Luna_Wolf72
CinnaWolf circa 2023
- Joined
- Mar 27, 2003
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I am a melting puddle of bliss.
It isn't the way he takes control, takes care, takes over. Those things would usually set my brain on fire and have me ready to start issuing orders JUST to make the other person KNEW they weren't running anything.
I am blissful because he makes me feel like a girl. Not a woman. Not a boi. Not a wolf. Just a short, well curved...female. A girl.
There are noises. I am making them and I can't seem to stop. Little whimpers and low moans, quiet whines and husky breath hitching sighs. His fingers soothe and wash and stroke and massage and I can not do anything but lay back and relax under his ministrations.
It is heavenly.
"Turn please. I need to do your back."
Fear.
I feel it gathering in the pit of my belly.
Because I am scarred from a life spent learning how to be hard. I am covered with burn marks and faint round spots on my bum and long lines from belts and other things. I don't LOOK like a girl from behind. I look like what I am~ a boi who has had to learn to accept beauty where she finds it, because I am NOT beautiful. Not at all. Not in those places.
I am rather broad of shoulder and narrow of waist, true. I have good hips and the shape of my ass is quite fetching. My thighs are well muscled though a touch too heavy. Looked at through a soft focus lens, I would pass muster as the epitome of all things girlish.
Until one saw all the scars.
It didn't matter. I couldn't let it matter. He had asked....and so I scooted back, until I was out of reach, stood up and turned around~ so that he could see me and know through the flesh why I am a wolf in girl's clothing.
My head bent, my voice dropped.
"Okay."
It isn't the way he takes control, takes care, takes over. Those things would usually set my brain on fire and have me ready to start issuing orders JUST to make the other person KNEW they weren't running anything.
I am blissful because he makes me feel like a girl. Not a woman. Not a boi. Not a wolf. Just a short, well curved...female. A girl.
There are noises. I am making them and I can't seem to stop. Little whimpers and low moans, quiet whines and husky breath hitching sighs. His fingers soothe and wash and stroke and massage and I can not do anything but lay back and relax under his ministrations.
It is heavenly.
"Turn please. I need to do your back."
Fear.
I feel it gathering in the pit of my belly.
Because I am scarred from a life spent learning how to be hard. I am covered with burn marks and faint round spots on my bum and long lines from belts and other things. I don't LOOK like a girl from behind. I look like what I am~ a boi who has had to learn to accept beauty where she finds it, because I am NOT beautiful. Not at all. Not in those places.
I am rather broad of shoulder and narrow of waist, true. I have good hips and the shape of my ass is quite fetching. My thighs are well muscled though a touch too heavy. Looked at through a soft focus lens, I would pass muster as the epitome of all things girlish.
Until one saw all the scars.
It didn't matter. I couldn't let it matter. He had asked....and so I scooted back, until I was out of reach, stood up and turned around~ so that he could see me and know through the flesh why I am a wolf in girl's clothing.
My head bent, my voice dropped.
"Okay."