Me. Here. Now.

[adrina]

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[Dribble]

I have been clean over 30 yrs now in a 12 step fellowship...i have seen thousands share their stories and it is rare one does so w the understanding Adrina has. I have some serious respect for this girl.

 

[MelissaBaby]

I've always said you are a smart cookie.

I've held these things in for so long. I've carried them around for... too long. Yet in all honesty, I believe it has taken a certain amount of time and maturity in order for me to be able to put this out there. I tried to fake it, pretend that it was okay, that I was okay. But then to be fair to myself, I did not know how to deal with any of this. How does one recover from losing their everything, their world? Especially knowing that he did too. There was no "luxury" of hate. Just the sure knowledge that both of us were hurt and hurting. And it didn't matter. Obligations were obligations, there was no choice.

It is time to lay the past to rest. So that I can rest too.

I am grateful for and humbled by your friendship and support.

I was a prisoner for a short time. You've been one much longer.

Breathe free, dear heart, breathe free.

 

[richard_daily]

When you post your truths, it gives you a space to see it all, and sort it all out.

I hope you can use it as a spring board. Out of chaos comes whatever you make of it...

Good luck on your journey!

 

[adrina]

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[Farawyn]

Welcome, and thank you.

I’m happy here. I found real love. Tangible love. Yes, we met here, but it is an in the flesh relationship. Friends first, and then so much more.
Right here in the BDSM Cafe.

Take it slow.
We already all love you and are rooting for you.