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FurryFury said:
You have a point. I believe he left me in the end, because I had gotten too strong for him to tear down enough ,to excite him any further. I was forged of strong stuff from childhood that perfectly positioned me to be his emotional punching bag. It took me a long while to figure all this out, why I accepted and loved a rapist and why he left, in my mind I was doing everything I could to please him and ease conflict. It never occurred to me he wanted or needed that conflict. *c* I actually thought I would die without him but that feeling lasted only a couple of hours after he left and then I felt freed though I wanted him dead. Now I am pleased that he left me pregnant like he did. I would never have left him. With him I often felt suicidal the first two married years. My life is so much better now.

Fury :rose:

Hi Fury,

It is nice to see that you have progressed so far. I am truly greatful because you have such a fertile mind (and body, I bet :D) and if you were still with him, you wouldn't be with us.

Now, going back to the mixed nuts comments of yesterday, playing with fire may be somethng I really like. You know, new sensations :D. And big chewy pretzels are my favorite type, especially if you slather them with mustard. :kiss: :rose:
 
raven2 said:
Hi Fury,

It is nice to see that you have progressed so far. I am truly greatful because you have such a fertile mind (and body, I bet :D) and if you were still with him, you wouldn't be with us.

Now, going back to the mixed nuts comments of yesterday, playing with fire may be somethng I really like. You know, new sensations :D. And big chewy pretzels are my favorite type, especially if you slather them with mustard. :kiss: :rose:

Mustard? Oh no, couldn't! How about some herbs and chives? That's how I prefer mine.

Actually if the man had ever "owned" his greyness and admitted to himself and others what he wanted and needed, we might well have been a much better match. Clearly he was into control and so am I in an inverse way. It's kind of sad really but as I said, I'm MUCH better off. He is dead and gone. Life is lovely sometimes.

Fury :rose:
 
FurryFury said:
Mustard? Oh no, couldn't! How about some herbs and chives? That's how I prefer mine.

Actually if the man had ever "owned" his greyness and admitted to himself and others what he wanted and needed, we might well have been a much better match. Clearly he was into control and so am I in an inverse way. It's kind of sad really but as I said, I'm MUCH better off. He is dead and gone. Life is lovely sometimes.

Fury :rose:

Herbs and chives sound great. Glad you are rid of him. *hugs* :rose:
 
raven2 said:
Herbs and chives sound great. Glad you are rid of him. *hugs* :rose:

Me too! I'm even more glad my precious girl is rid of him. He was really horrible to her.

Herbs and chives are great. Aunt Annie's in the mall is great with those things. YUMMY!

Sam's club has some that are sort of like yeast rolls but when you don't have time to eat and are out running errands they'll do in a "pinch."

Fury :rose:
 
FurryFury said:
Me too! I'm even more glad my precious girl is rid of him. He was really horrible to her.

Herbs and chives are great. Aunt Annie's in the mall is great with those things. YUMMY!

Sam's club has some that are sort of like yeast rolls but when you don't have time to eat and are out running errands they'll do in a "pinch."

Fury :rose:

Have tried both of them and I agree I like Aunt Annie's.
 
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