sexfan23
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Sigh...Take a moment to meet Monty.
He’s my miracle.
I’ve never been a proud plant mom.
In fact, I have several sickly plants and
A bad track record of plant unintentional sadism.
But Monty…
He has done nothing but thrive since I got him.
He’s a monstera delisciosa and I’m pretty sure I need to help him climb soon,
But I’m scared.
Scared to let him get too big for me to care for him.
Scared to allow him more room in my life to grow.
Scared not to do right by him and give what he needs.
Scared.
I’m just scared.
All the time.
And not just for Monty
But for life.
I’m scared to live the way I want to.
I’m scared to not live the way I need to.
I’m scared for my family.
I’m scared for my patients.
I’m scared to wake up
And I’m scared that I won’t.
Fear is halting
And changing
And I try so hard to hit it
Head-on.
Cross my fingers and knock on wood
I won’t over or under water this beautiful plant.