mine..His long red hair hung almost to his waist. We did not leave together that night. He found out where I lived from my friend.. He came to my house and handed me a long red pony tail. I just cried.. He had touched me so deeply.. We were lovers and friends and live ins for almost a year. When he must have swerved to miss an animal on his bike and hit a bridge embankment and was killed. He to this day has been my greatest love and lover. We explored many things and the comfort level was incredible. If there is such a thing as sould mates, Him and I we were.
Moon

 

[nudeintpa]

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[moonshado]

Thank you

It may seem sad.. but when I look back. all I see is his brilliant smile and bright eyes.. and i know I was loved at least once..
The sad part is that I did not use our relaionship as a standard and ended up marrying the next guy that came along.. He was so far the opposite that I spent 20 years in a marriage that just about killed me. NO love, no careing.. just me being caretaker, housekeeper, and Mother and alone.
I am single and alone now again. I am loving my freedom, and the standard that should have been met..will be met, or being alone is better... O and that does NOT mean I am not dating or having lovers, it just means that the next time I marry, It will be to a man alot like the red headed freedom rider biker boy.
Moon

 

[ericviking69]

Re: Thank you

It may seem sad.. but when I look back. all I see is his brilliant smile and bright eyes.. and i know I was loved at least once..
The sad part is that I did not use our relaionship as a standard and ended up marrying the next guy that came along.. He was so far the opposite that I spent 20 years in a marriage that just about killed me. NO love, no careing.. just me being caretaker, housekeeper, and Mother and alone.
I am single and alone now again. I am loving my freedom, and the standard that should have been met..will be met, or being alone is better... O and that does NOT mean I am not dating or having lovers, it just means that the next time I marry, It will be to a man alot like the red headed freedom rider biker boy.
Moon

I hope you find him,,,,thank you for sharing...

 

[moonshado]

My pleasure

Erick.. ok.. without meeting.. without touching.. without knowing..when a man looks at a woman..and if that woman is receptive to that ... what does he see in a woman...?? I mean what makes a man take a second glance? or turn to stare? or pull someone over??
moon

 

[moonshado]

ok

I have been in crowded rooms.. bars,, concerts, even resturants, malls, ect. and I know when a man is going to come up to me. Or bump against me.. I can feel it. I can even tell a friend..hey that guy is gonna ask me something or turn around and he will
Moon

 

[nudeintpa]

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[ericviking69]

Re: ok

I have been in crowded rooms.. bars,, concerts, even resturants, malls, ect. and I know when a man is going to come up to me. Or bump against me.. I can feel it. I can even tell a friend..hey that guy is gonna ask me something or turn around and he will
Moon

I think you have hit upon what makes life so exciting...there is a factor that we can not quite identify...

A factor that makes some people more special than others.

Sometimes you can look into a person's eyes and see the difference

Familiar souls? Special aura?

Any ideas all you passersby...

 

[imaginarylrv1290]

Moon,

I sincerely hope that you find what you are looking for. You were very lucky. How many people never have a great love in their life? How much richer are you for having had that experience.

It is good that you have prescious memories to ponder in your heart. Treasure them always.

Good Luck to you............

Rennae

 

[ericviking69]

Moon,

I sincerely hope that you find what you are looking for. You were very lucky. How many people never have a great love in their life? How much richer are you for having had that experience.

It is good that you have prescious memories to ponder in your heart. Treasure them always.

Good Luck to you............

Rennae

A reason to hope and keep looking...

 

[moonshado]

never quitting

Erik you are so right about that mystery.
I do describe it as an aura, I have a very strong aura. A Chief of one of the tribes here once came to me.. out of the blue.. and told me this. I would intimidate some men. I would intrigue them all. Young boys that dont know better would love me and want me, Men that are strong would either love me or abuse me. That I had the wisdome to surpass the obstacles and the courage and the strength.. when he left i was amazed by him. He said it was the essence of me or in other words the aura...
so you are right about that one.
moon
but quit looking.. oo never.. LOL its way to much fun..

 

[imaginarylrv1290]

originally posted by "nude"

The woman herself will make me look. How she is dressed, is she in a flirty type outfit or teasing will maybe garner another look.

It is her reception to our eyes meeting that determines if I will talk or find a way to talk. Some women wont even look back or turn away. Others give you a smile or glance or a shy bat of the eyes and you catch them looking at you again.

Just my 2cents


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Always dress to impress, and feel sexy. Makes me feel more confident.

Do men like it when you give them the shy glances?

To turn Moon's question around -
I will always give a man another look if he is smiling!

Just a nickels worth.......
Rennae



ps....Eric - never give up the quest!!!!!

 

[ericviking69]

originally posted by "nude"

The woman herself will make me look. How she is dressed, is she in a flirty type outfit or teasing will maybe garner another look.

It is her reception to our eyes meeting that determines if I will talk or find a way to talk. Some women wont even look back or turn away. Others give you a smile or glance or a shy bat of the eyes and you catch them looking at you again.

Just my 2cents


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Always dress to impress, and feel sexy. Makes me feel more confident.

Do men like it when you give them the shy glances?

To turn Moon's question around -
I will always give a man another look if he is smiling!

Just a nickels worth.......
Rennae



ps....Eric - never give up the quest!!!!!

I am Don Quixote when it comes to certains types of quests...wink


Shy glances and looking down are wonderful in the very young...

I like stolen glances and looking not looking games with more mature women. I think the thrill of realizing that you are interested in each other is the best part of the "let's get acquainted dance".

Sending a messenger...the hostess, a friend, Is this a good idea?

 

[moonshado]

courage

Have courage my friend.. approach yourself.. it builds character if you are disappointed.. but 90% of the time you will not be.
Moon
maybe if the hostess waiter take her a token.. LOL

 

[Lady_Sam]

Re: courage

Have courage my friend.. approach yourself.. it builds character if you are disappointed.. but 90% of the time you will not be.
Moon
maybe if the hostess waiter take her a token.. LOL

Moon is right dear Eric. Courage and approaching yourself. Now...if I could only practice what I preach

 

[ericviking69]

Re: Re: courage

Moon is right dear Eric. Courage and approaching yourself. Now...if I could only practice what I preach

Hmmmm....I beleive that I you are courageous....

 

[ericviking69]

Maybe Moon and Sam will let me approach them....

 

[Lady_Sam]

Maybe Moon and Sam will let me approach them....

You can approach me anytime Eric

 

[ericviking69]

Forward or Rear

What type of approach did you have in mind?



Did I say that?

Kiss...




85....I will need it soon...secret kiss

 

[Lady_Sam]

Re: Forward or Rear

What type of approach did you have in mind?



Did I say that?

Kiss...




85....I will need it soon...secret kiss

Both


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