Minx The Sphinx's Boudoir

[monique_minx]

I nod, curling up into my bed and blowing her a kiss

Goodnight pretty Silva!

I curl up for a nap, dreaming of a beautiful Silva and a tour of my boudoir...I shiver, stirring at promises of next time...RW calling...sighs!

 

[FaeBites]

Toy Shop 14.1.10
First Fae musical production of the new year!

--

Here I am
Oh, I’m here again
Caught by the threshold but
upgraded from the shelf you kept me on.

Do you see?
Do you notice me?
I’ve been waiting a while,
making friends with the dust clouds by your feet.

Ohh…

// This place is far from dead.
Lined with memories at every step.
In the toyshop down the street –
from the junction where our minds meet.

Have you forsaken it?
The floor grows dusty with every sweep.
Is it right, to be so wrong?
I’ve been here, all along. //

There I go,
There I go again.
Scratching on your door,
the only use for my claws – will you let me in?

I can stand
Stand on my, own two feet.
In till time runs out and you’ll
have to wind me up again.

Ohh…

// This place is far from dead.
Lined with memories at every step.
In the toyshop down the street –
From the junction where our minds meet.

Have you forsaken it?
The floor grows dusty with every sweep.
Is it right, to be so wrong?
I’ve been here, all along. //

Could you spend, spend your life here?
Ruining all you’ve built.
Could you spend, spend a lifetime
Searching for what you’ve killed?
Round it went, round and round
Destroying butterflies.
You said, it was sent
to test our alibi’s.

Did it ease your mind?
Oh –

// This place is far from dead.
Lined with memories at every step.
In the toyshop down the street –
From the junction where our minds meet.

Have you forsaken it?
The floor grows dusty with every sweep.
Is it right, to be so wrong?
I’ve been here, all along. //

Here I am
Oh, I’m here again
Caught by the threshold but
Upgraded from the shelf you kept me on.

Is this it?
Is this, over with?
Should I just fall here to be
forgotten by the passage of time?

Do you mind?

 

[monique_minx]

Gasps!

Mistress...tis beautiful!
I would die to hear you sing it...
Definitely heart wrenching!

 

[FaeBites]

<3 glad you like it pet!

 

[monique_minx]

Day Dream

The separation of light and darkness
Take unto me, all that I can
Be what I be
Hiding from reality
Screaming in pain, I go to my world
Where no one can hurt me not even myself

(Chorus)
Take my hand
I want you to see
What no one else can
One of my dreams
There's only light calling to me
Drifting from darkness, I see what I see
Two people sharing one memory
Owning itself, we be what we be

Out in the world, seeing broken dreams
Hating myself, for no one can help
Reaching for hope in another place
My heart grows cold from the icy reality
I feel only darkness in this meaningless space

(Chorus)
Take my hand
I want you to see
What no one else can
One of my dreams
There's only light calling to me
Drifting from darkness, I see what I see
Two people sharing one memory
Owning itself, we be what we be

I reach for the warmth that hides in my mind
I hold it tight, ever so closely
Screaming for you, holding out my hand
Grab a hold, I see that you feel the same
And as it is ending, I want you to know
I feel a cold shiver run down my spine
I don't want it to end
So...

(Chorus)
Take my hand
I want you to see
What no one else can
One of my dreams
There's only darkness calling to me
Drifting from light I see what I see
Two people sharing no memories
Owning itself, we be what we be


~ Here's a song I wrote with my former RL submissive, the only song I've ever written, co written or otherwise. Hope you like it! ~

 

[monique_minx]

You Struck Me

Hear it and taste it won’t you?
Feel it and know it don’t you?
Dying and aching for something not needed.
Now I just simply can’t believe it.

To trust so completely that I bleed inside,
To need so entirely that I run and hide.
I asked you not to break me and you shall,
I asked you not to shred my morale.

Few have the ability to completely decimate,
Few I trust, love and hate.
For yes it is possible to feel all at the same time,
And I can’t take this punishment for my crime.

Am I wrong to trust, love or hate?
Am I wrong to part and separate?
I don’t want to be broken in half,
Don’t you dare invoke my wrath!

Why did you lie to me?
How could you do that to me?
You of all people know what I’ve been through,
Know how hard it is to trust like I do.

Did I make a mistake?
Should I just be fake?
A plastic smile on a fake friend,
Just so you can have a happy end.

Once upon a time,
You darling, were mine.
You seem to forget I know you so well,
Though for us things went to hell.

Better apart than we were together,
Now you just want me for your pleasure.
I have few qualms in giving myself over,
You could get it from me dead sober.

And I could take it and I would love it,
Put everything and nothing above it.
But you lied and took me for a fool,
After so long you think I wouldn’t lose my cool?

You said you’d be honest, that you’d never lie,
I thought I could trust you to save me when I die.
No, not you my friend in the sky,
Who once made me soar and fly.

You now cause me to crash and burn,
It seems that I shall never learn.
I love you, I trust you and it’s never enough,
You’d think I’d know that I need to be tough.

