UtilityCurve
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I suspect your journey is the most common one female's take. Your description of "first active" was such deja vu of my first real GF that it actually made me flinch.So I’ve probably gone through a journey with ‘cum’
When I was first active I guess I was ‘scared’ of it. Mainly as I knew it was the total source of unwanted pregnancy. So the idea of it anywhere near me scared the hell out of me.
When I finally got into a much more stable relationships and the trust was there I loved oral to completion and would swallow - it seemed like that was a big thing .
Only when I had sex without condoms did I really learn to live the feeling and intimacy of allowing a man to orgasm inside, and now to the extent it’s one of my big ‘kinks’.
I’ve never liked facials - I feel they are a misogynistic power thing and I don’t need to support that, most men have totally understood and respected that. But recently, although my husband finishing inside me is my main thing I’ve enjoyed letting him cum on my boobs, something he’s really started to request.
Like you, I get no thrill from facials (to me, they're not misogynistic, they're boring), but I share your husband's enthusiasm for finishing on a woman's breasts!