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And it can take various forms. I am a 6 ft tall, 220 lb man, with a shaved head, who looks like an alpha, but submits completely to my wife. She doesn't like "fiddling with" cages as often as would be necessary between my work trips. So, I am in 24/7 panties, stockings, and protocols that can be done by phone. When I am "in chastity" it is a half sized jock strap. This forces me to have to text for permission to pee or shower. I do not break protocols... EVER! Because I have devoted myself to her. At home, I am rewarded with a ribbon restraint as in my profile picture. I am given edge and deny sessions, plugged, and I am made to eat my load when I am given release. So, I am proof of the statement in this picture.
 
Sissy but not fem.

I've come to the conclusion that in my late forties, at 215 pounds, and 6 feet tall, with a shaved head; there is no chance of me ever being a frilly, girlie submissive. But I can still wear my panties and stockings, paint my toenails, wear the devices chosen by my Mistress, and submit to her whim and will. It is fun to fantasize about being a sissy slave girl, but it would be impractical for me to attempt that in reality. My reality is to be a male, who appears Alpha, but is a Beta who wears lingerie, submits to teasing, denial, humiliation, anal play, and minor bits of pain. Mistress has no sex drive and, so, would never bring another man into our bed. But, she derives great emotional connection and deep amusement at the games we play. She knows I enjoy our relationship just as it is. I am devoted to her and she to me. She is my Mistress and I am her little slut. And she says that one day, when we find someone we both trust, I'll get a playmate. Possibly a pretty trans girl.
 
Bringing it back to the top for those that haven't read it.

midlifecrisispanties said:
For those that hadn't read it elsewhere, Mistress has granted permission to tell our general story here in the new thread.
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20 years ago my wife and I had a D/s relationship. I used to be the dominant. Really, I always was bisexual and what they call a switch I was equally happy being top or bottom in the D/s sense.

But, time has changed our arrangement. She has lost all sex drive due to diabetes and heart condition. My dedication to her is such, that I spent a week sleeping on the floor of her hospital room. I was afraid I was going to lose her. It was in that week that I vowed to serve her.

She has generally recovered physically. But her sex drive remains nil. So, we came to a new arrangement. I serve her needs at home, follow her rules when away. I dress as she sees fit to allow/order. I am allowed to play here in text. I'm allowed to explore my desires. And, I'm allowed to do things like cum at her feet, play with toys as guided by her, etc.

I'm lucky in that she understands the needs of a submissive because of where we began. So, now I am free to be her submissive, panty wearing, sissy slut. And I love it. She has me "present as masculine" but allows me to be totally fem underneath. We have a teen at home and I have a sensitive work situation. So she keeps me "low key" but that does include a cage with a key.

I am devoted to her and she to me. She has said she understands my drives and needs and will accommodate as best she can. Someday, that may include taking me to a professional Mistress for a hard session. (She likes being my soft Mistress) It might include letting me find a boyfriend to play with as long as he understands our situation . She has even said she might like to find me a pretty trans girl, dominant, who knows how to give a spanking.

Those are the types of fantasies she lets me explore here on the boards.
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It has been a good run.

Goodbye everybody. It is time for me to go now. Things have changed for me and I won't have time for this anymore. I'll leave my profile up and check PMs when I get time. But I won't be posting any new adventures. So long and good luck to you.
 
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