Oral Servitude 4

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haha! hell yes!
 
I think there's going to be a question in here somewhere. Something to do with attitude and oral and cock worship. Cock servitude.

The majority of the images posted are big cocks, bigger cocks, physically fit and fitter people. While I don't think any of us are so intimidated by these images, it prevents us from sex and oral and all that good stuff! But I do think - at times - some of us - or maybe I should just speak for myself - I will second guess myself. It fucks around with my self esteem just a little.

On the flip side of this - I think the fact some AV's are dick pics or profile names are "9inchpole4u" validate the idea a big cock is the holy grail.

When I met my husband, he was up front about the fact he had erectile dysfunction (ED). Although he still felt stuff and could cum, he never got hard. Bummer!! Mr. cookie pondered whether he should try surgery or meds because he felt without a big hard cock, I wouldn't be satisfied. And I actually wondered if I could be with someone who didn't get hard. How important is that in a relationship if you knew you'd never ever have that?

I fell in love with Mr. cookie and, since I believe that cock worship is more about the man than the cock, we'd figure it out. But what if that cock never ever got hard? The question lingered - could I truly be in service to his cock?

The answer is a definitive YES. Because Mr. c stepped up to the pervy, kink Dominant plate and demanded it from me. He made me crawl for the pleasure of kissing his small, soft cock. I had to earn his cum. He would tie me up, legs spread wide and rub his soft cock all over my pussy, my clit until I was sooooooo close to cumming. "Don't cum, cookie, be a good girl."

Sometimes he'd straddle my chest, leaving my pussy empty, clenching on nothing. He'd rub his cock, wet because of me, all over my chin, my lips. He'd lean over me, push his soft cock in my mouth and tell me to open wide. He was all growly and aggressive and he'd face fuck me with that small cock and it FELT like I was choking because he was pumping his hips, I could feel him getting ready to cum down my throat. Once he came down my throat or on my face, he would take the time to finger me, eat me, play with my clit until I came because I'd been a good girl.

Other times, he would fuck me hard with a big fat dildo and let me cum, make me squirt, leave me dizzy and consumed with my orgasm and my lust and I'd hear him - through my orgasmic haze - laugh and say cookie! It's so cute how you're such a selfish cunt. With no time to think twice about cumming again or feel all cuddly and gooey - he'd grab my hair and pull me to his cock and because I felt so so so amazing and connected and greedy for more, he inspired me to get on his cock and thank him for this feeling.

It's clear attitude has a lot to do with amazing sex. It's been discussed here and recently in the Inquiring Minds thread. I'm wondering more specific to oral. How much do these perfect images affect your attitude toward oral? Have you ever let your self-esteem (or lack of) get in the way of amazing sex? Or dealt with a partner who felt less than?? If so, how did you deal with it?

(Oh. Umm. So maybe this whole post was simply for me and my trip down memory lane. Thanks for indulging me. :heart: )

Really beautiful post about you and your husband. Thanks for sharing!

As far as self-esteem goes - none of the posts impact mine to be honest. I just enjoy the inspiration!
 
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Amen, words to live by
 
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So that one date I had a while back - which wasn't super successful - the one I started the lingerie thread over - I've been thinking about this a lot because I tried to suck his cock, I was all over it and he just didn't want it.

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I initiated the monkey business because it's been a long time since I've had a hard cock down my throat. Let's just say I STILL HAVEN'T. :(

What's the deal? It never occurred to me he actually didn't like me. I mean, even if he didn't -- really? No go on fucking my face??

At the time I initiated fooling around, he seemed to be in to me, in to cuddling, smooching, getting to first base. After day two (this was a sleepover date, we lived in different states) of this canoodling, I was ready for more.

I got on my knees, between his legs, pressed my face in to his cock and started licking, stroking, kissing his balls, his cock. No response from his wiener.

His hands were in my hair, that felt really good. He was making noises like he liked it. Haha! Maybe they were groans of WTF??

A few minutes of this went on and I could tell something was off. It wasn't just that his cock wasn't getting hard. That happens sometimes. It was everything all added up. He got a little quiet. He wasn't really moving with me. I'm all slobbery and gobbly and it took me another minute to realize this wasn't going in the right direction.

I just got up and said let's go to lunch.

We talked about it a little bit. I was trying to be all "it's ok, it happens" -- in hindsight I wish I would've called him a selfish prick. So what if his cock doesn't work? There's other ways to do stuff. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaand, if he wasn't really in to it, why let me go on and on? Man up and say nope, the chemistry's off.

I realize this is a Debbie Downer blow job story. The plan was to talk about wanting, needing, craving cock - heavy on my tongue, sliding down my throat, hands in my hair. The whole thing - how it feels to have my tits pressed up to his legs, my pussy is empty, aching, wet but my mouth is full. Thinking I have some amount of control over the flow, over his cock when it takes a turn and my mouth becomes a cunt. Lips stretched, mouth used, fucked, catching my breath.

I want it. I feel it as I type this. It fucking aches.

But back to the story. Was I wrong for initiating? Not picking up a million red flags? I think I'm better off that he didn't just fuck my throat and ghost me later. Right???

Fuck!

I know this is about a year too late, but this story has me thinking a few different things.
1. What I wouldn't give to have a women feel that way towards me to want to do that
2. How incredible the physical act would feel
3. i feel bad for you, it's almost a feeling of rejection right?
4. feel bad for the guy - obviously something was off
5. the lack of communication was the issue - chalk it up to embarrassment? maybe there was something wrong with him he didn't feel safe to share? It was wrong on him to not speak about it. You handled it well by being sensitive to the issue. Curious if there's more to the story now.
 
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Let's add a little discussion in the B&W gif mix, huh??

Gagging during blowjobs - hot or not?

Receivers, is this a plus or a minus for you? Is there something that feels better or looks better when someone chokes a little.on your cock?

Givers, do you like the choking or is it just too much?

It can be hot, but I honestly don't want to cause someone to throw up nor do I want to be thrown up on. There' that fine line. It's a turn on, knowing she wants so much of me she'll push herself to a limit like that. Makes me feel wanted.
 
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