Thanks, but I'm the lucky one, trust me. Plus, you guys have no idea what a fucking pain living with me can be (well, if you've read any of my posts on the "Confessions: What Are Yours?" thread you might know a bit ). I can be moody, needy, clingy, emotionally standoffish, bratty, manic, and insatiable (not in a good way either ). I go through times when I need constant reassurance, and times nothing can reassure me. Sometimes the belief that I don't deserve Hubby or our life together gets so bad I have to fight against acting out in a way that would likely destroy everything. I'm fucked up, and although I'm a lot better than I was years ago, when I did cheat and broke us up for nearly 18 months (before we were married), it's always a fear in the background of my mind. So see, him getting sex and cock worship and all that isn't him being lucky--it's what he deserves for putting up with my crazy.
That’s Jenni...I appreciate your story....