But this isn’t the case and here I stand,
Another fallen on your demand.
A sword staked straight through my chest,
Now please leave me, let me rest.

For I can’t take it any longer,
I fought and fought but you were stronger.
Maybe this means less to you than me,
But if this is all we are, we can never be.

You struck me down my dear friend,
Please don’t let this be the end…​

~ For the one that can make me fly, cry and die in a few words ~​

 

[monique_minx]

Wanders in from the RW, glad of the rest and still shaking my head laughing softly about some stand up comedy I just watched! Deciding on something a little more me in my appearance today...

Top half:

Bottom half:

And here's something I just thought to add

 

[monique_minx]

Just cause I'm bored and I can! Plus it's totally true

 

[monique_minx]

What You Deserve

It's too bad that you have made mistakes.
Too bad that I cannot relate.
When all else fails
And all else fades.
I kept my word through bitter days
(through bitter days)

What you don't know.
Won't leave a scar.
What you don't know.
Hasn't killed you so far.
But you don't know.
Just who you are.
Still I just give you something to talk about.
What you don't know.

It's too late that now.
I've changed my mind.
Too late somehow.
To recognize
When all else fails
And all I find.
Are all my words.
Perdido in time.
(Just lost in time)

What you don't know.
Won't leave a scar.
What you don't know.
Hasn't killed you so far.
But you don't know.
Just who you are.
Still I just give you something to talk about.

So you lost yourself.
Turn to someone else.
Now you've given up your will that wants to know.
Then you find yourself.
But you're someone else.
In the end you only get what you deserve.
(What you deserve)

What you don't know.
Won't leave a scar.
What you don't know.
Hasn't killed you so far.
But you don't know.
Just who you are.
Still I just give you something to talk about.
What you don't know.​

 

[monique_minx]

Dedicated to my Partner - Bsquad, Click me >> Fireflies​

I know I can't always define us...I know I don't always say the right things and I know I'm a freak beyond the definition of the word but somehow you get me...through everything and all the dark conversations and arguments we fall into...I hope we'll always be what we are and remember why...​

 

[amchentai]

Knocks before entering and after shutting the door softly behind me I make my way over to one of the big comfy chairs and flop down, hoping to see Minx tonight

 

[monique_minx]

Wanders into my boudoir with a saucy bounce in my step, my eyes look around and search the room before they land on AMC and I smile, arching a brow and biting my lip

Hello AMC...fancy seeing you here!
Can I do anything for you?

I ask as I settle on the couch beside him in one of my more pleasing outfits, a small lilac skirt that's barely more than a belt and a blue v neck top that plunges between my breasts, showing that I'm not wearing a bra.

 

[amchentai]

I smile at Minx and shake my head.

No I'm good.
And I wanted to say I'm sorry about not coming up with a RPG idea.
Although do you read comics?
And or know of Witchblade or Power Girl?

 

[monique_minx]

Shakes my head, smiling

Sorry...no I don't...

 

[amchentai]

It's ok.
But yeah sorry I haven't thought of any ideas.
I haven't been able to come up with ideas lately.
At least for new SRPGs
Also you look wonderful tonight Minx ^^

 

[monique_minx]

Giggles softly, blushing

Thanks! It's cool...everyone else has been throwing things my way lately..my own popularity may very well kill me!

 

[amchentai]

Laughs a little and smiles

Well that's a good thing.
So how have you been Minx?
Feels like forever since we just kinda hung out. And yes I know that sounds like something else lol

 

[monique_minx]

Giggles

I'm okay, the RW is it's usual pain in my ass and Lit stuff isn't going too badly...my threads are expanding and I'm trying and learning loads of new stuff! How are you babe?

~ Sorry my replies are a little slow, Bsquad is trying to teach me about guns ~

 

[amchentai]

Well you can tell Bsquad he should be playing MW2 with me at some point, or Borderlands.
And I'm well.
Learning can be fun some times and pains others lol
Glad your threads are doing well ^^

 

[monique_minx]

Grins

You should see mine and Bsquad's latest thread AMC...we just came up with it today! I reckon you'd like it

 

[amchentai]

Ok I will have a look see ^^
So how has your day been?

 

[monique_minx]

Grins

A huge learning experience...this military thread of mine and Bs' will be interesting to write!
Other than that it's consisted of my sister screaming my name...

You?

 

[amchentai]

I'm playing Xbox at the moment, seeing that Bsquad is also signed into his Xbox live account lol
Glanced at the opening post.
Heh I like the games, but am not sure if even I know enough about that all to be able to post in that setting.
So I wish you luck with it =D
I'm sure you will do fine though ^^

 

[monique_minx]

Giggles

Well you can read my post and let me know if I did alright...I just got it up...

Blushes, nervous about it

 

[amchentai]

I'll give it a look see in a moment ^^
If you ever get a Xbox 360 I'm sure you, bsquad and me could play it together ^^