Minx The Sphinx's Boudoir

[Ausus_girl13]

I grin and move off of her for a second to grab the cuffs. Which I attach to the eyehook on the bed and fasten her wrists to. I smile down at her, and then hop off the bed, allowing her to watch me move around her boudoir. I feel at home here, and with great glee find the feather I am looking for, and prepare the bowl of ice, and strawberries. I place them all on the table next to the bed and giggle

Feeling warm my vixen? I slide a piece of ice over her belly.

 

[monique_minx]

I lift my wrists for her, arching a brow and wondering what else she is searching for. I glower as she discovers a feather and I silently curse, I thought I'd gotten rid of all of those. My eyes on her again as she slides onto the bed beside me.

I barely have a chance to response before she slides the ice over my skin, I suck in my stomach instinctively and gasp. My taut frame starts to shiver a little

Actually...I was feeling cold, you've fixed that though...made me freezing!

I scowl playfully at her, my toes curling

 

[Ausus_girl13]

I lift the ice from her skin and kiss her stomach, reaching up I unhook her...

Saved by the bell Little one. You've got it coming. I won't forget it. I kiss my vixen before disappearing with a small giggle.

 

[monique_minx]

I laugh and shake my head as she vanishes, knowing I have entertaining to do elsewhere as well. I disappear with a cheshire like grin, I'll be back...

 

[monique_minx]

Mother's Day - called on account of rain...

I'm Just Like Her

I can't feel and I can't breathe,

I dig my nails in but I don't bleed.

I hate you for leaving me,

And I'm tired of waiting and hoping you'll see.

Won't tell anyone, can't share with anyone,

Can't do it and when they ask I run.

Can't tell them I miss you as well,

Cause I'd rather die and go to hell.

I sit in my room and I hide,

Better they don't see me die inside.

I rot myself with alcohol and drugs,

I feel it beneath my skin and scratch out the bugs.

I'm back to the dark place and it welcomes me home,

It lets me know I've been here before, I'm familiar and alone.

My heart is sobbing cause it's dying,

My wounds are screaming and I'm still crying.

It's not enough and it's all I can take,

So why can't I end it? Why won't I break?

I'm curious to see what happens next so I stick around,

I'm that cat you just forgot to drown.

I'm burning inside out and I'm frozen too,

It won't go away, doesn't matter what I do.

Happiness doesn't kill my pain, just outshines it for a while,

Then the tears come and the pain returns to replace the smile.

So while you left me standing here happy,

You walked away and I started feeling crappy.

So please stop and just don't bother,

Cause I simply can't do it any longer.

They say all this makes you stronger,

They say after there's nothing you can't conquer.

These people are idiots and I hate them so much,

They have no idea what it's like to feel as such.

She won't take me seriously,

And I don't know if she misses me.

I want to tell her so many things like I love you,

And ask her if she loves me too.

But I'm too proud, I'm just like her,

If I say one thing it's another I infer.

I love to drink, party and dance,

I'm watching the world inside a trance.

So I'll stand behind my bullet proof glass,

Wait until it's too late and watch my chance pass.

Kiss her cold hand and say goodbye,

Knowing it was all a worthless lie.

Welcome the end of forever with a smile,

And wonder if together was just my denial...​

 

[Ausus_girl13]

Tottering into the boudoir, I look around for a moment, my eyes hidden behind dark, sunglasses, my head throbbing.

Bloody hangover...

I can't believe I took a wrong turn. Shrugging, I pull the curtains closed and flop onto my favorite chaise, noticing the poem, before I pass out again. Whispering...

No you aren't, Minxy. She's not half as strong as you.

 

[Daddy3000]

*wanders in, brushes off the travel dust, looks for a seat

well... its been a while since i was in here....... under a different name too

 

[Indiscretion]

greetings everyone

 

[Heavenly_Harper]

I'm Just Like Her

I can't feel and I can't breathe,

I dig my nails in but I don't bleed.

I hate you for leaving me,

And I'm tired of waiting and hoping you'll see.

Won't tell anyone, can't share with anyone,

Can't do it and when they ask I run.

Can't tell them I miss you as well,

Cause I'd rather die and go to hell.

I sit in my room and I hide,

Better they don't see me die inside.

I rot myself with alcohol and drugs,

I feel it beneath my skin and scratch out the bugs.

I'm back to the dark place and it welcomes me home,

It lets me know I've been here before, I'm familiar and alone.

My heart is sobbing cause it's dying,

My wounds are screaming and I'm still crying.

It's not enough and it's all I can take,

So why can't I end it? Why won't I break?

I'm curious to see what happens next so I stick around,

I'm that cat you just forgot to drown.

I'm burning inside out and I'm frozen too,

It won't go away, doesn't matter what I do.

Happiness doesn't kill my pain, just outshines it for a while,

Then the tears come and the pain returns to replace the smile.

So while you left me standing here happy,

You walked away and I started feeling crappy.

So please stop and just don't bother,

Cause I simply can't do it any longer.

They say all this makes you stronger,

They say after there's nothing you can't conquer.

These people are idiots and I hate them so much,

They have no idea what it's like to feel as such.

She won't take me seriously,

And I don't know if she misses me.

I want to tell her so many things like I love you,

And ask her if she loves me too.

But I'm too proud, I'm just like her,

If I say one thing it's another I infer.

I love to drink, party and dance,

I'm watching the world inside a trance.

So I'll stand behind my bullet proof glass,

Wait until it's too late and watch my chance pass.

