Minx The Sphinx's Boudoir

[Luna_Wolf72]

Hey pretty minxy...

Shuts the door behind me and moves to the bed, removing my favorite pea coat and tossing it over a nearby chair as I do so.

How do you feel?

 

[monique_minx]

Like hell Luna...hell with extra lava....
My old RL Master contacted me yesterday and sent me into a downward spiral that had me devouring an entire bottle of bourbon and listening to music...
It wasn't a pretty sight and I seem to have made mistakes while I was drunk...

Sad smile

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Lays down on the bed...and motions for minxy to join me for a snuggle

I am sorry you feel shitty, my favorite minx. Come let me snuggle you. That will make me feel better.

Waits a moment and then asks...

Why did you allow yourself to spiral out of control lovey?

 

[monique_minx]

Smiles and move over to Luna's arms

He just gets to me like that....I talked to my dad about it, he understands....he made me cry explaining that he understands just a second ago...
I just want to recover, I wasn't expecting him to email me...
I'm in shock I think

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Pulls minxy close and enjoys having her close to me, then kisses her forehead

My first ever Sir used to get me like that. It took ages for me to recover and was one of the reasons why I gave up being submissive. Quiets for a moment
Actually, I was never really a submissive, more of a pain slut but He ...well I understand how hard it can be and how shocking it must be to hear from one who had a deep impact on your life.

Sighs and hugs her close...

How are you feeling now? Is it still hard to deal?

 

[monique_minx]

Wraps my arms around Luna and rests my head on her chest

It's not as bad as it once was, it has been a year and a half since he left me but I was very much in love and he damaged me severely. The feelings aren't as intense but his email reminded me that I still have them....
I've been thinking about him a lot lately and we haven't spoken in months so when he contacted me out of the blue like that...it just really threw me completely off!
But I don't wanna go on about it, what's done is done...how are you today Miss Luna?

I look up at her briefly before resting my head on her chest against

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Runs my fingers through her hair and allows my eyes to drift closed

I am fine, pretty. My real life has become hectic and crazy. I have 2 exes who are making me rethink the last 3 years of my life and a new lady love who suits me to a tee...except I think that I am wrong for her.

I come here to relax, to not think, to care about others so that the daddi in me doesn't whither away from lack of use....

sighs

It is hard.

 

[monique_minx]

Looks up at Luna

You think you're wrong for her? Why?
I think you're purrfect Luna!

Smiles and giggles a little

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Because she wants something I can't comfortably give: a one on one relationship. I am a poly person at heart and truly gender queer and bi-sexual. I am not happy in a one on one. I JUST can't be and I have tried, repeatedly.

Smiles at minxy's rollred RRR's

Do ya now?? It's only cuz you are safely ensconced behind the safety of your Lady Fae that you think I am purrfect.

 

[monique_minx]

Because she wants something I can't comfortably give: a one on one relationship. I am a poly person at heart and truly gender queer and bi-sexual. I am not happy in a one on one. I JUST can't be and I have tried, repeatedly.

Smiles at minxy's rollred RRR's

Do ya now?? It's only cuz you are safely ensconced behind the safety of your Lady Fae that you think I am purrfect.

Nods understandingly

I'll been in a polygamous relationship with two people, I understand the appeal...

Naughty grin

Oh? And if I wasn't safe with my Mistress?

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

A sly grin

If you weren't safe with your lady Fae, then you would be all kinds of unsafe with me!

Big smile

How interesting. I would have never guessed you to be willing to try poly. You are a woman of interestingly unplumbed depths..

smirks

Now if only I get to watch Fae as she plumbs them...your depths, I mean!!

 

[monique_minx]

Laughs

I'm sure she wouldn't mind!
I'm afraid I have upset a few people though

My face becomes sad

Bsquad...possibly Rayne and hopefully not my Mistress too...
I'm afraid my judgement was impaired by my drinking last night and I've...upset quite a few of my friends here and elsewhere...

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

A soft sigh as I run my fingers over your back

All you can do is apologise and try again, pretty. You are well worth forgiveness.

A small smile

You do tend to make dramatic mistakes though, don't you lovey?

 

[monique_minx]

Nods, smiling

Yes...like going near the computer while drunk!

Giggles

My dad was kind enough to inform my of my idiocy on that front!

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

A bright giggle

You have a very smart dad!!

 

[monique_minx]

Groans

Don't tell him that!
His ego is big enough already!

Smiles sweetly

Thanks Luna, I feel a lot better now

Squeezes her tight

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

Another big grin at minxy's comments concerning her dad

He raised you, didn't he? He must be a real good man, love. You are a bit of alright.

A kiss for her forehead

I am so glad you are feeling better. I don't like it when my friends hurt.

 

[monique_minx]

Grumbles

He's like a wise old man with a crazy temper...I can rarely stump him with a trivia question....I swear he's a freak of nature sometimes!

I won't have my computer for three days this week, I have to stick to hovering on my phone from Tuesday til Thursday cause they're doing our floors!

Smiles

Neither do I and I much prefer being happy to gloomy!

 

[monique_minx]

Finding myself alone again, wondering where Luna disappeared to; I sigh and rest against the headboard...not feeling brave enough to venture out so soon after...everything...

Finally I get up from my bed and move over to a desk hidden in a snug corner of my room...to write is a marvellous pleasure when it comes to calming my nerves. I take a piece of paper and pick up my pen, poised to write but unsure of what to say...a letter...

The one that left me,

I keep this short. I love you...will always love you just as I promised. You are a poison to me, something I never should have tasted...you are addictive, tempting beyond all comprehension...

I've punished myself long enough for you, you know exactly what you do to me and yet you cannot stay away from what you say you no longer want...

Trying to make people understand how I feel for you is like trying to fit the ocean into a water bottle. I say everything I cannot say to your face...for you run me in circles and leave me hurting when I do...

Signed,

Minx

I leave it at that and place the letter in a draw, I stand up from the desk and wander back to my bed, laying down and fighting back the tears he no longer deserves...hoping my friends forgive me my trespasses...

 

[monique_minx]

I sigh and figure I might as well return to RL for a bit...hopefully things will be less painful later...

I vanish through the dark curtains

 

[Bsquad]

Minxy, there's a PM in your box. Let me know your answer.

 

[monique_minx]

Thank you my partner

 

[monique_minx]

*I return to my boudoir a little lighter of heart and a small smile on my face. The black cloud is still lingering and growing overhead but for the moment i am able to ignore it gratefully. I dive beneath the covers of my bed and settle under their protection. My eyes drift closed and i fall asleep...hopefully into peaceful ones and not nightmares!*

 

[amchentai]

Knocks softly before entering and finds a nice comfy chair to flop down in

Good evening to anyone who happens to be here.

 

[Bsquad]

<In keeping with the slight magic in the air of the Boudoir, a red rose seems to appear in the air over Minxy's desk. It drops onto the letter that she'd penned and lays there. It's a beautiful crimson, well trimmed and full of color, a small note is tied to it with a bolt of black silk...the same silk that she had worn as a blindfold...a lingering memory of an intimacy that was threatened...a freindship that was almost cast away.>

<The lettering is a flowing cursive, smooth and neat showing the care that was put into the message that was sent and the consideration in it especially taking into acount the normally doctor like scrawl of the writer.>

Monique, I still need some time. I'm feeling better, I'm your friend...but I'm still in a rocky place right now. I'm still your friend, and I hope I'm still your partner. When I feel better, maybe we can continue with this blindfold like Fae and I wanted for you. -Your partner and friend