I raise my eyebrows and stop smiling, and adopt a passive and calm tone
I don't mean to tell you what you like. You smile and I assume you like it. I'm happy today, and have no reason to be angry. You... don't like me being happy? I just learned from others that I should smile more often. But I guess that it doesn't work on everybody? Who knows? If you want me to leave.. then I will.
Crossing my arms, I get up and lean against a wall.
I'm cautious, people turn on me or are rude for no reason. And what do I hve to learn? I'm told to smile more ften and when I do, people become unhappy, I strike up a conversation by simply saying "Hello" or "How are you" and they sometimes get angry. I keep my distance and sometimes am away from Lit, and in the RW, and some get angry for being away. So what am I to do?
Well as none of this has to do with wether or not you smile... aparently thats something you need to work out... do what ever it is that you do that makes you happy and go on.
If you wish to consistantly worry about whats going on in other peoples heads then you shall lead a very busy life... boring.. but busy.
You do whatever brings you peace within yourself. period. end of story....
I dont like to be told what I do and dont like. I told you so.... and i'm way over it.. like an hour past giving a shit anymore. But thats me.. I say what bothers me and move on. What others do with that information is really none of my business. It makes me feel better to express how i feel or what i need. And I only keep around those that respect that.
Ah.. but that's what I try to do. But then others think that I'm being rude and ignoring someone, therefore they also turn on me. I wish to move on but then I find that I face another problem And they hit me where it hurts. Then they send rude PMs which I ignore and delete. I just don't know what to do. I'm debating whether to leave Lit forever so as to avoid the disrespect and rudeness that I've recieved. Only a few friends are keeping me here and actually being nice to me. But what really hurts is when those, who you thought were your friends, suddenly turn on you. I'm not talking about you.
curling my feet under her skirts she pulls her coffee from where its been resting warmly by the fire and sips
Well, I didnt think you meant me so no worries. As for all the rest. It's all type, no inflection no gestures or body language to go with anything so we each can read whats written in our own dialect and with our own set of rules as to what is and isnt rude or unkind. What you do with all that is entirely up to you. You can take it all as mean and thoughtless or let it roll off your back and ignore the overt nastiness. Or pack your bags and go. I really dont try to talk people into staying anymore... some can handle the bullshit and find some fun here... some cant and its not my call. Tiss all up to you babydoll..
-grinning over her cup she uses it to point him in the driection of sitting-
Well.... happier topics.... hmmm... I can tell by the way you write that english doesnt seem to be your first language or at least not American english. Where are you from?
English is my first and native language. I'm an American, born in the state of Illinois. I use my kindle and cell phone to type so I make mistakes a lot. I speak in a more... enlightened way such as saying "You use words of wisdom, for which I am thankful for." I assure you, I'm American. I have actually never been outside of the United States.
No assurance was necessary and actually i'm damned sorry for the misinterpretation.
huh... -stares at him rather curiously-
I'm usually not wrong about these things. I know I type like a horrid cow but I can usually spot... I dunno, I dont want to say differences in the use of language.. but I'll be buggered if that doesnt stump me.
Which I find completely fascinating.... cause if the "english as a second language thing" wasnt right.. so either your educated and so damned shy it's almost cute or your quite a bit younger than I thought and trying to type older than you are.