Kiss her cold hand and say goodbye,

Knowing it was all a worthless lie.

Welcome the end of forever with a smile,

And wonder if together was just my denial...​

Sometimes you need to listen to your friends Nique, other times...just grab a good stiff drink! lol
Oh and uh don't be worried about being like her, she ran away from a wonderful family and slammed strait into hellsville and tried to take all of you with her.

Catch you on the flipside girlie! xx

I gots to get back to that job of mine...what do I do again? Oh yeah right...more waxing check ya l8r!!

 

[Warr]

*Peeks head in* Yello?

 

[monique_minx]

My voice floats in with a small grimace to pass a message to Warr

Hey darl, sorry but I'm a little busy at the moment...I hope i'll catch you another time cause I'm about to go make dinner

I flitter off to cook!

 

[monique_minx]

I saunter across the floor with a devilish grin, today has proved to be interesting and very enjoyable thus far if not a little dangerous. I giggle softly at that thought before I plonk down on my bed, curling up by the headboard with some pen and paper; I'm not sure if I'll get to any threads tonight but it'd be nice if my muse could be....provoked into something sinful and delicious.

I look at my next owed post and my eyes widen slightly as I flinch at the thought of such a reply - Lords. Ugh. Two characters practically molesting mine - thank you Ausus darling, sinful you are - soooo fitting too! Hmmm...

It's gonna be long...

I mutter and sigh, considering it for a little in the utter silence. Unfortunate and lonely but still I am here for a change.

 

[Bsquad]

You know where to find me.

 

[monique_minx]

You know where to find me.

Take me out of your signature. You have a long wait if you're expecting fuck all from me.

 

[Bsquad]

Take me out of your signature. You have a long wait if you're expecting fuck all from me.

Whatever.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

drops in to leave minxy a hug

 

[Ausus_girl13]

Tiptoes in to leave some chocolate for Minxy. And a hug.

 

[monique_minx]

The days when I'd rather be in hell than on earth...

Whispers...

Thank you both....I needed to get this out...no need to read it but I need to get it out before I do something....scary....

There are days when I wanna scream, days when I wanna cry and days when I just get fed up. If you added those three together and multiplied them by an infinite number, you would only scrape the surface of what today has done to me.

Fight with my love...sure, I thought we were handling it but somewhere it just got messed up and we broke up. Then I was angry, I needed a drink so I went and bought some vodka and mixer. The night was going really well, I laughed a bunch and got pretty trashed...but all good things...

When the board game ended, my sister asks to watch some show on my laptop which I was using...funny thing about my sister; NO! Just doesn't compute with her. She nagged the ever loving crap outta me until I locked her out of my room. Ten minutes later she returns to nag again and says she deserves it for going down the street with me, drinking my alcohol and playing a board game with me when I needed some fun.

I said no, she pushed and stuck her foot in my door while I was trying to close it. She threatens to belt crap out of me if I do it again so I tell her to move her foot out of my room cause I'm shutting the door. She doesn't of course, starts whinging to our father who could care less. So then we get into a punch up where she ends up punching me square - in my glasses. Which of course...break and cut my face open.

My baby sister comes to my aid since I'm on the floor helpless and trying to find the lense of my glasses which has gone astray. She helps me up and fixes them as best as she can for me then leaves. Next thing I see is blood on my hand so I call for her and freak out, I tell her there's blood and I don't know where it's come from. She tells me she knows, it's coming from my face and takes me to the bathroom where I can see the blood sprayed across my cheek. She cleans me up.

This happened about 20 minutes ago. My other sister probably saved her damn life by punching me in the face - this isn't exactly out of the ordinary for her. She's packing her stuff and threatening to leave again, I won't believe it until she's gone. In any case here I sit...my father stepped over me bleeding and blind on the floor and I feel like killing myself after today. I have nothing and no one.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

I read it. Damn love. I am very sorry that your life is a shitty mess. As I said in the lil pm I sent out, if you need me...I am here.

 

[Fira]

*sneaks in quietly to snuggles close with my Minxy, whispering softly* i'm always here...

 

[Ausus_girl13]

Reads the note, and nods in agreement with Luna and Fira.

I am here darling, lots of love, and hang in there.

 

[FallenSakura]

I am here too sweety, you always have me

 

[monique_minx]

Thank you Luna, Fira, Ausus and Sakura. I really appreciate it, I have had a rough week and sometimes it's good to just get it out...at the time I was unable to control my own emotions and I really needed to write something out and get it off my chest.

I hope you four are doing a lot better than I am. I'd sorta like to make this into a bit of a discussion/catch up thread since I no longer have the time to spend an endless amount in my Boudoir - at the same time I do not wish it to die uselessly as I have a lot of memories here and I'm always adding tidbits. When I do have time, I still hang out when I'm writing

Anyways, how are your muse's going? And Ausus, you're gonna have to find some time to chat with me for longer than a few minutes *pouts*

Mine did pretty well last night, I'm hoping she won't fail me today

 

[Ausus_girl13]

Giggles Sorry babe, was at a conference and dying. Headed home soon after we spoke. Hope things are better doll. Leaves a chocolate kiss

 

[monique_minx]

SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh my fucking god! YOU SMART ASS BASTARD!!! YOU'RE SOOOOOO GONNA PAY FOR THAT POST!!!

Falls into a fit of giggles and wipes my eyes

Ohhh...when I come up with something good...you're gonna pay huge!

Vanishes in a poof of black fumes